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2004 22 March :: 2.17 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: blink 182 - miss you
blehhh
yea well i left off waiting for kristen to wake up... so yea.. by like 6 on saturday i was dead tired so i let sam on the computer and then went into kristen's room and fell asleep... at around like... 8:30 maybe... kevin called saying he just got out of work and was coming over.... so he came over and woke me up again.... and we just hung around n talked i guess? then around like 9:30 kristen woke up... and we were all hanging out... not really doing anything... so then poppy came up and said i couldn't stay over so kevin asked if i wanted to stay at his friend jesse's house... so i was like sure... so we went to kyle's house and hung out with him and jesse.... and around like... 11... maybe a little later, we left kyles and went to acme and then to jesse's... they dropped us off and me n jesse went to sleep... by this time it was like 12:30.
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the next morning kevin called me at like 6:45 and told me he was on his way to pick me up... so i got up and got myself ready... and he got there at like 7... we went back to his house... and watched a couple movies.... we went to mcdonalds to get breakfast... but i wasn't hungry so i didn't get anything.... around 11, his mom went to church, and his dad was outside fixing his brakes, so we were just chillin watching a movie... then his dad finished the brakes and we went to his aunts in delaware.... we stayed there for a while..... his aunt showed me around the house while he was outside looking for something.... and we left there and got back to his house around like 2... cake, ice cream and presents for his sister sarah... and wow.. lots of stupid little kids... kevin wouldn't let me hide!!! *whimper* what a loser... anyway.... after most of the little kids left and what not, he let me go hide in his room.... and his nephew came in to watch spongebob... awww he's so cute.. he sat on my lap until he started to get heavy then he got off and sat next to kevin... after his nephew left, we ended up falling asleep.... kevin's mom came in to wake us up around like... 5:30? and at like 6:30 i guess, we left his house to come here... we got here.. nobody was home... which i thought was strange... but yea.... we chilled downstairs for a while before they got home... and then when they got home, we went upstairs.... but uhh... my parents were trying to embarrass me or something? and first my dad was saying we couldn't go upstairs... then my mom called up to me and was like "hey steph!! no sex up there!!" i was like "yea mom... theres more people up here we're having a big orgy" ugh... she's so annoying lol... so we just hung out upstairs listening to music... playing with my brother lol.... and he left around like.... 11:20 maybe? idk... i still wasn't hungry then.... i hadn't eaten in 2 days though, so i made myself something to eat.... because i didn't want to die! and so i ate.... and felt really sick.. and ended up throwing up... like 4 times... yea it sucked...
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then today, i felt like shit in the morning because 1, i was up all night so i didn't get sleep, and 2, my stomach hurt like hell... so i stayed home from school. mom yelled at me and said i couldn't go to practice if i didn't go to school... fine with me... so i stayed home... slept til like 1:30... came downstairs and tried to eat again... once again, i threw up... ugh i think there's something wrong with me... if this continues.. i'm gunna tell my mom to take me to the doctor... but idk... bleh...
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2004 20 March :: 5.55 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: thrice - send me an angel
over kristen's.. score?
well its saturday afternoon... laura left... kristen's asleep... so i'm kinda bored.... last night, kevin kristen and laura got to my house at like 11... then we drove back to kristen's. kevin didn't stay long because he's stupid. anyway... we stayed up like all night... we watched dreams of an insomniac(spelling) and we played in the hot tub... and at like 4... we made a wawa run... or walk shall i say... it was cold! rawr... anyway... we couldn't figure out what we wanted... so finally we got sandwiches... came back and chilled out... then laura put on her movie... something tease... and i fell asleep... this was around like 5... i wasn't really sleeping though.. it was more like... i was really zoned out with my eyes closed.... every now n then i'd open my eyes n see what they were doing... then around like 8... we came upstairs and i passed out on the bed for a few hours... kristen set her alarm clock to go off at 10:30 lol... it went off and i woke up and shut it back off.. then laura n kristen played loud music to get me to wake up.. rawr! it worked though. anyway...
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laura fell asleep around like 12.... and kristen went to sleep shortly afterwards... but then laura woke up again because she wanted some kenny time before she went home. so she called kenny and me and her walked to the highschool to meet up with him.. then he came over... then kevin called and said he was coming over.... so he came over for a while...... then this other kid bill came over, who is kenny's friend.. then kevin had to go to work.. stupid loser... and laura's parents got here to pick her up, after 3 hours lol.... and then kenny and bill went to the pier... and kristen's still sleeping so i'm just sitting around waiting for her to wake up heh... i'll probably write again when i get home...
1 your sins into me |
oh my beautiful one |
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2004 17 March :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: irritable
took a quiz... lol
You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.
How Depressed are You?
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2004 17 March :: 1.43 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
blah.. in school..
yea well i haven't updated in a while... i'm in school right now so i've got some time. i'm looking up pictures from nightmare before christmas. hehe... anyway... lets start from.. last week? nothing really happened during the week that i can remember.... like litterally.. nothing... stayed home from school last monday... went to practice... started talking to starkE again... so me and her are cool.... uhh... last week was boners birthday....
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friday, sam came over.. my mom met her mom and all.... we took my brother to the mall... she met all my friends... ross, amanda, jessica, colin, robbie, thayer, samm, erica.... and some other people i guess.... then we got JR a toy in kb toys... it was this thumb wrestling thing... its so fucking freaky looking!!! lol... and i got this punching glove thingy thats attached to something. like when you click the button, the punching glove extends and it makes noises... funny stuff..... then umm.... my dad decided to make a big breakfast... at midnight... so we went to 7-11 to get stuff to cook... got home... and we helped out my dad to make food... it was funny... kevin called... so me and sam were talking to him while we cooked... then daddy made us get off the phone.... then we ate... went upstairs and fell asleep watching pirates of the carribean(spelling).... saturday, we woke up fairly early... and just chilled around the house.... we cleaned my room..... and then around like 7:30ish, kevin and kristen came over.... we just hung out all night... omg! soo much fun... sam brought duct tape and we duct taped kevin(nothing new) and i found this pink strawberry foaming body wash stuff.... and it ended up EVERYWHERES... and all over kevin... and of course we got pictures? (www.picturetrail.com/poisonedxlove) yea well... kevin left around 11:30ish... and kristen stayed over.... i got in the shower.... then kristen went to bed... me and sam were tired too... so we put on a cd and fell asleep.... i ended up going downstairs early in the morning and then i fell asleep again down there.... woke up around like 11ish.... my mom made breakfast.... kristen didn't eat.... she was still sleeping... then we just hung out all day.... they put kevin's shirt on my wall... stapled it there... with a sign that says "kevalynn project" and another one that says "kevin at his best" and a random picture of kevin after me and kristen making him look girly.. as usual... sam left around like 7... kristen left around like 10... it was a good weekend... a very good weekend... i had fun... monday, i didn't go to school... slept all day then went to practice.... then yesterday was a shitty day, i came home from school and chilled around the house in my pj's and a blanket over me because of the shitty weather....
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i wanna redo my journal... so if you've got any ideas... lemme know. hehe
oh my beautiful one |
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2004 10 March :: 12.24 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: watching lilo n stitch
score?
SuicidalTits4Ash (12:07:07 AM): im drop dead sexy
2 your sins into me |
oh my beautiful one |
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2004 9 March :: 11.10 pm
:: Mood: mischievous
:: Music: bright eyes - lover i dont have to love
just some random kristenness......
SuicideRomance x (10:48:14 PM): sex sex sex.
SuicideRomance x (10:48:15 PM): weeee
UrBloodxMyHands (10:48:27 PM): lmfao
UrBloodxMyHands (10:48:29 PM): hahahaha
SuicideRomance x (10:50:08 PM): you and kevin, sitting on... my floor, and don't even think about calling her a whore. they're in love, they're gonna be married, she's gonna get pregnant, and hopefully not miscarry>:o
best friends are willing to ride power wheels around the block with each other and not worry about being embarrassed. KHM <3
xKRAZILICIOUSx: they're your new best friends.. and i'm just chopped liver!
ROCKMYOVARIES: shuddup steph
ROCKMYOVARIES: thats not true
ROCKMYOVARIES: ur fried liver
xBLEEDMEPRETTYx: then...he annoys the living hell out of me where i just want to take 2 pencils and ram them up his fucking nose holes
xKRISTEN x HOPEx:
>>> ----------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
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>>>* Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yep
>>>* Like anyone?: mm hmm
>>>* Who's the loudest: uhh everyone
>>>* Who's the shyest: i dunno, everyone has their moments
>>>* Who do you go to for advice: stephy
>>>* Who's most likely to screw a cow? Kevin or jr:-P
xBLEEDMEPRETTYx: We may talk n act like idiots, but at least we have fun doin it!
random kristen moments... hehehe... <3
1 your sins into me |
oh my beautiful one |
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2004 9 March :: 1.40 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: nothing.. i'm in school
rawr!
yea so... i'm gunna go back in time... and start where i left off... since its been several days since i updated? well me and erica walked to school all last week... wednesday we went to mcdonalds at the mall and met up with laura there... then we all walked to school... thursday, we went to dunkin donuts, and friday we went to 7-11... it was fun while it lasted... we might start walking to school a couple days a week when it gets nice out... but we're not so sure yet...
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friday night me and courtney planned to hang out... it wasn't until 9:30 at night though when we finally made the plans for me to go over there... then my parents told me i couldn't go over around the corner til 11? what assholes... then my dad pissed me off and i flipped out and left the house and ended up going over courtneys house anyway... we chilled in her shed since she remodeled it... it was fun... i got back home around 11 and my parents didn't say shit to me about leaving... oh well... i hate them..
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saturday, kristen and kevin planned to come up, but then kevin had to work? but then his boss called him and told him he didn't have to go in, so he went n picked up kristen, and came here... in the meantime, jessica and courtney got really high and came over... and they were here when kevin n kristen got here.... we all hung out for a while... then jess n court left, we went to wawa, then the mall... and they met erica and charlene.... it was cool though.. then we just went back to my house n chilled.... then kevin left and kristen stayed over? and we actually went to bed at a decent time... like 3 in the morning lol... and woke up by like 11ish... ate, and everybody in my house left so we were home alone... then we told jr to come over... and while we waited for him, we went outside and played on my brothers power wheels cars... i shot a video on the digital of kristen on the power wheels dump truck <33 aww its so cute lol... then i got on the motorcycle and we drove around the block onto rt 38 and down chapel back to my house.. it was so funny... people were looking at us in their cars lmao.... anyway... we got back to my house... and then jr came over... we went to comp usa behind the moorestown mall, then went to jrs house... and just chilled there til like 7:45 when we left to take me home... then kristen came in to get her stuff, and they left to take kristen home :-(
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yesterday i didn't go to school... idk why... i just didn't feel good in the morning.. so i went back to sleep? and heather wasn't going to school anyway... daddy stayed home from work so he knew i stayed home.. it was all good... i slept til like 1 and then just chilled around the house like a lazy bum... then i remembered i had practice.... i ended up going to practice with amanda starke and jessica.. which was weird because i thought starkE had a problem with me, but apparently, she doesn't. oh well... not like i care? its getting kinda old and i wouldn't mind being friends with her again. so anyway... we got our official "i'm a geek" jackets too lol... and then we practiced our asses off doing ten thousand million drop spins and figure 8's and the same ruitine over and over and over again... and then we started learning some work.. because instead of doing pavas this year for indoor, we're going to perform with the band at the spring concert... to hopefully "recruit" some new spinners for outdoor.... so yea... got home.... ate a bunch of junk food... talked to kevin and decided i wasn't going to be mad at him anymore (for reasons i'd rather not talk about) and yea... me and kristen started to plan out like.. the next 2 weekends, plus spring break..... then i went upstairs and passed out lol
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on top of all that.... i talked to thayer again today... and he told me that monica's mom is deciding to be a complete bitch and not let him see her or even write to her, saying that only her immediate family could see her and all... and this isn't the place saying this... its HER because she wants to be a bitch.. because thayer IS her immediate family. and besides... joel and his kids are allowed to see her and all, but thayer isn't? yea thats really fucked up... i was so mad about that.... because now she won't get my letter? and i'm sure that she needs to hear from her friends right about now... shes been in there since the middle of january.. that's almost 2 months..... 4 left to go... god i miss her so much
i think about you all time
but i don't need the same
its lonely where you are
come back home
and i won't tell 'em your name
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2004 3 March :: 8.17 am
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: goo goo dolls - name
its kinda hard to explain...
despite all the bullshit drama that's been going on in and outside of school, right now, i'm feeling very... idk... calm and quiet... like... i wanna take a walk... and like go sit in a field and think... it would be nice, but this neighborhood sucks....
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but anyway... we don't have to be in school until like 11:30 this week because of HSPA testing... it ROCKS... so me and erica decided that we're going to walk to school all this week... stop somewheres for breakfast along the way... and just have a good time.. because with all that's been going on i haven't really had that much time to hang out with her...
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yesterday, erica walked over at like 10:00, and i went to meet her. and like... when i seen her, she was walking with somebody else, who happened to be pete. well it was cool, i didn't care... more people, more fun? well we got to my house... my dad didn't go to work yesterday so he was home, and when we got there, he was in the bathroom but he heard us come in... and like.. he called up to me and asked if i had missed the bus or something? because he didn't know that i was walking or something... but why the hell would i take the bus when its so fucking nice out that early in the morning? i love walking when its so nice out... it's great... and its refreshing... yea..
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on another note... i talked to thayer on monday, and he said that monica isn't allowed to get letters from her friends... at least not for a while... she might be able to get them after a few more months? well he said that since only her family could write to her, he would take my letter and mail it to her for me. so yesterday i gave him my letter along with this collage i made of a bunch of friends and erica printed it out for me... god i miss her so much... sutton said that she won't be in there 6 months, and that she'll get out before august... but i have doubts... i mean she'll still have a court case and all... but the charges will be less severe... idk i don't really wanna think that far ahead... because she could be looking at some time in county? and i just couldn't handle that...
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oh my beautiful one |
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2004 29 February :: 3.47 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: watching LOTR
bored
yea well.. i was tired earlier.. but now i'm awake, and i'm bored... i took a few quizes...
Congratulations! You're Merry!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!
What's Your Magic Power?
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haha that is too funny.. but its true?
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2004 29 February :: 1.37 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: watching final destination
last night
ok well yea i'm supposed to be grounded, but my parents let me out... first i went to the mall and chilled w/ ashley and jake and cait and reggie and all these other people.. but then we all decided to go back to reggie's house. it was cait, her friend rachel, ashley, nikki, emmy, me, jake, rob, tom, mark, and reggie... then brittney and matt showed up... and then bryan parks and his friend john showed up... well everybody except for bryan and john was chillin upstairs in reggie's balcony... it was so much fun... then we went down to see bryan... and people started leaving... and i mean alot of shit happened there... but i don't really want to get into it right now because i'm not home... i'm spending the night at my cousin krystal's house... so yea... it was fun stuff... then today, i went to the zoo with my mom, brother, and my two cousins... we spent like 4 hours there... it was something to do... so yea... then we came back here and watched the first 2 lotr movies... so its been cool... i just wish that i could have talked to kevin... bleh i haven't even talked to him for like 2 days... :-\ oh well... i'll talk to him tomarrow i guess... when i get home?
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