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2004 10 April :: 1.58 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: matchbook romance - my eyes burn
my spring break..
sunday: kristen and kevin got here at like 1ish i guess... we chilled here for a while... then to my grandmothers for the party... fun stuff... got madd money for my driving.. score? yes... then we left there and went to sam's house... chilled there for a while... then before we left, kristen and i asked sam's parents about letting her to kristen's house from wednesday til friday... it worked! we were shocked..then we left... got to kristens house... and just chilled til like 4 in the morning then went to bed.
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monday: me and kristen slept til like 3... it was pretty much a lazy day... we chilled around all night and watched tv... that was it lol... stayed up til like 4 in the morning...
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tuesday: slept in again... chilled around the house... walked up to acme.... bought candy land.. score! played like 4 times... kevin called saying he was coming over... he stayed til like 11... then me and kristen watched identity... great movie.. but scary! ahh.. lol... then we went upstairs and chilled around til like 4ish...then bed.
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wednesday: my birthday! yay... kevin went to pick up sam and they got to kristen's at about idk.. 2ish... woke up me and kristen... then i got ready to go and me and kevin went to pick up his sister.. chilled around his house for a while... took his sister to uhh... dance i think... picked up his brother... and a bunch of stuff like that... then we went to the park... i had fun! we stayed there til the sun went down... then went to pick up laura. well first we picked up kristen and sam... then kenny. i was nice and let kenny sit up front with kevin too! sam kristen and i sat all the way in the back... kevin and kenny were being assholes... typical guys.. ugh... lots of hostility in the car and kevin yelled at me! *sad face* anyway... we met laura and jordan at the bowling alley in lindenwold.. i had lots of sugar so when we stopped, i got out of the car and started running around... and everyone else ran around with me.. pretty much acting like 10 year olds.. it was fun! then laura and jordan got there... we all went inside.. then laura and kenny came out first.. and yea... they went into kevin's soccer-mom van... need i say more? i think not lol... anyway... sam kristen and i walked to 7-11 since there wasn't a wawa in walking distance. kevin, laura, kenny and jordan met up with us there... then jordan went home and we went to kristen's... laura, sam, kristen and i all stayed up late... wawa run... finally fell asleep in the living room.
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thursday: girls night! yay... laura, sam and i woke up at like 11ish... made breakfast... ate... kristen got up... she ate ice cream for breakfast lol... we cleaned up... bridget came over... we all hung out... started to watch dreams for an insomniac but skipped like 80% of the movie to the end... it was funny... then we went to get movies... we got 8.. got back... started watching them at like 6... poppy went to mcdonalds for us... we watched slums of beverly hills in the kitchen first.. which completely sucked... then momento in the living room.. then downstairs to watch gothika... AWESOME movie! lol.. then we started to watch house of the dead but like 15 minutes in, we turned it off because it sucked hardcore.. then we turned on may.. YAY! then cecil b demented... then we went to bed... fun girls night!
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friday: we didn't really do anything... me and kristen slept til 2... the others got up at like 10... did whatever... me and kristen cleaned up downstairs and went to play basketball.. then we all went to wawa... came back and just chilled.. kevin called saying his work schedule got fucked up for that day... lots of hostility 3... i didn't like it... kevin told his boss he'd be late... so yea... then laura got into a fight with her parents on the phone on the way home... blah blah blah more hostility... i was dropped off first... kevin didn't even say anything to me from the time he got to kristen's house until we were like 5 minutes from my house.. way to be an asshole.. yea.. well i got home and went to the mall with erica... which was extremely boring.. came home at like 9 cause i didn't feel good.. and yea.. that was my spring break.. fun eh? lol
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2004 3 April :: 9.55 pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: all 4 one - i swear
chores before fun
ehh... well i got home from school yesterday at 11:30... i still had the entire day ahead of me. and all i had planned was to clean. do laundry, pack, clean my room etc... get it all out of the way so i had it all done and over with and so i could start my spring break. well i decide to sit around for a while.. and then i take a nap... don't really get up until like 7ish... chill around for a while more... clean out my closet a little bit.. and that's ALL i did! talk about being fucking lazy. ugh...
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so now i'm sitting here... saturday night, 10:00 pm.. and what have i accomplished? i cleaned my closet... put in some laundry that's my own for next week. i've been putting so much shit off til the last second. i always do it. it sucks. but i WILL get it done. when i talk to kevin tonight, i can tell him that he has to be here no later then 1 in the afternoon because the party is gunna start or whatever at 2... and after he gets here i have to get ready to leave... and actually get there by 2.. with time to spare.. since its MY party.. i'm already tired though! i figured that if i went to bed early tonight, i could wake up early around like 8:30ish and get everything done tomorrow.. but theres always that risk that it won't get finished.. then i'd get in trouble. that would suck. oh well.. i'll get it done.
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i figure... finish my laundry.. get it all in a bag and ready to go... and get that done tonight.... then tomorrow wake up early and do the other laundry... then hopefully kevin and kristen will be here by 1... we'll go to palmyra... and just deal with my family for a few hours... and since sam isn't allowed to come (*cries*) we're going to see her after we leave palmyra.. and she wants me to get her a thingy of ginerale too... and since we love her.. i'm gunna make kevin stop to get it lol...
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my dad has been driving me fucking crazy about getting him codes to beat his god damn video games. i look for them, they're not there, and he gets mad at ME! ugh.. he's fucking weird... but whatever.. i'm so happy that its saturday night... i'm excited for tomorrow.
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i miss monica so much. according to thayer.. she had a 24 hour leave.. i wish i could see her, but i can't. and i wish i could just talk to her. i wish there was a way for me to be able to get in contact with her and tell her how much i love her and miss her and can't wait til i can see her again. i wish i would have stayed in school yesterday so i could talk to thayer and give him my number to give to her. i don't know if she still has it and all. god what i wouldn't do to see her again.
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2004 2 April :: 12.31 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: none
spring break!
whoa dude i'm so happy its finally here.. i've been waiting for it for so fucking long! so here's the deal for my spring break this year
tonight i'm probably just cleaning and packing clothes and shit...
tomorrow, hopefully sam comes up and stays the night
sunday is my family party for my birthday, kevin kristen and sam are coming..
then i'm going to kristen's til like thursday or friday...
i gotta find some time to chill with boner this week too.... probably next weekend.... yea...
bev drove me home today from school after 7th period. i didn't feel like going to VW.. not like we'd be doing anything anyway. lol anyway i'll write later when i've got more to say.
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2004 31 March :: 2.26 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: staind - epiphiny
yea so i didn't go to school today... and i had like 3 tests... oops? oh well... anyway... monday i went to the hamilton mall with jordan and laura... fun stuff... jordan picked me up at like 5:30ish... we drove to lauras to pick her up and then to the mall.. i got home around like 10:30... it was fun... something to do... anyway
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tuesday... went to school... talked to erica during lunch and realized that theres like about 5-6 people at school that i'd actually call my friends.. and the rest of them could drop dead for all i care... sad and cold hearted, but true..
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lifes been pretty boring lately... but i've only got 2 days until spring break.. so i'm lucky for that... hopefully... my plans up until i go back to school are as follows:
wednesday: finish english essay... study for tests... chores til 9... OC...
thursday: school early... books from lee... more chores... start sucking up to parents...
friday: more sucking up... finish chores... clean room.. hopefully sam comes over...
saturday: sam's over.... keep up with laundry.. keep living room clean... hopefully sam stays...
sunday: kevin comes up... get stuff for the week together... kevin takes me to kristen's
monday through like friday: over kristen's yay!
i'm not sure about all this.. but i hope it goes as planned... i still gotta talk to sam about if she can stay.. and suck up to my mom ALOT....
Birthday Countdown: 7 days.
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2004 28 March :: 1.02 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: dashboard - hands down
best friends
well okay.. friday i was hoping to go see rachel.. so my mom picked me up after school and took me to palmyra... well she had plans so we decided that she'd call me today, and we might hang out... but umm.. anyway... so me and evan took my brother to the park at like 4 to go see krystal practice for track... we met her coach.. walked back home.... jr started using the potty too... he's on his third day.. yay! lol... well we just hung out most of the night... watching tv, just playing around like kids... and then we went outside to play tag with the kid down the street who's my brother's friend.. he's like 7... so we all played and all... then the kid had to go home so we all just chilled outside since it was so nice out... and so i was like "yea i wanna go to the movies" and krystal agreed so the plan was that we go to the movies, she stays over and my mom or kevin can take her home the next day.... well then evan wanted to come too... so i asked my mom and they asked their parents and they ended up coming home with me.. we stopped in williamstown to see my other grandmother.... hung out there for like an hour... got home at like 10:30ish... then we just kinda chilled out.. playing video games and what not... will stopped over so we were hanging out... then i got in the shower and will left... got out, we went upstairs and played clue... and at like 2 in the morning, my phone rings... i'm like who the hell can this be, and its jake.. so i pick up and jakes like "come over i'm all fucked up" and i'm like "jakes its 2 in the morning, and i've got my cousins over" and he's like "so what? leave them there... come over" and i was like "they're awake, i'll get in trouble..." and he was like "okay fine, bring them..." and i was like "okay fine..." so i ask them if they wanna go for a walk to meet my friend and go to dunkin donuts... so we all get ready and jake meets us at the corner of his street... we take a long way to dunkin donuts, get in there and get food... and we're sitting down and jake lights up a ciggarette.. i'm like "uhh jake you can't smoke in here!" and he's like "oh they won't care blah blah blah" lol it was soo funny... and he got like 30 straws and was spitting spitballs at other people in there... omg it was too funny lol... then we leave and seperate from jake and come back here and fall asleep around like 3:00-3:30...
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so the next day(saturday) i wake up nice and early and evan does too... then we wake up krystal at 11:15 and i straightened her hair... and put make up on her.. she looked cute! lol... her hair was still poofy though... so she ended up putting it into a stupid pony-tail 3 lol then kevin came over... and we all went to the movies to see the new scooby doo movie... which was actually really cute. it was kevin and me, and evan, and krystal, and JR... well we got back here at like 4ish... my mom made dinner which i didn't eat because i didn't like what she made, and me and kevin were going to sam's anyway and sam was making us dindin... so my mom took them home... and me n kevin went upstairs for a while... where he stole a picture off my wall to try and look at.. but i wouldn't let him because it was a really bad picture of me.. that turned into a whole thing rofl... i won though.. of course lol... and it was really hott in my room so i went out on the roof.. and then sam called and kevin came out on the roof too, and i went back in and blah blah blah.. kevin got directions to sam's house... and we ended up being lazy bums and laying down for a while before we left....
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well we got to sam's at like 7.. chilled for a while... ate... kevin had a little episode where he didn't see the ketshup that was right in front of his face lol... but yea... we just chilled... then we went to the park at like 8:30-9ish... went exploring in the woods... because i wanted to look at the stars... and get lost.. lol... sammi picked up a stick and kept poking us with it.. it was funny... then we left the woods and went to lay on a picnic table... and she kept attacking me with the stick? so i broke it into like 43564623934853 pieces rofl... and we played on the swings, and ran around... and it was fun... rian called to tell us he was coming over... so we left the park at like 10 and went home... rian got there like 10 minutes after we got home... and then bridget came over... and we all hung out... then we went outside and played outside... we all sat in a circle and talked lol... bridget ran back to her house and got her camera and took a bunch of pictures to finish off the role of film in it... lots of funny... interesting pictures there... but yea... me and kevin ended up staying til like 12... got back to my house... and he ended up staying here until like 3 in the morning lol.. i hope he didn't get in trouble... that would suck...
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sammi got me a pretty charm necklace... i'm wearing it as a bracelet though because it's not gold... its a blue heart locket that says "best" on the back... and sammi's says "friends" yay! its so cute.. and wow... sammi also got me a tiara... thats pink and has pink fuzzy on it.. but i left it in loser's car.. but oh well i'll get it next time i see him.. heh..
Birthday Countdown: 10 days.
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2004 24 March :: 3.18 pm
:: Mood: optimistic
its fucking beautiful!
wow... i just wanna go outside and lay in the grass and read a book or something... or play outside like a ten year old kid... its so nice out... today was my first day back at school... i almost went home sick third period... but i held out til the end of the day... which is good.... on another note.... jess's birthday is coming up soon... next tuesday i think? yea... ashley's dad had another heart attack... i hope he's okay... she was real upset during math...
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hahaha... nicole has been saying shit about erica... so me and erica went up to her during lunch.. it was so funny how nicole jumped right on it before erica got a chance to finish talking... like nicole already knew what erica was talking about.. proving that she was in fact talking shit. she's so annoying. omg i just wanna hit her sometimes...
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now that i've seemed to get rid of mike.... i've got this other kid jason on my ass... he comes up to me in the hallway and puts his arm around me n shit and he pokes me, and leans his head on my shoulder... and so i was talking to sutton today before 8th, and since jason is in my 8th pd, he came up too, and he put his arms around me and i was like to sutton "yea well i hung out with my boyfriend this weekend..." and jason just kinda looked at me and was like "okay i'm going to class" it was funny lol... i love how its always the annoying kids who like... cling to me when i don't care about them in the least... okay so me and jason had a thing before... but that ended when uhh... he turned into an annoying perverted loser? anyway....
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i've figured that by now, i'm ready
Birthday Countdown: 2 weeks.
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2004 23 March :: 4.10 pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: icp - thy unveiling
hmm..
well i didn't go to school today either... i had a dream last night about monica again. rawr... she's been on my mind alot recently... i had a dream she was back in cherry hill... and i was walking with sutton and i seen her with thayer and i ran up to her and hugged her, and didn't let go... bleh... speaking of monica... thayer is going to see her soon, sutton might go with him. i wanna go so bad... but sutton said he doesn't know if i'll be able to because of the party at monica's house and because although her mom doesn't know me by face, she knows my name. but if her mom won't be there, then we figured... how would she know? then me and julie were thinking maybe her, me, and boner could go up one day to see monica.. that would make me so happy... so i'm waiting to hear from sutton if he talked to thayer or not....
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on another note, its been 3 days since kristen left... and i'm going insane... i need to be able to talk to her on a daily basis... and i can't do that... and i'm dying because of it...
Birthday Countdown: 15 days.
score?
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2004 22 March :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: tired
yay!
yay!! i got my new layout for my journal finished!! everyone tell me how it looks...
Birthday Countdown: 16 days
1 your sins into me |
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2004 22 March :: 4.18 pm
:: Mood: amused
haha another quiz..
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2004 22 March :: 3.08 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: nothing...
blah.. took a quiz
Are you Addicted to the Internet?
Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%) You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.
The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!
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funny how right it is..
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