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2004 25 April :: .40 am
:: Mood: depressed
i fucking hate you.
mental fucking break down.
1 braved it |
i dare ya. |
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2004 24 April :: 2.56 am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: DMB
wOah woaah, mr walkin man
woah Hi. i totally just woke up. i had some crazy ass dreams, only i don't remember them. scccary.
tonight i'm going to my auntie and uncles because my grandparents are coming to town. yayy, we are having lasanaga.
i can't wait to see my grandparents either. my grandpa's basically got the personality of the rest of my dad's side of the family. hard to explain, and then my grandma rawks. you can talk to her about anything, from your period to weed. yep. very thankful.
+ today my mom & i are also going to find a card + a gift for my little cousin Taylor whose getting her first communion on Sunday.. then that leads into Sunday where we are going to Taylor's first communion & then for lunch @ their house. wooo foooood, best part of family events, there is aLwAyS food.
i just have come to my senses that this is another dumb typical weekend & at least i've got something to keep myself occupied with. no problems then.
fucking damn i love ben folds, his music is beautiful. i want to know why he is a solo artist though and what happened to the Five, they have been around for about 10 years though and typically groups branch off and eventually go solo, so that might just be why. + i also her that Ben has cancer.. i dunno, whenever i try to find something online you can't find Shit. + the offical page doesn't tell shit either. RAWR!
Brick is so sad. Him & his girlfriend had an abortion in highschool & then he wrote that song. :( i love mr jones part 2.. & i'm sorrry mr jones ...... it's time.
Fred Jones Part 2
By Ben Folds
Fred sits alone
at his desk in the dark
theres an akward young shadow
that waits in the hall
hes cleared all his things
and hes put them in boxes
things that remind him
that life has been good
25 years hes worked at the paper
a mans here to take him downstairs
And I'm sorry Mr. Jones
Its time
There was no party
and there were no songs
cause todays just a day
like the day that he started
theres no one thats left here
that knows his first name
and life barrells on
like a runaway train
where the passengers change
they don't change anything
you get off someone else can get on
and I'm sorry Mr. Jones
Its time
Streetlights shine through the shades
casting lines on the floor
like the lines on his face
he reflects on the day
Fred gets his paints out
and goes to the basement
projecting some slides
onto a plain white canvas
and traces it fills in the spaces
he turns off the slides and it doesn't look right
ya and all of these bastards
have taken his place
hes forgotten but not yet gone
and I'm sorry Mr. Jones
and I'm sorry Mr. Jones
and I'm sorry Mr. Jones
Its time
that song is beautiful, the way it's sung, wow.
then there is always fleetwood mac too haha.
fucking god damn. aim totally fucked up on me and isn't fucking signing on.
fucking PIECE of shit. wow.
mmmm mmmmm. never goin back again. fucking christ, i think it's my internet. what i pile of shit.
i better copy and paste in case.
well, i think i've written a novel by now
ta ta.
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2004 19 April :: 11.40 pm
:: Mood: giddy
Enraged in a cool word.
the money for this damned place was ready to mail... we go to wal-mart & lewis.. and what do we not do? mail it. i forgot it at home, STUPID ME! jeeesuss. what is wrong with me.
oh well, i will mail it out soon enough. *knocks on wood*
not really tired. blah. is school over yet? i hope so. stress. want freshman year to be ovvvvvvvvvvvvveeerrrr withhhhhhh. then only 3 years left. [says 3 years like it isn't a long time] pah. hell, at least we don't have 5-6 years left. yeah.. i remember counting the years until we graduate. maan. 5 years didn't seem so far. now it's only 3. crazy how that goes.
did a few surveys, aren't they beautiful? i thought so. was bored.
but i think i'm going to hit the sack. i may not be tired, but relaxing can do a hell of a lot of good.
btw - highlighted my hair, what a bunch of bullshit that was. definitely making an appt. to get it done professionally. mmhm. i dunno, we'll see tomorrow how it really looks.
anyways, ta ta my lovelies
1 braved it |
i dare ya. |
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2004 19 April :: 6.48 pm
:: Mood: tired
Survey
| Name:: | Alison | | Age:: | Fourteen | | Hair color:: | Strawberry Brown / Blonde Highlights | | Eye Color:: | Green | | Height:: | 5'3''ish | | Single or Taken:: | Single | | Do you have a type?:: | yes | | If so, What is your type?:: | whoever makes me happy & i make them happy as well | | Do you mind if the guy/girl is taller than you?:: | yes, they must be taller | | Do you prefer dating or going out?:: | no, "together" | | What is your age range of girls/guys you would date/go out with?:: | same age or a year or two older | | When and who was the last person you dated/went out with?: | Tad, about a month ago | | What is your ideal perfect date?:: | being with them & having a great / stress-free time | | What do you enjoy doing the most in your free time?:: | stuff like this.. | | Football or baseball?:: | baseball | | Tennis or Golf?:: | golf | | Do you color your hair?:: | yep | | Have you ever lied about your age?:: | yep | | Computer or Phone?:: | Phone | | Do you drive?:: | yep | | If so what do you drive?:: | 97 Dodge Neon, biitch. | | Do you play any sports?:: | nope | | Do you have any pets?:: | yep, Fluffy | | Have you ever been in Love?:: | i've had a first love, but not a real Love | | What is the one thing you want to do most before you die?:: | be with family and friends | | What college do you plan on attending or do you attend?:: | not sure | | Do you have a job?:: | yep | | Favorite color?:: | Green | | Favorite food?:: | good food | | Best friend?:: | only the best: Kayla, Karlie, Stacey | | casual or dressy?:: | depends on the mood | | What is your favorite place to shop?:: | the mall | | Do you have a second home?:: | my car | | Where would you like to live?:: | someplace warm year round | | Whats the worst thing thats ever happened to you?:: | i don't know, nothing dramtically serious | | Whats the best thing thats ever happened to you?:: | car? i dont know.. | | Blondes or Brunettes?:: | whichever looks better | | Favorite Show?:: | Real World | | Favorite Movie?:: | Green Mile? not sure | | Whos your favorite singer?:: | Usher | | Band?:: | Ben Folds? | | What Perfume/cologne do you wear?:: | Rice Flower & Shea, Davidoff Cool Water, Sheer Freesia, Amarige de Givenchy, Lucky Brand & Citrus Fantasy .. not all at the same time of course | | What is your favorite outfit?:: | t-shirt & a pair of jeans | | Are you social?:: | yep | | Outgoing or shy?:: | i can be both, shocker. |
About you... brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 19 April :: 6.28 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: nadda
Survey
| What comes to mind when you hear.. | | ..snow?: | white | | ..rain?: | wet | | ..tornado?: | scary | | ..summer love?: | dreamy Ü | | ..Jon?: | athon | | ..Mike?: | 's Hard Lemonade | | ..Shea?: | and rice flower | | ..banana?: | sexii | | ..dizzy?: | ick | | ..Laura?: | Jane | | ..Juan?: | Sanyo | | ..car?: | pimped out | | ..white?: | boy | | ..peppermint?: | ick | | ..New Found Glory?: | band | | ..placebo?: | placebo? i foot know? | | ..orange juice?: | orange julius | | ..candid camera?: | disposable | | ..sister?: | i wish | | ..brother?: | i wish | | ..hate?: | bad | | ..school?: | sucks | | ..President?: | Bush | | ..football?: | foot-ball | | ..rap?: | yo | | ..pop?: | fag | | ..rock?: | cool | | ..punk?: | emo | | ..sex?: | oo baby | | ..death?: | sad :( | | ..baby?: | aww | | ..duuude?: | sweeeeet! | | ..the end?: | goodbye |
The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!
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2004 16 April :: 10.00 am
:: Mood: awake
SCH000000000Li0000000
FRRRRRRIIIiDAAYYY!!!
joy joy joy joy joy joy joy :) :) :)
DOWN IN MY HEART
DOWN IN MY HEART
DOWN IN MY HEART
i got the joy joy joy joy
and now ive got to fart
~al
Al told me to say that. Actually he typed the last line.. obviously.
SnapBubbles.com .... virtual online bubble wrap.
hahaha Al's computer is gay, in a homosexual sort of way. It's freezing on him.
gotta go!
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2004 15 April :: 9.09 pm
:: Mood: anxious
EHH!
Yo! It's goin good. I'm jus chillin here. Should start on my homework any minute, but i just painted my toes + nails & i want to wait awhile until I do anything so that i don't smear it. I already had to re-do one toe =P haha yeah i'm a dork.
SUMMMMMER TiMEEEE and the LiVVVViNS EASSSSY! damn!
you know, i think whoever said happiness can't by money was on crack. i really think so. I mean, i'm not talking about a million bucks, but really. When you get money, your happy.. right? I mean, when your broke and your at Burger King.. with no money, your sad. Money buys clothes & food & accessories. Sure, that isn't everything to the world, but it's the basic nessicity for everyday living. You feel good about yourself that way. TONS of money is plain sick, really, it is. $5O is nice though. It buys a lot and you are able to do things with it. For teenagers anyway. We don't need the best things, but we need it in general to keep us going. WOW, i'm going on about how i think money buys happiness.. I really hope my nails are dry. [*touches nails*] yep, they're good.
time for homework
ta ta my lovelies.
[[* KAYLA,
iF Y0U READ THiS
REMEMBER Y0U NEED T0
GiVE ME 2 D0LLA
TO KEEP US SANE
& 0N HERE! *]]
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2004 15 April :: 9.54 am
:: Mood: mellow
iN SCH00000Li0000
STUUUPiD computer, i swear! it WILL not let me on AIM here. i'm in school, durr. Al is gone. that badass, too good to come to school is he? lol jus kiddin.. no idea where he is
it's shuppose to be 80 degrees, wholy! that's a lot of degrees compared to what we are all used to. it's always so damn cold in the school though, you wouldn't really noticed whether or not it's hot out until after school. mmhmm. NAW SHiT, EH? haha
i <3ed last quarter, this quarter SUCKS! actually it doesn't 'cos it's awesome 'cos its 4th quarter but i'm doing SO HORRiBLE in school, it's fuckin bad. i have C's & D's. YUCK! i don't do my homework or turn it in, basically. i REALLY need to stop doing that. [[ST0PING]] YAY! tomorrow is FRiDAY! joy joy joy joy :) :) :)
o how i love fridays. they make me happy. haha, how cheesy. BEN FOLDS CONCERT! yeahhhh. 21st, woo hoooo. yeaah, not real exciting i guess. but thats alright. there is like.. them many days left of school. uhhh 30ish? either 31-30-29? one of them, i'll keep track eventually. and there is 41 days left until my BiFRDAY! which, really.. is the last day of school. but DAYS OF school LEFT.. yeaaah. cooool.
mmmhmm. i wanna do something today, after homework. but then again i kinda wanna wait for tomorrow.. 'cos tomorrow is really only a day away and it's a Friday, so more stuff is doable, haha yeah. hawt. i really can't miss any more days of school, because school is hard to miss and you always miss at least one important thing in a class & then you don't understand and then you give up. yep.. that's how it goes.
wow.. if somebody read who didn't know me. wow, they'd think i'm a fuckin nuuut case. i get paid TOMORROW, TOMORROW, it's only one day awayyyyyyy. YAY, that means $4 PIZZA. wooo.
i stopped caring how i looked yesterday, i'm DONE, i'm sick of it. if i'm not good enough looking for somebody to actually care what i look like than fuck them. take me for who i am or leave & go be with your "better" people, the hawter ones. because i am me
i bet anybody who reads this is cheesin out. haaha. i would be, what a fool! sexxii.
anywho, time to go? bells gonna ring in a few minutes.
ta ta my lovelies!
1 braved it |
i dare ya. |
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2004 14 April :: 9.54 am
:: Mood: hungry
School, BiTCH
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year, you can find it here
Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes-Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain,
'Please bring me my wine'
He said, 'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis
Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast
Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,' said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
but you can never leave!
Hotel California - Eagles
Al is a Hippy.
in Personal Computing first period, that sucks.
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2004 13 April :: 11.22 pm
:: Mood: cranky
Built Up To Be Let Down
Who cares right? Yeah. I don't care & You don't either. I'm not going to sit and complain because it's stupid. So I'm going to keep it to myself.
Sometimes I feel fake.
I can't say life sucks, because it isn't worth saying that & it doesn't. Life is Alright, but it isn't that great & exciting.
I just wish things were different.
[--0UT]
1 braved it |
i dare ya. |
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2004 12 April :: 7.42 pm
:: Mood: dorky
n00o0o0o
hmph. well.. so much for my *goal* ha.. i took a shower & that is about all i accomplised before 12. i went out to eat with my madre y tia.. is that aunt? tio is uncle isn't it? k.. well yeah, we went to mr goodcents.. never had it before, not bad. so we were there from 1130-1230 just chit chattin.. was interesting. then went & got ben.. hung out with stacey & ben.. took ben home.. hung out with stacey, corey & trevor the rest of the day, was pretty fun.
it's 630.. okay lied.. 641. hmph. i still have to do homework, unpack & clean my room. [ that was my goal before noon, do finish that stuff ] now it's time. + eeeeeaaaaat. yum.. hungry, we had chili... i'm not a big chili fan at all.. never make me eat chili at your house 'cos more and likely i won't like it.. 'cos i don't like chili & only like to continiously layer it with crackers & cheese. yep, best part.
hahah.. gotta tell ya that stacey, yeah.. me and her and ben went to the park today and her and i were swinging and while we were swinging we had a conversation over the word swing & how you say you swang or you swung and how swang was a cool word 'cos it was like wang [ that was my additional comment to it ] =P
i dunno. i'm crabby. i'm gonna go & lay down.
peeace! & i'll be back to update again!
i dare ya. |
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2004 12 April :: 10.15 am
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: get that dirt off ya shoulder
teheheh
it's definitely 913 am on a monday morning, a monday in which we do not have school. that's hawt. it is. i sort of like being up this early.. because then i can accomplish a lot, such a being lazy like now, taking a shower, unpacking & cleaning & doing homework all before noon! and that leaves 12 hours of other fun things.
wowww. i'm broke, yeah i am. i have cents. that is all, nothing but a few pennies. i'm listening to metallica now. the memory remains.. then after that on the playlist is DMB & then a little country -- heheh. i wonder when the last time i updated was. i've been sorta slacking compared to the rest of the earlier entries i'd make. chyyya.
so. i went to my grandparents farm this weekend, i worked 12-3.. so we left for gmas at 330, got there at 6 & then did nothing in particular.. watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding for the 4th time. the only time i've seen that movie is at the farm. haha, i think they own it? otherwise it's Kelsey's. yep. oh yeah, i played baseball w. Chris, Kelsey, Kyle, Kendal, Connor & Taylor.. and of course the dog, Tubs or Tubby. hahah. yeah.. we definitely had a great time! used some muscles that i haven't used in a while. + haven't talked to Chris in forever. i was suprised to see him at the farm. i also found out he starts as catcher on varsity for RHS. had been wondering about that one.
wow i need to do my nails. they suck. listening to country now. hawt, eh?
if i didn't mention in a previous entry. DUUUDE! i got the new album godsmack put out, it's some older songs of theirs, acoustic! wooot. i love it.. it's awesome. the other songs are alright, aren't the best & kinda get old after awhile, but i love running blind. it's the best.
last night i was talking to ben online & everything.. and i was laying in bed.. i made it possible to lay down & type yep. i pulled my keyboard to my bed. rawk on. anyways.. go figure, if i'm gonna lay down.. i'm gonna fall asleep, and what'd i do? fell asleep. lol.. woke up at 3 & saw what everybody said & then actually went to bed. i sort of felt sick for some reason when i woke up. i dunno, but then i passed out again =P
oo 'nother country song. heheh. now that i actually like country.. when people say 'ohmygod' it's country.. it sort of pisses me off.. i don't know why.. but it does, i used to be like that & i hope i didn't offend anybody. but like Spinsters, Fishin in the Dark came on.. and i wanted to dance and i was like this song rooccccccccks! and everybody was like it sucks, it's country. i was offended & pissed off. JUST 'COS IT'S COUNTRY DOESN'T MEAN IT SUCKS, THAT SONG IS AWESOME!
+ i have my dear friend Kayla hooked on some of it. hahaha. yeah! Karlie's okay with it & i don't know about Stacey.. she isn't too bad.
man what am i talking about. i think i'm gonna go and do some stuff. my things before noon, it's a goal. if it's all done, i swear i'll cry because that means i get to do nothing for the next 12 hours. woooo!
L0TS A L0VE! --AliS0N
i dare ya. |
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2004 10 April :: 3.24 am
:: Mood: tired
wweeeeeee
1 braved it |
i dare ya. |
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2004 30 March :: 7.42 pm
:: Mood: drained
[ THESE B0i'S D0N'T EVEN KN0 tHA NAME 0F MY BAND ] -MiLkSHAkE
See, I don't know why, I like you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you, I loved you
Now that's all down the drain
You put me through pain
I wanna let you know how I feel
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw them out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
lots of relevance to people. woo, time of the night where the house is filled with classic rock from the basement 'cos my pops is workin' out & has the music really loud & they always play good songs when he's down there Ü, i'm a dork.
i haven't updated in awhile & kayla has reminded me so. there is also a possible chance of a new audience to this mindless world i live & play a role in.
spinsters is this weekend, fuck that. i've decided to not go, even if all of my friends were going. i have to work until 7 & the dance is at 8-830? no. too much running around for I. plus, i don't want to take anybody. i told ben this & he's like whats the point of finding the right guy to go with, what, are you looking for a relationship? well, no.. but i would like to go w. somebody i can enjoy myself with. more or less one of my really good guy friends 'cos i'm not at all looking for a relationship at this point.
& everybody knows that the world is full of stupid people.
yep.
i fought the law & the law won.
music, how i love it.
i have to work. saturday, sunday, monday & the following saturday, for training.
dum de dum. i don't know what else to say, hmph. i kind of have an apitite though, maybe.
heheheh, my mom said we could go to DQ when she gets back from her walk, that'll be Day Two for I and Ice Cream! Ü at [ahem] this time of the month [ahem] when i do have an appetite eat anything sweet, like penis, kidding! but like chocolate & ESPECIALLY ice cream! mmmm!
l0l, funny thought: Al was putting his English book in my locker after English & Brady walked by going to his study hall, which is directly next to my locker & Brady [who loves to give me shit & harass me =P ] says to Al, "She gives good head!" hahahaha, he's such a funny kid. Al was like "woooah, ok?!?" hahah. considering Al has a girlfriend, that was way too much information for him to hear. =P
had a good laugh about that one though.
I just ordered a yearbook online because I didn't order one way back when, when we could just write in on an order form and hand it in, i've got it all paid for and everything. =)
well my dad is yelling for me to get off & study for work.
ta ta for now; AliS0N
1 braved it |
i dare ya. |
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2004 22 March :: 11.21 pm
:: Mood: tired
90'S BABY!
Are you a child of the 90's? bold the ones you remember.
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Fraggle Rock
G.I. Joe
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
Secret World of Alex Mack
Nightmare Before Christmas
Welcome Freshman
Space Cases
Roundhouse
The Muppet Show
Muppet Babies
Eureka's Castle
Salute Your Shorts
Legends of the Hidden Temple
You Can't Do That On Television
G.U.T.S.
What Would You Do?
Double Dare
Rocko's Modern Life
All That
Ren and Stimpy
Clarissa Explains It All
The Torklesons
Pete and Pete
Stick Stickley Write to me, Stick Stickley, PO Box 963, NYC, NY State, 10108
Goodburger
Angry Beavers
Sponge Bob
Hey Arnold
AAH! Real Monsters
Tiny Toons
Animaniacs
Pinky and the Brain
The Babysitter's Club
Underdog
Kablam!
Gullah Gullah Island
Richard Scarry
Dumbo's Circus
Ocean Girl
Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
Snick Snacks
Dunkaroos
SNICK
Koala Yummies
Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
Nick Magazine
The Goonies
Ernest Movies
Radio Flyer
Disney Watchers
Adventures in Wonderland
Homeward Bound
The Adventures of Yellow Dog
Milo and Otis
Neverending Story
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
The Lion King
Labyrinth
101 Dalmations
The Secret Garden
Pete's Dragon
Hocus Pocus
Secret of Roan Inish
Land Before Time
Dinosaurs
Fern Gully
Secret of NIMH
Gummi Bears
Care Bears
A Little Princess
Little Pony
Black Beauty
Rainbow Brite
Lady Lovely Locks
Candyland
Sorry!
Trouble
Don't Wake Daddy!
Mousetrap
Jenga
Don't Break the Ice
Hungry Hungry Hippos
Cooties
Tinker Toys
The castles that made tea sets
Sky Dancers
Polly Pocket
Hypercolor T-Shirts
Lite Brite
Scrunchies
Side Ponytails
Stirrup Pants
Jellies
Saddle Shoes
Barbies
Beanie Babies
Tamagotchies
Yo-Yos
duncans
Choose Your Own Adventure
Pogs
Goosebumps
Magic Attic Club
American Girl
Island of the Blue Dolphin
Saved By The Bell
Full House
Step By Step
TGIF on ABC
Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
Boy Meets World
Clueless
Mork and Mindy
Simpsons
Flipper
Eerie Indiana
Third Rock From The Sun
Tracey Ullman Show
Ghostwriter
Growing Pains
Family Ties
Titanic
Felix The Cat: The Movie
Jonathan Taylor Thomas
Home Improvement
Tom and Huck
My Brother and Me
Kenan and Kel
Hanson
Inspector Gadget
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Power Rangers
Hot Wheels
Creepy Crawlers
Easy Bake Oven
Flower Making Kits
Weinerville
Wild and Crazy Kids
Playdough McDonald's Sets
Animorphs
Rainbow Fish
If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
Bailey School Kids
Wayside School
Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
Boxcar Children
Ramona Quimby
Amber Brown
Roald Dahl
Allegra's Window
wow. that took forever..
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