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2003 16 October :: 11.21 am
Just wanted to say Hi to everyne!
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2003 10 October :: 12.11 am
:: Music: The Supremes - You Can't Hurry Love
TaoMan1121: unless i turn cheap and decide i don't want to shell out around 6.75 for a second night in a row to what i'm pretty sure will be a subpar film
polishpimping: It's no "One Hour Photo"
TaoMan1121: well of course not, few things are
polishpimping: I took a crap today, and i was kinda like "One Hour Photo"
polishpimping: If one hour photo was a little better
polishpimping: and had little peices of corn in it
TaoMan1121: eww...
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2003 8 October :: 12.35 am
:: Mood: tired
Wow...
There is a lot of drama going down here...
I think I'm gonna try to keep out of this, my nose is dirty enough already.
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2003 5 October :: 12.57 am
:: Mood: drunk
"Everyone is as fine as we are."
-Canada
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2003 26 September :: 9.59 am
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2003 16 September :: 2.01 pm
Fight Club!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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HELL YEAH!
You are Wolverine of the X-men!
A true loner.. but what's wrong with that? you know
yourself more than anyone else.. but sometimes
even that isn't enough. you are a burning ball
of love and no one wants you to change that,
you sexy animal you!
Which of the X-men do you resemble most?
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Once again.... HELL YEAH!
You are Jack. You don't know who you really are.
You creat your identy from the dreams in your
head, but your true self is hidden deep inside.
You never sleep, but you're a good spirit and
totally hott.
Which Fight Club character are you?
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I guess that isn't THAT bad... I mean HELL YEAH!
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2003 13 September :: 11.42 pm
:: Mood: OMG
"Cabin Fever" is the BEST MOVIE EVER!
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2003 13 September :: 10.31 am
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2003 13 September :: 9.44 am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
"...These hearts they race, from self control..."
Demons haunted my dreams last night.
I just hope I did the right thing.
"Morals Suck"
-Johnny Depp (from Nightmare on Elm Street)
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2003 10 September :: 9.21 pm
:: Mood: Great
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional - So Impossible
Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve written here…
It’s so much easier to write when I’m depressed, and that is why I haven’t written in a while.
Anyway… I saw a cool T-shirt today…
“Top 10 Reasons to Date an Engineer”
10. FREE Body Diagrams
9. The world does not revolve around us – We choose the coordinate system
8. We know it’s not the length of the vector that counts, but how you apply the force.
7. No “couple” enjoys a better “moment”.
6. We know how to handle stress and strain in a relationship.
5. We know the right hand rule.
4. We do it to specification.
3. We find out what those other buttons on your calculator do.
2. We know how to operate hard drives.
And the number one reason is…
1. We can go all night with no hint of fatigue.
It cracks me up… if one of these don’t make since… I’ll show you what it means…
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2003 6 September :: 12.46 am
:: Mood: aggravated
More than anything...
I just hate watching it happen...
At least when it's movies they're only actors...
I hate just watching...
Fuck it...
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2003 2 September :: 10.02 pm
The deamons that haunted my summer have found me unaware.
I need to run.
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2003 1 September :: 12.15 am
I long to be someplace else. Someone else.
I look around and I see that other people aren’t as lost as me, or even if they are they are somehow unaware of it.
Their needs seem so much simpler than mine. They hunger. Not just for worldly sustenance, but for material possession. They lust after each other with simple base instincts and fulfill each other’s needs as best they can. For them, they require such simple things.
I can never be that way. I can never find the peace my heart desires for with meaningless jack hammering. The peace I am looking for will not – as I once thought – come automatically when I meet a girl how is – to some extent – hungering like me.
I am not alone, but that does not end my loneliness. In the unlikely fact I do meet someone who thrusts like me, I would not be able to talk with them. My loneliness is what I truly seek. I strive to be alone.
When I am alone, I truly feel like I am a part of something bigger. I feel like the essence of the planet can flow through me, without me pulling away from it to fulfill worldly desires.
When I am around people my flow is interrupted. My pace becomes faster, more erratic. I lose track of my peace, and with that my sanity.
I’m tired of being human. I’m tired of being a consumer. I’m tired of wanting things that deteriorate with time. I want to feel complete. I want to have the confidence of a small child who has Faith in The Lord. I want to be finished with my struggle.
I will not find that here. I will not find it in a movie. I will not find it in a video game. I will not find it in my dreams. And I definitely will not find it with another woman.
Perhaps I’ll find it in death…
But that’s a long ways off…
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2003 31 August :: 9.13 am
:: Mood: Changed
Changes within me
Ok, it’s been a long time since I’ve written here. A lot has changed.
I am free.
I am now twenty years old.
I spent yesterday at the beach with Jeremy and Craig.
I have realized that Jeremy has changed, so possibly I have, too.
Oh yeah…
I have my nipple pierced.
(Give me a few days, it’ll be my woohu Icon)
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2003 24 August :: 12.20 am
Here’s how I see it going down…
Get up around 9.
Call D.D. around 10, and get my big things loaded onto his truck.
Wait for andy to call.
After Andy calls, D.D. and I (in separate cars) go to WMU.
Andy, D.D., I and whomever put together the loft, then put down the carpet.
Then we unload.
After we are unloaded, D.D. and I will swing over to Meijer to pick up the futon.
Come back and drop off the futon at dorm room.
Call my parents.
Drive home (and part ways with D.D.)
Help My dad, with some home repairs.
Load up what is left of my stuff (computer).
Have my parents drop me off with the rest of my stuff.
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