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2004 6 July :: 10.08 am
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: offspring
i HATE kids
well to start off right now, i'm about to kill my brother... mom had to go to the doctor, and he ran outside screaming trying to get in the car... got himself in and all, then i had to litterally PEEL him out of the car, he was kicking and screaming, then i got him on the porch and my mom started to drive away, and he fuckin ran down the street after her, so i had to go chase him, drag him back, put him in the front door, and he runs out the back! ugh... other than that, nothing really has been happening... i got massive sunburn all over cause i went to the beach yesterday with my cousins... nothing else really interesting happened though.. i've been hanging out with kristen and kevin all the time except for when i have to work... so that's basically it..
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2004 2 July :: 3.46 pm
:: Mood: dying
:: Music: none
it's been a while..
yea well... i don't exactly feel like updatng right now, just doing so because so this way you don't think i died or anything, but i am dying. i've been sick for the past week and i can't stop coughing.. it's horrible
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2004 27 June :: 1.13 am
:: Mood: tipsy
:: Music: staind
man...
okay.. it's saturday night/sunday morning... i have work tomorrow at 11:30, i had work today from 2:00 - 10:00.... it was cool, i met this new kid chris, and he was pretty cool... we sat around and talked for a while, and after close, we walked around together cleaning up and what not... and we talked... cause it was only his second day there and he didn't know anybody else but ryan, and ryan was with lisa... lets see... what else... i'm very happy yay! i'd rather not say why though.. not yet... last night after work i went to the movies with thayer... we went to see that vin deisel movie.. the chronicles of riddick or something.. omg he's so hott lol.. it was a good movie... we had alot of fun.. some little 13 year old kid got killed on rt 38 last night in between the mall and the movies... like right where me and my friends always cross.. yea its the second one in like 3 months.. i'm not crossing there anymore lmao... then tonight after work i went to samm's house after cleaning up at work and all... we hung out, then went outside and walked down the street, then came back and got some alcohol lol.. then walked around and got drunk and we were going to go to wendys but we never got around to it... blehh... i wanted wendys too lol.. oh well... this entry is going to be funny to look at tomorrow when i wake up and look at it and i'm sober lmao... but it was worth drinking cause it's the last time i'll see samm for seven weeks!!! bleh okay i'm done...
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2004 23 June :: 5.44 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: whatever was in kristen's radio...
over kristen's...
blehh... i don't really feel like going into detail about what's been going on.. last friday i went to drew's party... it was alot of fun.. vince and alicia picked me up and i chilled w/ alicia, thayer, this kid alex, and this girl jo the whole night... saturday was heather's grad. party... i went there, tommy invited me to come horseback riding w/ him and krystal and barb.. then we went back to barbs... then krystal slept over... sunday i had work, monday i had work, tuesday kevin and kristen picked me up, we went to sam's, hung out with sam, bridget, rian, jordan, ashley a, and ang... then we got the cops called on us so we all had to go... then we dropped ang off and went driving around nj til 3:30 in the morning... through dirt roads in clayton/glassboro for a couple hours.. yea.. fun... kevin dropped me and kristen off here, and we stayed up all night, i took an hour nap at like 6... woke up again... we went downstairs, fell asleep at like 9:30ish.. woke up again at 11... then chris dropped gage off, we played w/ him.. he fell asleep, and we put on uptown girls... kristen fell asleep, movie was over so i came up here... now i'm bored writing in my journal feeling like absolute shit. i love him so much... and i miss him like crazy but idk if i can be with him... it hurts to say that but it's true... i'm sick of the off and on, fucking with my head shit... i can't do that anymore... it's all or nothing, i won't keep coming back.. i can't put myself through all the depression.. bleh.. enough for now...
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2004 17 June :: 12.31 pm
:: Mood: creative
alright i'm ready to work
i'm really set on redoing my journal completely... i'm gunna be working on it for a couple hours though lol... but i'm really ready for it.... yay!
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2004 16 June :: 12.42 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: seether & amy lee - broken
ITS FUCKING SUMMER!!! YES!!
well its been a few days since i updated... on saturday... i went and hung out w/ courtney and ashley... as usual... then on sunday i went to the big music geek pool party w/ ashlee... it was alot of fun... we went swimming for a little while w/ katie puche... and yea.. that was cool..
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then on monday i had the last of my finals.. THANK GOD!... and after them, i was talking to andrew besica, kate moroz and jess... andrew is so fucking hott! lol... anyway... my dad came and picked up me and jess and brought us here.. then we were talking to ashley o and she wanted to go to the movies, so we all went to the movies to see harry potter... yea well... we got an extra large popcorn and the biggest size drink to share between the 3 of us.. and ashley was carrying them.. and she was the first one into the theatre... and up the steps to the seats, she tripped and popcorn and soda went flying EVERYWHERES!!! omg it was sooo funny lol.. so she went back out and told them what happened and got more stuff... and we watched the movie.. we sat all the way at the top... and we were loud as fuck lol... and after th emovie.. we stood up and put our hands in front of the projector lol... then we went home... ashley left... jess left...
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then kristen and kevin came over... we hung out in my room and me and kristen mutilated barbie dolls and had ALOT of fun with that lol... then ashley, courtney and will stopped by... and when they were leaving, me, kristen and kevin left to go to the mall... we had some fun there... then we came back here... and they left...
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tuesday, i didn't have anymore school so i planned on sleeping in late... but my mom called and told me i had a doctor's appointment to get a physical for work... at 11:15!!! so i hadda get up at 9:30, get ready and leave here at like 10:00 cause it was early and there was no way i was walking fast... plus i had to find the place! so as i was walking, i passed by jess barton, and courtney... well i finally got there... took a while in there.... got home by like 1:30... and i took a nap for a couple hours...
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then at about 5:30, maritza called from work asking if i could come in cause they were short on people... so i had will drive me and i got there at like 6:15ish... clocked in and went right to register... well it was my first time on the register alone.. last time, maria was there w/ me... so i had some trouble.. but maritza, nichole and meghan were all around to help... it was great.. i love working there so much cause everyone is so nice and very willing to help me... so yea... i got off work at 9:30, called my mom to pick me up.. and saw these 2 REALLY hott guys... one named bryan and one named bill who work there.... omg they're great... lol.. anyway... i got home and sat around online... talking to sutton... and i wanted to try and stay up as late as possible so i'd sleep in late... but i ended up going upstairs at like 12:30 and going to bed at like 1... then i woke up today at 12:45... and now i'm just sitting around beng a lazy bum... i'm still unsure of what i wanna do today... vince wants to hang out, and boden wants to hang out.. but i haven't chilled with court and ashley since saturday.. and its wednesday.. so idk yet...
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2004 12 June :: 12.07 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: hoobastank - the reason
in need of a severe update
well nothing exactly interesting has happened lately... i just been chillin w/ the same people every day... courtney and ashley... just doing the usual... wednesday was my last day of classes... so happy for that... thursday i didn't have any finals so i worked from 12-4... wasn't hard at all... i'm still in training though... then on friday i went into school w/ ashley for my english final... scott picked us up at 11:30 and i went home... chilled around for a while, then went to jess's around 1:30... hung out with courtney jess and laura... ashley came and picked up me and court and we chilled... sutton, boden, doug, and john odonnell *shudders* came over for a while... then they left, and then ashley and courtney went out to eat and i came home and called jessica and we went to the mall for like 10 minutes, saw gabby there, called john, and went over johns to hang out with steve, dave, frank, mangels, john and ashlee... it was alot of fun.... then i came home around like 12:45 and passed the fuck out cause i had detention this morning... and hopefully if i don't have work today i can go out and actually do something... like not chill in the shed all day but go OUT somewheres... but idk... it depends on how i feel in a couple hours... eh... i really need to get a new layout for this.. but i've just been really lazy lately..
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2004 6 June :: 11.19 pm
i'm addicted!!
2 your sins into me |
oh my beautiful one |
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2004 6 June :: 3.02 pm
this is what happens when you get really bored
Spell your name and see what it says about you!
A - you can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - you are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - you definitely have a partier side in you. Don’t be shy to show it.
D - you have trouble trusting people.
E - you are a very exciting person.
F - everyone loves you.
G - you have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - you are not judgmental.
I - you are always smiling & making others smile.
J - jealousy.
K - you like to try new things.
L - love is something you deeply believe in.
M - success comes easily to you.
N - you like to work, but you always want a break.
O - you are very open-minded.
P - you are very friendly and understanding.
Q - you are a hypocrite.
R - you are a social butterfly.
S - you are very broad-minded.
T - you have an attitude, a big one.
U - you feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - you have a very good physical and looks.
W - you like your privacy.
X - you never let people tell you what to do.
Y - you cause a lot of trouble.
Z - you're always fighting with someone.
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post more than once, if you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what your friends have to say.
5 your sins into me |
oh my beautiful one |
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