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2005 10 October :: 3.14pm
we got a house. it's not even 100 yards away from monterey high so thats cool. it's kinda small though....but its cuter than my old house. oh well.
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2005 7 October :: 4.52pm
OMFingG.
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2005 7 October :: 12.24pm
card number=81971000225053
i'm at the libary again. blegh. i feel like such a loser. hrm. hanging out at the library at noon....during fall break. woo.
so dutchess and berliouz are staying at this little 'kitty hotel' called 'prefurably cats'. it's kinda cute but really sad. like i've been visting them every other day or so and while i'm there they go into the 'kitty kondo'. it's REALLY pathetic. it's a room the size of a walkin closet with a window. no resembalance to a condo whatsoever. it's such bullshit. they're charging us $400 to let them stay at that place for 2 weeks. fucking bull.
i miss my kitties. i woke up in the middle of the night and i was hugging my pillow and i thought it was dutchess so i petted it.... yeah. it wasn't the same.
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2005 5 October :: 2.43pm
cardnumber=81971000213560
i'm at the libary right now. so.....yeah.
everything is so wierd. it's like the last 2 years were just a dream.
i don't know if i can call you....i want to but the phone at the hotel is a little retard and my parents cells are slaming us with roaming. i'll try though.
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2005 4 October :: 8.09pm
Hoorah for college fair!
today was lots o'fun.
i'm gonna miss theo! (good luck)
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2005 4 October :: 5.59pm
About Above all the Plastic Winged People
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2005 2 October :: 12.00pm
i miss monica...
<3<3<3
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2005 1 October :: 11.19am
If I could open my arms
And span the length of the isle of Manhattan,
I'd bring it to where you are
Making a lake of the East River and Hudson
And if I could open my mouth
Wide enough for a marching band to march out of
They would make your name sing
And bend through alleys and bounce off other buildings.
I wish we could open our eyes
To see in all directions at the same time
Oh what a beautiful view
If you were never aware of what was around you
And it is true what you said
That I live like a hermit in my own head
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown
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2005 26 September :: 9.32pm
i have a secret.
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2005 25 September :: 2.43pm
she used to read me stories
(as if my dreams were boring)
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2005 24 September :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the arcade fire
Lies.
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2005 24 September :: 5.31pm
you should come over sometime before i leave. call me.
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2005 22 September :: 9.46pm
i love spike
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2005 19 September :: 9.22pm
me and christina, we rock.
ice fights are the shiz.
so are kitties. (especially the one i eloped with today.)
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2005 18 September :: 9.14pm
i have the urge to brush my teeth.
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2005 17 September :: 2.18am
jessica catucci and else lindsey are messed up people.
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2005 16 September :: 4.35pm
frogger
OH MY GOD!!!! IT'S NOT THIS NORMAL TO HATE ONE'S GRANDPARENTS SO MUCH!
ok...so last time they came i got old lady perfume...this time i got a barbie............what the hell?
then my stupid cousin is running around screaming and my grandpa is just laughing cause he's 'so damn cute'.
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2005 15 September :: 9.14pm
The words you chant, I never thought they'd be so true, dancing in my head.
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2005 15 September :: 8.55pm
I love Breserk! <3
oh the bloopers! haha.
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2005 15 September :: 4.05pm
glitter wars
time is such a bastard. i spent two years hating this place, then two weeks away from when i'm going to leave, i think of the wierdest things i doubt i'll ever do.
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2005 14 September :: 9.39pm
I can tell you, and I will.
Advent Children kicks ass. mmmhmm.
bitch say what?!
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2005 12 September :: 5.17pm
:: Music: rise against
black masks and gasoline
Simply because you can breathe,
Doesn’t mean you’re alive,
Or that you really live,
This life here has taken it’s toll
And she just doesn’t know how much more she can give
But here, at the top of the world, I raise my hands and I clench my fists,
They stand before me below demanding the answers with flips of a switch
I don’t understand where you got this idea,
So deeply engrained in your head
That this world is something that you must impress,
Because I couldn’t care less
A need for revolution’s rising, it comes to the surface, gasping for air,
We’re not putting up with this planet one more day much less one more year
I don’t understand where you got this idea,
So deeply engrained in your head
That this world is something that you must impress,
Because I couldn’t care less
So here and now, in our rotting nation
The blood, it pours, it’s all on our hands now
We live, in fear, of our own potential
To win, to lose, it’s all on our hands now
I have an amerikan dream,
But it involves black masks and gasoline,
One day I’ll turn these thoughts into screams,
At a world turned it’s back down on me
I don’t understand where you got this idea,
So deeply engrained in your head
That this world is something that you must impress,
Because I couldn’t care less
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2005 10 September :: 3.35pm
you should burn me the other all american rejects cd....it'd be cool.
<3
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2005 8 September :: 5.22pm
i hate school. lc would be so way cooler.
oh i saw your one '7th grader' friend except now shes a freshman...god...what's her name...i dunno....well i saw her. she was walking like a penguin.
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2005 3 September :: 10.16pm
get your parents to sign this petition:
http://www.buzzflash.com/editorial/05/08/edi05061.html
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2005 3 September :: 7.48pm
three days. three fucking days and it's sold.
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2005 2 September :: 10.28pm
the apocalypse is nigh
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2005 31 August :: 10.36pm
everything...hrm. i really can't find any words for it..... it sucks.
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2005 31 August :: 10.13pm
SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!!SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!! SEPTEMBER 29TH!!!!!!!!
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2005 31 August :: 1.43pm
:: Music: green day
my current theme song
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
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