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aerii

:: 2006 15 December :: 2.03pm


We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.

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aerii

:: 2006 10 December :: 4.32pm

i love you skyler.
and i miss you <3

i wish you could come home.

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aerii

:: 2006 8 December :: 6.56pm

dont take caffeine pills.

they make you sickkkkk..

gahhhhhhhh

can i vomit now?

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aerii

:: 2006 27 November :: 8.16pm

Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.

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aerii

:: 2006 23 November :: 5.48pm

okokok
sooo


shiny toy guns are coming to spokane december 6th
and i dont have college classes the second half of that week.
so
im going

and im excited.

and its only $10.

sooooooooooooooooooooooo
i know who's going with me too.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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aerii

:: 2006 20 November :: 6.12am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: house of the rising sun

tomorrow
will
be
a
fabulous
day

because...

"the
devil
and
god
are
raging
inside
me"

will be beautiful
when i buy it tomorrow
and fall
in
love
with
brand new
all
over
again.

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aerii

:: 2006 13 November :: 5.58am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: blink-182

i wish we knew how



Watch your fears flow
And please don't loose me while you're looking for yourself
Cause you know I would wait;
Forever and a day

So when we grow up, finally
Old and alone
Let's not forget what it felt like
To be in this moment, nowrightnow

Baby, there's no need to worry
This feeling is only temporary
With time it will wash away, like those stains you left on the carpet
From the last time we went wrong
And I yell the words I wish were mine
And hope you understand, but you just don't
Understand

Well, maybe I'll just sit here and listen as your voice rises
Sending shivers up my spine, goosebumps down my arms
And pushing me further down this hole named lust
You're stealing my breath, slowly but steadily
While your words catch me by my heart strings,
And pull...

There's the boy at the corner market selling his lemonade,
Dirty knees and elbows, smiling.
I saw his tears, sending brown streaks down his rosy cheeks
He reminded me of you darling.

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aerii

:: 2006 9 November :: 3.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: jacob butcher - skyscrapers



hehe.

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aerii

:: 2006 1 November :: 5.31am

really fucking funny halloween joke...





"Girl walks up to the whale girl and says....

First hott girl says:
Hey girl with the name that starts with "A" and ends with "X".

We can't celebrate Halloween at school. SOOOOOOOOOO

take that fat suit off!!!!!!!!



ahahaha

forth meal?"



leik omg, lets make fun of people!!

it would have been funnier if she had the guts to say it to my face, cause i would have fucking beat the shit out of her.

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aerii

:: 2006 26 October :: 4.22am

hehe <3

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aerii

:: 2006 25 October :: 4.41am
:: Mood: excited

My parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and i woke up next to you
all i wanted was to hold you

i was born in a city
however small
it held a hospital
the location where i came into being
it was all down hill from there

what do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth

i was told you are depressed
by a little bird
that was severly hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered i am hated
your genetic flaws
i said say it all
you cant decipher reflections from reality
but neither can i

i noticed neither can i

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aerii

:: 2006 23 October :: 6.01pm

everything is good again prettyymuch.

yeahh. today wasnt that great of a day but you know, everyone has their moments haha.

nicole makes delicious food. eli is good at honking at old people and driving on the wrong side of the road. beau gives me kisses on the cheek. and i met some russians today.

morgan makes me happy cause she likes to talk with me :D thats good stuff
and jordan is a sweetie and i missed brett bretterson so i;m glad i saw him today and gots to hug him and all that jazzy jazz.

i cannot wait till saturday so's i can hang with those supurb designated drivers, hells yeah.

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aerii

:: 2006 22 October :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: pollen and salt - daphne loves derby

some days, i just wanna give up.

i feel so stupid and pathetic and needy.
and i just want to be good enough, for him and for me.
but right now i feel like i wont ever be. and it hurts.

and thinking all of this, makes me feel more pathetic.
i just need to drop it.
i wish i could just.. not care anymore.
i wish i could just go with the flow, be cool with everything thats happening around me. but i dunno. it hard for me and i feelsldkjfdsjflsdkjf sdlfksjdflksjdfl like exploding.

arrrrrgggh i dont like this, at all.

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aerii

:: 2006 20 October :: 5.59am

so i'm your latest cup of tea to keep your cold hands company.

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aerii

:: 2006 18 October :: 4.33am
:: Music: waking ashland- i am for you

i feel stupid again...

i hate it when i get in these moods...

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aerii

:: 2006 17 October :: 6.23am

And now my heart is in your hand
So baby, understand

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aerii

:: 2006 5 October :: 4.48am

bffl's are cool.

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aerii

:: 2006 25 September :: 6.47am

HOLY FREAKING HELL!!!!!osdmflksdjflskdfhlaksdjf;;

i got a feature of deviantart.... holsdflkdsjflshiit
umm yeah im an unknown artist shiitsonn

ohhahahaaa yeahhhpuyupp

anyway, thats prettyfucking cool if you ask me and please ask me

harrrhaakaka butttt

ummparty prettyymuch
its prettyy intense yakno

FREAKING HELLLL ahhhhh!!! exciting

its CRUSH btw hellsyahh

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aerii

:: 2006 20 September :: 5.22am

Ian Petrofski, Anya Klyukanova, Nora Taylor, Sophia Lawhead, and Mandy Edwards are making a documentary about teen pregnancy. I bet you didn't know that, right? So to publicize their hard work and to gain some more insight on the subject, they're asking people to fill this survey out.
It's really easy and it'll take 3 minutes of your time.
Just copy control it, hit reply, paste it to the page, put in some answers, and send it on back.
Please please please do this.
Sophia Lawhead will be your slave for 2 days if you fill this out.

...this is more fun than homework.

Read more..

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aerii

:: 2006 8 September :: 5.02pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: hem - half an acre



holy shit, someone set sacajawea middle school's library on fire this morning.
i was looking at pictures and it makes me really sad. i used to work in that library, i used to sit in there. i just cant believe it.
its twisted... its completely gone, i went up there after school to take a look, and its just gone... its gutted...
why would someone do that? its sick...

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aerii

:: 2006 28 August :: 10.05pm


i went to get my camera today, and i'll be able to pick it up wednesday/thursday. oh yeah, just in time for bumbershoot.

<3<3

i miss banana.

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aerii

:: 2006 22 August :: 11.38pm

i really hope you arent in too much trouble stina bo bina.
cause that would ruin my day, my week my month. my year.

well. i love you and im sorry

<3<3

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aerii

:: 2006 14 August :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: heatmiser


i dont like myself right now.
and i dont like you much either.
but i dont want to loose you...

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aerii

:: 2006 14 August :: 1.40am

dont you hate those days that feel like they're the best and worst day of your life?

i feel like shit
and i just wish it was easy for me to cry, cause thats all i want to do right now.

i need a hug and someone to talk to, but no one is around... i feel forgotten..

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aerii

:: 2006 7 August :: 9.34pm

that boy pisses me off to no end.

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aerii

:: 2006 5 August :: 11.47am

whats up?

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aerii

:: 2006 31 July :: 1.41am

i want to cook a pizza at 3am. so i will
then i will go for a drive at 5am.

sooopacoo.

DONT TELL MAH MOMMY!! haha i love amelia and her stuffed giraffe will be lonely in a month but i shall take care of him.

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aerii

:: 2006 27 July :: 12.09am

summer is fun again. heh. amazing how little effort it took.

umm. i really with christina weren't mad at me. it really pisses me off because i feel like im not her bff anymore, and i guess she kinda feels that from me too... im not a great bff.

i hope katie comes and hangs out with us tomorrow, that would be fun cause i miss her. haha.

it was good seeing anthony and raelynn again. i haven't seen them for a while.. mitchel and beth too. (im better friends with beth now, yay!) OOOh and mandy and tori too. i <3 them.

i miss people, i should hang out more instead of lying on my couch watching basic cable.

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aerii

:: 2006 25 July :: 7.58pm


I finally ordered my new camera. I'm totally excited.


its so hot here... and i ripped my favourite pair of pants. :(

and I get to see blondie. mother fucking debbie harry!!

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aerii

:: 2006 23 July :: 1.13pm

my oreos melted...

and i keep smelling and tasting cigarettes...

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