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2003 11 November :: 9.03pm
cool
i realized i haven't read anything that i actually WANTED to read for a while, so i picked up a random book from my bookshelf that i bought a while ago and started reading. i got sooo lucky. 60 pages in, and the main character has found her true love, and spent her first hours knowing him in the back seat of his car, making out. NICE! so yeah, i'm pleased with my random book choice.
i haven't started any of my homework yet. this is bad. but i'm tired so i'm going to go to bed and dream of things other than my unfinished homework.
i have to wake up at a reasonable time tomorrow, thanks to mr. ferrucci. sooo excited for marching band at 9:00 on a day when we don't even have school. but hey, there is ALWAYS a good side to marching band...;-)
hung out with Ali today and saw 'Elf'. the previews made it look funny, but it was just a TAD made for oh...maybe 6 year olds. yeah. the entire ending was a bit embarassing to watch. just SOOO christmassy sappy. one of those 'believe in santa!' type things. one thing is for sure- i don't want to see will ferrell in tights again. EVER.
*yawn* well i'm going to bed. goodnight!
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2003 9 November :: 1.49pm
ALISSA BRADBURY NOKE!! and WE DIDN'T GET LAST!!!
only nicole knows who i'm talking about, but TIM AND MICHELLE HAD THEIR BABY!! AND IT'S A GIRL!! AHHH!!! how exciting is this?!?! well I'M excited...haha.
our marching band WASN'T LAST in our competition yesterday!! YESSSSSS!!!!! we got the music award too!! (although we placed 7th out of 10...) but hey, WE WEREN'T LAST!!
it was sooo cold out there, though. we sat in pouring rain for the AAAA bands...it was sooo miserable. 10 of us (yes, 10) were huddled under one umbrella. it was a big umbrella, but still...we got quite a few strange looks from other bands.
because we were all so cold, jeff decided to have a hot tubbing party at his house afterwards. so we hot tubbed. it was fun. joseph and derek then taught us how to play spoons. that was fun too. :0) so yeah, that's what i did yesterday.
WE DIDN'T GET LAST!! :0D
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2003 7 November :: 7.55pm
I KNEW IT!
so this is copied from 'thenicfanclub', a xanga webring thing. i soo knew it!!
"heehee anywayz, tonight was another orch. runthru... and gess which song was absolutely the most beautiful thing ever sung!!!!! thats right...... inkeepers song!! HAHAHAH!!!! i kid, i joke.... but yes, serious... 3 words: Bring...Him...Home............ . . . this is when we all fall on the floor b/c our knees have just turned into gelatin...... yes, i got closer so i cud hear nic sing (basically sat in his chair as he stood up behind it)...... o my..... i cudnt get up afterwards... note to nic: SING ME TO SLEEP EVERYNIGHT PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yes... it was that good... actually, even better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
Bring Him Home...i KNEW it would be the sexiest thing EVER!! it has the sexiest part at the end in a falsetto and it's like AHHH! i cannot WAIT to hear nic sing it!! but darn...nic'll certainly have to make his rounds at night...with so many people wanting him to sing them to sleep... personally, i think it would be easier if he could make a cd...but there's no substitute for his voice like RIGHT THERE next to you. well anyway, my mom's being evil about letting me see Les Mis twice, so i'm not sure what to do. i don't want balcony seats!! i don't know what i'm going to do...oh well. i have some time to think about it.
and just for clarification, i might have a crush on nic's VOICE, but not nic himself. didn't want to mislead anyone there...
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2003 7 November :: 7.28pm
the moon is so beautiful tonight
well i am SOO ready for a 4 day weekend. it was so funny, both mr. shaull AND m. youatt commented on our lack of energy and enthusiasm. (although one blabbered on in english and the other in french...haha) even mr. smith told my mom that all of his students seemed lethargic and unhappy after homecoming, especially the ones in sports and band. well, that would be me. although this year it's band, not sports. i hate how we have to play while the soccer try outs are going on. i want to be out there trying out sooo badly!! oh well.
well anyway, i haven't gone to the barn since the time change, and it was soo dark by the end of my lesson!! it was really pretty though, the moon is really beautiful tonight. *sigh* i wish i could ride more often. it's so nice.
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2003 6 November :: 4.40pm
mmmmm....hot chocolate....mmmm
who's excited for les mis?? me!! but fine, be that way, don't come with me. i'll just enjoy nic's voice alone!! (actually, i won't be alone, everyone in the entire theatre will be as close to heaven as they could possibly be, and everyone backstage will be sighing and hugging each other, but whatever) but i guess going alone or with my mom would be a little less stressful because with a group i would feel the need to go and say 'hi' to everyone and be sad because i'm not a popular PYT peson. but hey, that's not new. haha.
well i'm actually pretty happy. my mom went to pt conferences and talked to mr. smith and mr. shaull. m. youatt and mrs. olsen were full.
*random note: RENT IS THE COOLEST MUSICAL EVER!!*
okay so...mr. smith said i was an amazing writer and blah blah blah. yay for me! i was actually sort of worried because he called me up to look at my intro paragraph for my essay (which sucked) because he said i looked like i was slacking. which i was. how the hell am i supposed to work on an essay in class? it just doesn't work. oh well. but anyway, mr. smith said good things about me.
but the MAIN reason i'm in a better mood is because of what mr. shaull said. after about spending half of the time talking about what the costs of the tickets for the Advent Dinner will be, (hahaha, my mom's the treasurer for the church choir and they're supposed to be selling tickets for this AWESOME dinner right now...) Mr. Shaull finally asked about me. my mom said that i was very disapointed in my voice right now, and didn't know if i wanted to try out for concert choir because of it. mr. shaull was actually concerned and told my mom that i was one of the best sight singers in the class and he was pleased with my progress. he also said that although concert choir auditions are like real auditions, he knows all of our voices and what we can do already, so, in a sense, the decision has already been made who will make concert choir from girls' ensemble. and...since he didn't say anything bad about me...at least from what my mom told me, chances are seeming pretty good for me making concert choir!! yay!! i also don't have to worry about it until second semester, though, unless mr. shaull changes his mind yet again. he told my mom that he plans to 'catch up' the new guys that just made it recently, so he'll add the girls for second semester.
so...life is pretty good right now.
but alas, i must go do my french homework. i'll be online later, never fear.
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2003 6 November :: 12.04am
:: Music: evenescence-tourniquet
angry, dark music is just so soothing sometimes. it's just so passionate when things aren't going amazingly well. for some reason, i REALLY didn't want to do homework today!! it was horrible!!
i really want to be 18 and go to some night club and get drunk enough to not care about anything but the music and dance the night away. that just sounds really good right now...
haha don't mind me. i'm being random.
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2003 3 November :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Pippin-Just No Time At All
who got 44/40 on her biology test?? ME!! i'm so proud of myself. :0D you should be too. considering some people got 18 or less out of 40, i'm feeling pretty good about myself. i'm also hoping this will make up for my lab that's due tomorrow (and that's going to be horrible) and my ch. 6 test wednesday. hehe...i'm only a LITTLE screwed... why does biology have to be so confusing?
i think maybe the worst idea on the planet is not learning anything for like a month to work on essays in class. it just doesn't work that way. i can't concentrate at 8:15 in the morning. grrrr...
not much else happened today...i'm mainly updating to procrastinate. i must have at least 3 hours of bio ahead of me and i really really don't want to do it...ugh.
oh yeah! so we were discussing what we did over the weekend in french and charlie said that he went trick-or-treating with me and jeff. of course ali and sarah crack up because i did something with charlie. i don't know how to say 'it wasn't my fault, i didn't invite him' in french, and besides, charlie was in the class, so i just had to let them laugh. after, though, they started bugging me about it. ali already thinks that charlie's in love with me because i must be the only girl in the world who's ever been decent to him, so she decided that it would be hilarious if she teased me by making it sound like i was in love with charlie as well. we shouted (and i mean SHOUTED) all the way down the hall from the 300 wing to the portables. sarah and ali were yelling things like 'oh yeah, and you're like 'oh charlie!! PLEASE come trick-or-treating with me! i can't live without your presence' while i was defending myself (also yelling) by saying 'NO! IT WASN'T MY FAULT!! BLAME WHOEVER INVITED HIM!! NOOOO!!'
needless to say, it was incredibly amusing and mrs. whitmore said she could hear us yelling all the way down the hall...so like half the school could hear us. lmao.
and on a random note, i am available to see les mis sunday, november 16th at 2:00. anyone want to come see it with me? i don't want to go alone!! (and that's the black cast, which includes nic and beth) e-mail me or reply to this or whatever if you want to come with me!
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2003 2 November :: 1.48pm
Halloween
halloween was pretty fun! it really didn't have to be super cold and raining in the morning, though. more people should have dressed up. i was seriously dissapointed in the lack of halloween spirit. thank you to all of you CREATIVE PEOPLE who dressed up. it's too bad that it had to have been halloween, but it was really cool to see all these random guys in tux's because of the concert choir festival. it was so much fun to just look at everyone and be like 'oo that guy sings, that guy sings, that guy sings...'
after school i packed overnight stuff for the church lock-in and then went to christiana and terrance's halloween party at jeff's house. we just sort of ate and hung around doing nothing for about half an hour until becky, jeff's mom, herded us all outside to trick-or-treat. i felt really bad because i was the only one with other plans that night, so we had to keep track of time so i was back by 8:20. highlights of trick-or-treating include 3 people stripping...haha i know, makes it sound like i hang with a bad crowd, but it wasn't really stripping stripping, christiana and sara just took off their skirts (but they had shorts under them) and terrance taking off his shirt) and a lady saying 'ooookkkayyy' and looking at jeff and charlie funny when they did their little trick-or-treating performance song/dance. it was hilarious.
then i went to church for the lock-in. for the first hour or so i wished i had just stayed to watch whatever movie they ended up watching at jeff's house. we sort of just hung around and did nothing. around 11 or 11:30 we started watching the movie 'It'. it was pretty creepy...about a killer clown. the ending was really random and the entire second tape (it was in 2 tapes, 3.5 hrs long in total) made little sense. it was more amusing than nothing and chris, being the gentleman he is, offered to hold my hand when i got scared. haha. it was cute. in the middle of the two tapes, we found that george was asleep and decided to put our skeleton thing around him and make it look like they were cuddling and making out. we took like 5 pictures of him with the skeleton, one was a group shot of all of us laughing at them. that was fun.
i spent the majority of saturday morning and afternoon in this closet room thing up on a ladder taping sheets of tinfoil on all of the walls. i don't think it was worth it for the effect. people weren't even in that room very long...it was kind of dissapointing.
the haunted house went pretty well. we made 3 kids hysterically cry and about 4 (i wasn't counting) had to leave in the middle because they were too scared to finish it. although i don't really consider this a victory or something to be proud of, our youth group haunted house goal was to make kids cry, and we did, so as a whole we're happy. i don't know if i want to be a tour guide again next year, though, my voice was hurting sooo much after yelling 'run! run! the clowns are coming!' 10 times on each tour.
today's church service was soooo lovely. it's all saint's day, so the choir sung a requem. we also hired an orchestra and they were REALLY good. well, they generall are, being professionals, but still... it was sooo nice. i could listen to music like that forever.
well, i'm obviously tired because that was WAY more boring than usual. hope you all had a happy halloween!! i think i'm going to go take a nap...
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2003 30 October :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Oklahoma-Oh What A Beautiful Morning
french
OMG! so today in french we had to explain little picture bubbles. like what the people in them were doing. i'm partners with martin (he's sooo smart!! half a point above charlie for the highest score in the unit 1 test) and ali's partners with charlie. yeah we all know how that is. but anyway, he decides to name the characters. there's an ugly looking woman, an ugly looking man, and a f*cked up looking elf-like guy. In the first picture they're at a party and the ugly guy and the ugly girl are slow dancing and there's a heart above them. so charlie decides to name the girl Melissa, the guy Jeff, and the weird elf-looking guy Terrance. (because the two were slow dancing, not because they were ugly drawings) i didn't mind, i thought it rather amusing when ali told me what charlie was doing, but then mme youatt offers double participation points to anyone who wants to say their story to the class. charlie naturally raises his hand. no one really cared because they didn't know who jeff and terrance were, but ali, sarah, and i were just dying. laughing, that is. interesting day in french...
i also used the verb 'dormir' (to sleep) hoping that ali and sarah would make the assumption that i was talking about A DREAM that had heir soir, but they took it literally as if i was sleeping with the person. they knew what i was referring to, but then sarah asked 'est-ce qu'il est bon?' and i said 'oui' meaning that he was nice to me in the dream, NOT THAT HE WAS GOOD IN BED!! so then we're just laughing hysterically RIGHT as mme youatt tells us to shut up and get back to work. geez...
this random person IMed me saying that they were the anonomus person and that they apologized, but after talking with her for like 10 minutes, she was like 'actually i'm not, i just read your journal and thought it wuld be funny if i IMed you and said i was the person. you've been punk'd (and then she put a kissy face in...wtf?)' so i was like 'ummm okay whatever'. it was un peu bizarre. n'importe, i guess. maintenent, je vais dormir. and chances are i won't dream about anyone being good in bed...haha.
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2003 27 October :: 8.31pm
got bored...have fun...it's pretty boring
001) What time are you starting this?: 7:27
002) Name?: melissa
003) Date of birth?: 2/2/89
004) Sex?: female
005) Height?: 5'6’’? Almost 5’7’’? idk
006) Eye color?: hazel
007) Weight?: not telling
008) Location?: cali
009) Where were you born?: Stanford, cali
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: haha no
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: n/a
012) Do you have crush on someone?: yes
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: sort of…depends on who you ask
014) If so, what is their name?: gee I wonder
015) How long have you been together?: this is getting a little personal, but again, we’re not officially together
016) What are you wearing right now?: white cami (that’s mysteriously shorter than it was before…) and blue jeans
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: I don’t think so
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? Nope, but mr. smith’s cool
019) Are you a virgin?: yes
020) Do you smoke?: never have, never will
021) Do you drink?: I drank wine once at a church service in Barbados…didn’t see that coming…I thought most places used grape juice for communion!! Haha it was pretty scary…
022) Are you ghetto?: don’t think so
023) Are you a player?: no, but I know plenty who are
024) What are your favorite colors?: baby blue, green
025) What is your favorite animal?: horse
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: one on my arm that’s fading
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope but I’ve gotten it slapped ;-)
028) Who are your best friends?: Ali, Nicole, everyone I hang out with at school
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: wouldn’t dare
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Nicole, but I’m not on the phone very often
031) Have you ever been slapped?: chris and I had a slapping phase a few months ago…he slapped me pretty hard on the leg a few times…upper thigh…man…I was pink (chris and I are close, it’s not like a guy hitting a girl, it’s like two friends…)
032) Do you get online a lot?: waay too often
033) Are you shy or outgoing: depends on the situation…I surprised myself by being uncharictaristically outgoing the beginning of this school year
034) Do you shower?: well duh…
035) Do you hate school?: depends on the class
036) Do you have a social life?: sure…I have friends and I do stuff sometimes
037) How easily do you trust people?: pretty easily…I share a lot about myself with a lot of people
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: probably
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: no because I tell all of my secrets!
040) Would you ever sky dive?: if it was on a date with someone I loved…but only if they really wanted me to
041) Do you like to dance?: HELL YES!! DANCING ALL THE WAY!!
068) Have you ever been out of state?: no…I’m just a poor little blonde girl who never gets out…YEAH!
069) Do you like to travel?: depends on where I’m going…I love maui
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: No
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: nope I’m happy here
072) Are you spoiled?: yeah…heehee
073) Are you a brat?: I don’t think so, I’m not saying I’m an angel, though
074) Have you ever been dumped?: nope, but then again, I’ve never been in a relationship
075) Have you ever gotten high?: nope
076) What's your favorite drink?: water…(I drink the most of it) milk…I’m not really into soda anymore...i like wine coolers but I’m not allowed to drink more than a few sips…they taste good but they have the same alcohol content of a beer…oh well.
077) Do you like Snapple?: sure, RANDOM QUESTION!
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: ummm some whitening toothpaste stuff
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? Cell phone…just got it a few months ago, who uses pagers anymore?
081) Do you have a curfew?: haven’t really talked to my parents about that
082) Who do you look up to?: heather, my mom, yahya, anyone respectable who’s older than me
083) Are you a role model?: I suppose the little kids at church look up to me…
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: once, but it was kind of ruined by the fact that my dad took a detour to show me his new apartment (this was a while ago)
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: l.e.i jeans…my shirts are from all over
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: pooka shells, my Italian charm bracelets
087) What do you have pierced?: nothing
088) What do you want pierced?: nothing
089) Do you like taking pictures?: I like HAVING pictures, not necessarily taking them
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: nope, but I would like my mom to take some pics of me riding ivy or lulu…I want pics of me jumping
091) Do you have a tan?: a LITTLE
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: no, but I get embarrassed easily
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: hehehe…this one time, at sports camp…yeah
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: phone in my room, not a separate phone line
095) Do you have your own pool?: sure do
096) Do you have any siblings?: nope
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Is this intended to be for boys? THONGS ALL THE WAY BABY!! (and you should all join the concervation of fabric group…lmao)
098) Have you ever been played?: like maybe my entire seventh grade year…
099) Have you ever played anyone?: not intentionally, but some people might take flirting the wrong way
100) Do you get along with your parents?: that really varies…things are either okay or REALLY bad between me and my mom
102) How do you vent your anger?: writing, telling the world
103) Have you ever run away?: nope
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: I’ve never had a job
105) Do you even have a job?: see above
106) Do you daydream a lot?: about the most beautiful things…
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: I really don’t know who counts as an ex…2 tops but neither of them really count
108) Do you run your mouth?: ???
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: EWW NO!
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: EWW NO!
111) What are your favorite flowers?: roses…:0D
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: again, I can’t say I have one
113) Do you go to church? Yes. (question changed, btw)
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: ??
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: ??
116) Are you a prude?: all of this weird slang is confusing me!
117) What was the last compliment you received?: ummm maybe that main street bases think I’m not…but that’s not a direct compliment
118) Do you like getting dirty?: woo double meaning, but no.
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: not really, I used to be
121) What is your heritage?: American as far back as anyone has bothered to go
122) What is your lucky number?: 22
123) What does your hair look like right now?: down
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: nope…meat…steak…mmmm
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: I think we can all answer this one
126) Describe your looks?: tall, blonde, average weight, a little chubby, hazel eyes
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: I wouldn’t dye it
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: NO WAY!
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: umm yeah…duh
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: never have been
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: does homecoming count?
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: if I had to choose, receive, but oral just seems nasty to me
133) Have you ever given?: no
134) Have you ever received?: no
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no, but I know those who do
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: I usually wait until someone else answers it
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: nope
139) If yes, when was the last time?: n/a
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: I haven’t seen my dad in a while, so mom
141) Do you cry a lot? Nope, but I get sad during sad church services
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: that’s stupid
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? A toe, weird question
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: omg! No way!
145) Are you the romantic type?: definitely, and I’m all for the opposite sex being romantic too!
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: nope
147) What do you like most about your body?: my teeth I guess…they’re strait…wow…
148) What do you like least about your body?: my high waist
149) Who did you last hook up with?: I don’t think I’ve hooked up with anyone
150) When was the last time you threw up?: last time i was sick?? idk
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: either
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: baby blue vans
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: nope
154) What about cleavage?: there’s nothing wrong with showing a little chest…haha
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: yup
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: no…:-/
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: no, but I’m not sure I understand the question
158) What color are your underwear right now?: periwinkle lace-ish
159) What theme does your room have?: clouds and sky
160) What size shoe do you wear? 8.5-9
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: puka shell necklace
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: horseeyoregal
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: probably not
164) How are you feeling right now?: content but earlier today I was feeling a little down
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: umm the last clarinet sectual?
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: nooo
167) What do you sleep in?: big t-shirt and Capri pj pants
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: there’ s a very nasty one around right now…
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: I see things as more than they are
170) What is one of your good qualities?: forgiving
171) Would you marry for money?: no way
172) What do you drive?: how bout ‘do I drive?’ no
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: ??
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: mommy!
175) What's does your yahoo username mean?: don’t have one, but my aim is horse, eeyore, and gal all in one
176) What's your favorite yahoo journal to read?: I don’t read yahoo journals
177) When was the last time you cried?: I don’t cry very often, I don’t remember
178) Do you wear Chucks?: chucks?
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: I’m not sure…most likely not
180) What time are you finishing this?: 8:31 (but I’ve been in a chat, and talking to 3 diff ppl on AIM)
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2003 26 October :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: rent-one song glory
i'm really sleepy...
i think i'll write about something OTHER than mean people. sound good?
OKAY! so...marching band competition this weekend. we won the spirit award. yay...but not really. my dad came...made me stand by all of the hair people and everyone changing out of their uniforms where there was light so he could take pictures of me...sooo embarassing.
it just kind of sucked. the first competition was sooo much more fun.
and umm..oh yeah. like half of mainstreet know my name and think of me as a 'wannabe whore who doesn't have it in her' thanks to darin. not that i'm changing anyone's opinion by arguing for myself in my journal, but he has no basis for saying that. And if you want another opinion, my current 'How Slutty am I?' rating in my blunt truth survey is a 5.2. (15 votes) That doesn't exactly sound like a wannabe whore... But i said i wouldn't talk about mean people in this entry...
i'm really dissapointed that i won't be able to wear my Little Red Ridinghood costume anywhere unless i go trick-or-treating with people before around 8:00. my lock-in at church starts at 7, but we have to be in the building by 9 or we're locked out. there's no time to trick-or-treat!! NOOO!! i want to look cute!! and i want a dance like nicole's on the first that's a costume dance so you can go as a couple thing with your partener!! that would be so cute!! oh well...
i really don't have much else to say...ummm...flirting is really fun.
sleep calls...as does the shower...must wash all of that glue crap out of my hair...yeah, turns out i was reading the opening prayer and turning pages for Debby like RIGHT in front of everyone...why is it that i'm either sick or have disgusting hair when i do church stuff? haha...oh well.
*last part has been cut*
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2003 24 October :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: compositions of jeff
wow, i started a debate on my journal!
oookay people. i would like to make a public apology for using the freedom of the press.
i'm sorry.
i really didn't think that i would have to lay out rules for my journal because of anonomus people posting negative things in it. next time, i'll probably just delete the post. (i DO have the power to do that.)
but, as alison said (lets all take a moment to honor ali, as well as the other troopers on my side: NICOLE, sarah, sara, alison k, meredith, and louise) wow okay that moment was long. haha but that's not what alison said. alison made 2 VERY good points.
1) this is my journal. i can write whatever i want.
2) if you don't like that i write, DON'T READ IT! simple as that.
do i make myself clear? i sure hope so.
**major props to nicole for being creative asking matt to sadies!! and even MAJORER props for his reaction which was CUTE AS HELL!!**
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2003 22 October :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: special/contemplative
excuse me?
so i've been getting complaints about using the word 'depressed' when i'm not, and constantly being so. i just looked through my journal and (correct me if i'm wrong about this first part, i just skimmed) i used the word 'depressed' a total of once.
now to review a few recent entries and the general feeling of them:
oct 21-weird
oct 20-gloomy
oct 19-amused
oct 19-wanting to do theatre, tired, informative
oct 15-complacent, hinting, frustrated, happy
oct 15-lucky
oct 13-amused, sexual (this was the one about being in love with horses and geldings and stuff)
oct 14-moody, angry (NOT depressed)
oct 13-excited, happy
SOOOO...do i need to do more? i'm not seeing where you read into depression of my words...please explain.
and when did i talk about not knowing if the guy i like likes me back? he DID ask me to homecoming, and, although this doesn't seem necessary, admitted to the fact that he really DID want to go with me. and sad about choir songs? ummm...??? where did you get that?
i'm just a little confused.
oh, and thanks for the support guys!! i love all 6 of you! (and all of the others who'd defend me but are too lazy or whatever to post)
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2003 21 October :: 8.10pm
okay...
so kylie told me come over to the little color guard circle after we were done practicing at 6. (misty was working with the rifles so the flags were just standing around...they don't get to leave till 7).
so like the entire guard interrogates me about jeff. it was kind of weird...
if anyone has any idea who posted the mean thing in my entry below, tell me.
(and guys, i checked I.P. addresses and it's not louise) *hugs* to louise.
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2003 20 October :: 7.01pm
:: Mood: gloomy
everyone's depressed
i look at all of these away messages and profiles and there seems to be a theme: sadness. everyone's sad about something. i mean, last time I needed cookies it was a BIG deal, and someone needed cookies today. :-(
oh and here's some extra info that you don't need to know. (haha rachel and alison k. and everyone who listens to me rant about everything in the locker room) i think i'm following in christiana's oh-so-fun footsteps. although i'm not cramping, i'm a PMSing ball of joy. (cute, isn't it?) but anyway, i'm experiencing like major mood swings.
i don't really hate being depressed as much as i hate being confused about my feelings and doubting myself. so i guess i'm more confused than gloomy. some things you shouldn't question, and i'm questioning one of those things right now...
oh and visit nicole's journal and read our little AIM convo clipping. if you don't know the URL to nicole's journal, don't look. ;-) haha now you all will. whatever. but i think the theme of our convo might be relating to my confusion/depression.
i have to start this essay thing for church now...i'll journal more later if i feel like it.
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2003 19 October :: 11.59pm
lmao
fyi: name changed
cheerleader98:well
cheerleader98: WE ARE FRIENDS
cheerleader98: if he has a issue with that
cheerleader98: he can get a tissue
cheerleader98: but i am NOT ever GOING TO GO OUT WITH HIM
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2003 19 October :: 4.16pm
think about this. some of you need to realize this more than others...and some of you can just think about it to feel intellectual.
you'd better slow down
don't dance so fast
time is short the music won't last
when you run so fast to get somewhere
man...i SO do not regret forgetting my clarinet at school...half an hour more for me to sit here at the computer feeling extremely greatful for free time. besides, my parents blame it on the fact that the hc game ran so late and they were yelling at me to hurry up. nice...
i could honestly sit here reading random PYT xanga's and wish i were in a production right now forever... i think the stage is calling my name...'mel....MEELLLL...get your sorry-ass voice up to par and you just MIGHT get a supporting role in 'once apon a mattress' '
ah yes. the theatre calls... i think i still wish to be as crazy as some of the pyt people...they just seem like so much fun!
okay, so i decided to do push ups and sit ups before taking a nap so i would fall asleep faster but nooo...i had all this random energy afterwards!!
oh, and mer: matt is completely obessed with you. he's giving me updates every 5 minutes. 'meredith is here.' 'meredith is gone.' 'i called meredith to see if she could come downtown with me today but her mom said she was busy.' 'meredith is gone.' LOL.
oh, and jeff: my sunday school class wants me to bring you to church as a show and tell item. actually, they just want to see you. i think it would be more fun to go to youth group and choir...want to sight sing? haha. the guys need some help... be prepared. :0D
ummm wow. i'm really tired. i wish i could have fallen asleep...about 15 minutes until i have to leave for choir...i suppose i should call nicole to see if she's coming or not...
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2003 19 October :: 1.32pm
homecoming
remember when mrs. vinal said that when you realize you actually like someone, you stop telling everyone what you do with them? well maybe it's that, or maybe i'm just lazy, or maybe i just don't want people bugging me about stuff, but i'm not going to go into a lot of detail.
got up at like 6:30 (darn marching band, screwing with my internal clock) and layed in bed for like 2 hours. it wasn't because i was tired, it was because i wanted to weigh myself to prove that i hadn't gained weight and my dress had shrunk...ha. actually, i haven't gained any weight, so i'm not sure what was up with that...i swear that my stomach muscles are making my stomach look bigger!!
got my eyebrows waxed...well, not underneith because i'm a blonde and have sensitive skin...it would have been red for the dance. but yeah. it wasn't that painful actually. and i don't look much different.
ate at the coffee shop avec mes parents. service was really slow and i was late to marching band rehersal.
grrr...but yeah. made it to marching band about 15 minutes late and without music. christiana and like 5 other people shared off of her music, none of which was memorized. sorry, but we can't learn 6 pep band songs AND the national anthem (which we never played...:-/) in 2 days.
played for the opening of the field...which no one attended. it was sooo stupid.
worked on our homecoming half-time show and full runthrough for the post-game show. not fun...very hot.
changed into uniform and played pep band songs during the game. did our halftime show and watched laura and matt not be homecoming king and queen like they should have been. oh well. laura looked really pretty and matt looked good, as usual. (flashback: matt is hot, matt matt is is hot is hot!)
hung out and laughed a lot during 3rd quarter, which we had off. sat during 4th doing almost nothing until we scored. (well, we'd scored before, but this one COULD have won the game.) then we half-played our fight song as we walked over to do our post-game show. ended up standing for like half an hour while the game went into double overtime. we finally won, but i wasn't paying attention.
played our show...i thought it was okay, but it definately started with a half-ass attitude. then we like ran to get undressed and home. half the band had already missed dinner arrangements and stuff.
got ready in record time...for once i'm thankful that jeff's slow. haha.
pictures, dinner at lucky's, ride to homecoming.
homecoming dance.
home by 11:30.
oh, and jeff and i saw 'the government inspector' which was the play at pinewood. AHH NICOLE AND COURTNEY!! YOU WERE AWESOME!!! we missed you in choir today, though...well, mostly nicole. the soprano's are not lacking in talent and numbers...although we love you too, courtney. and we were all sick and tired...MA's homecoming was last night too so kyle and christina (the church ones) were tired.
speaking of the other kyle and christina, not that you care, they broke up, and georgia took kyle to our homecoming. and we saw christina at pinewood's play. weird...
mrs. williams' homework load calls...
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2003 15 October :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: mandy moore-only hope
why?
why am i attracted to overachieving, busy, talented people? that makes for absolutely no time to talk! not fair!
and i can only listen to shostakovich and research jekyll and hyde the musical for so long...although i did read a really good review and synopsis...
bottom line: I WISH YOU WERE LESS BUSY!!
damnit, i want a voice lesson!
and i love this song. it's so incredibly sexy.
and can people like cut to the chase sometimes? it's cute how people hint at things, but i get sort of antsy and impatient. thanks.
haha. i think that's all for now.
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2003 15 October :: 5.52pm
I'M HOME!! (finally)
hmm...well...i don't feel like getting into the details of the situation anymore. i'd rather talk to heather. sorry.
but basically, my voice teacher bailed on me. but he had a good reason. his grandfather is in the hospital, and he needed to see him. he tried to tell my mom, but by waiting outside of pinewood talking to a parent, i figured he was ready for my lesson and my mom left. he drove me home and from there i walked to nicole's house. thank god i have friends that live close. as i was ringing the doorbell and realizing that i was potentially screwed, mara drove up with mike. nicole was at drama. i explained my situation and she let me in. i logged on nicole's computer and amused myself after leaving messages on my mom's cell (not turned on) and home. i kept calling the house and finally reached my mom. got picked up. end of story.
it was sort of weird, though. i was trying to think of ways to beg for mercy while i was walking to nicole's house. i didn't think i'd have a problem getting in, but you never know... i'm lucky it worked out, though!!
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