:: 2004 22 March :: 12.14 pm

(X) means i have NOT done it yet...
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER HAVE THROWN UP IN A BAR
(_) I NEVER TOOK A PURITY TEST
(X) I NEVER GAVE A MIDGET A LAP DANCE
(X) I NEVER RAN AWAY FROM HOME
(_) I NEVER HOOKED UP WITH A FRIENDS' EX
(X) I NEVER HOOKED UP WITH A FRIENDS BOYFRIEND
(X) I NEVER HAVE DONE CRYSTAL METH
(X) I'VE NEVER RAN AROUND NAKED

[C0PY & WHEN Y0UR D0NE ADD S0METHiNG Y0U'VE NEVER D0NE]


geez -- i haven't done a lot of this stuff..

[iNN0CENCE]

i dare ya.

:: 2004 21 March :: 12.50 pm
:: Mood: enraged

Enraged in a cool word.

hii. how are you? who am i talking to anyways.. jesus christ, mental problems.

i'm chillin.. listening to music, doing nothing in particular.. about to go to my aunt and uncles soon for lunch & then go to a movie later

geez, i dont really have anything to talk about.. how boring is this? i was bored with that last entry.

ooo oooooo you and me goin' fishin in the dark where the cool grass grows. yep..

well i think we are leaving, boring entry. get over it.

i dare ya.

:: 2004 21 March :: 12.47 am
:: Mood: moody

whatever..

fuck that.

i dare ya.

:: 2004 17 March :: 10.17 am
:: Mood: thoughtful

heeeee cheated on meeee
pahahah, i no longer have a significant other, YEAH! goooo meee.. now, next time i decide to get myself into something it is going through a looonnnggg thought process. i'm not even remotely sad or anything, i'm almost grateful.. i KNEW we weren't going to last worth shit and i almost expected him to cheat on me anyways.. so it didn't really come as a shocker on that one

ta ta lovelies

i dare ya.

:: 2004 16 March :: 6.34 pm
:: Mood: blank

Here is a Quiz
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Spiders
2. Stalkers
3. Failure

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. Life
2. Mood Swings
3. Science

THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. How to be a better person
2. About cars
3. About Phobias

3 THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Sweatpants
2. Tanktop
3. Socks

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Get married
2. Have 3 kids
3. Be sucessful

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DONT KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I actually CAN be SHY
2. I'm a HUGE neat freak
3. I don't have a high self-esstem

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. mostly random things..
2. yay
3. woohoo

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. California
2. Germany
3. Eygpt

THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
1. Alison
2. Ali / ocassionally
3. Joe / Joetta / Joetta Betty Crocker

NUMBER OF...
piercings = dos
tattoos = nadda
height = 5'3'' - 5'4''
shoe size = 7.5-8ish
hair color = strawberry blondeish brown
siblings = nadda

DO...
you have a crush on someone = yeah
you wish you could live somewhere else = yeah
you believe in online dating = hu uh
others find you attractive = ha
you drink = not regulary
you do drugs= hu uh
you smoke = hu uh
you like cleaning = yeah, kinda
you like roller coasters = sometimes
you write in cursive or print = both

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships = don't really like it, a little frustrating
suicide = against
killing people = against
teenage smoking = against
doing drugs= against
driving drunk = against
gay/bi relationships = not against
soap operas = against, boring!

HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a guy/girl = mmhm
ever lied to someone = yeah
ever been in a fist fight = no
ever been arrested = nope

NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = once, twice
of times I have had my heart broken? = few times
of guys I have kissed? = don't ask.. 10+?
of guys I've slept with? = numero zero
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? =3-4?
of people I consider my enemies? = none really..
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 3-4 times
of scars on my body? = a few
of things in my past that I regret? = lots of things..

i dare ya.

:: 2004 10 March :: 10.27 am
:: Mood: crazy

ÜÜÜÜ
hiii.. how are you? i'm good! in 1st period again.. yesterday Al was reading my journal, 'twas rather interesting.. he's gone today.. went someplace.. yep yep.

i. am. going. out. with. tad, again. rather interesting if you ask me, mmhm. dunno where it is going either.. only kayla, karlie, ben & stacey know.

we just got back from that assemely thing, i was rather impressed, it wasn't all as bad as i thought it would be.. but my legs started cramping up because we were on the top row in the balcony and there was hardly any leg room.

tonight i'm going to the passion of the christ with my b.a.s.i.c. group.. i sorta dont want to go because it's real gory, not that i'm totally against that or anything.. but then a lot of people went to it and it's really sad and they started crying? i dont want to cry.. but i'm just a baby like that.. i might.. i dunno though, that's just what i've heard. so that is what i'm doing tonight.. dandy, eh?

so, i'm going to go now.. much love

i dare ya.

:: 2004 9 March :: 9.12 am
:: Mood: blank

ChA :P
what's up joes? dandy fine shit here. i'm in first period personal computing. borrrrring. i should be studying for the two tests that i've got 2nd and 3rd period but i'm too good to do anything like that. basically i didn't do any homework that i had yesterday, so i almost want to avoid my classes because yeahhh.. i'm afraid...

i dont have my belly button ring in today.. i'm now in fear of it closing.. i doubt it will and if it did i'd be able to repierce the skin easily anyways, so i'm not too worried.

this class is so boring, so so boring. i'm reeeallly hungry.. looking forward to going out to eat.. mmmm.

teacher is babbling about something and writing stuff on the board, joy. *not caring and not paying attention.* "Please take the time to do this" whatevvveerrr.

anyways, today we get out at 1230.. and i'm rejoicing. yep. i got here at like 705-710ish today and i got a decently good spot. yep yep. i wish i could get a new car.. i so badly wish i could get one.. rawwwwwwwwr. some people say at LEAST you have a car, well i know that.. derrr.. but still, i would have much much rather took the TIME to GET one.. rather than just getting the first frikkin' car that comes along and a NEON of all things. i'm ashamed. hahah -- wowww.. i'll pimp that baby out though and show what they are made of.. hell yeah.

psshhhtttttttttttttttttttttt.
i wish i was like.. hanging out with lots of people, like a group of people.. yes, that'd be cooool.. but chef bobby jane and i will find some fabolous things to do. at the moment i am extremely craving subway.

it's 810 right now.. we'd JUST be getting to school.. how insane is that.. we'd JUST be starting this class.. the bell is almost to ring for 2nd period.. eek! test..

tomorrow we've got an assembly, joy again. then we have shortened periods. cool cool!

well i'm going to go and do something or another, because i can.. and yeah.

have a great day! Ü

peace; alison

i dare ya.

:: 2004 29 February :: 8.43 pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: freshman; matchbox 20

i dare ya.

:: 2004 20 February :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: cherry / chipper / happy
:: Music: werring of the computers, mmhm

i dare ya.

:: 2004 18 February :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: dorky

that's right. i'm dorky. mm mmm.. i realize nights depress me. mmhm.. i have to go to church in a good 10 minutes hurr. yes.. today was a good day. yep yep. more days like that to come.. yep yep. i have job training this tuesday Ü.. two hours.

i miss bein young and liking NSYNC & BSB.. them were the days. crazy. listening to more than that - BSB on somebodys site.. they've got as background music

gotta go! going to church

peace; alison

1 braved it | i dare ya.

:: 2004 17 February :: 11.18 pm
:: Mood: blah

Fade
v. fad·ed, fad·ing, fades

1. To lose brightness, loudness, or brilliance gradually; dim
2. To lose freshness; wither
3. To lose strength or vitality; wane
4. To disappear gradually; vanish

Ob·ses·sion, n.

1. Compulsive preoccupation with a fixed idea or an unwanted feeling or emotion, often accompanied by symptoms of anxiety.
2. A compulsive, often unreasonable idea or emotion.

Thus, fading obsessions.

This legacy is not meant to disarm you. Nor is it meant to thrill you. It is just the legacy of a girl. At times it may be painful, at times it may be joyful, but no matter what, you must never tell who she is. For this is my legacy, which you have the privilage to hold behold.


i found that in a random journal..they had the Thus, fading obsession --in fading gray.. but i'm really lazy & dont feel like putting the color code on here and that stuff..

anyways.. i'm feeling empty.. no matter what i do..& i'm getting sick of this feeling.. and rrreeall fast. god. *trying reeeally hard to move on* ..it's getting really old. bleh. *please bring me along something to truly be happy about* Ü.. life.

i dare ya.

:: 2004 17 February :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: alive & kickin
:: Music: the natural wurr of the computers.. hahah

Do you cluck or do you roar?

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hey joes. i'm in study hall.. well, not really.. but i'm in the computer lab in the library with Liz. it's a lot of fun.. since there is nothing else to do & i dont feel doing my only homework which is spanish & studying for a physical science test.. i can do that later so everything is fresh on my mind.. how queer is that..

anyways.. i've decided to stop fucking being deprieved & hopeless & depressed & sad and that shit.. kayla knows why.. but i've given up & am moving on from it 'cos i'm totally done with it.. there is no reason for me to linger about & around with it huh.. glad for realizing it all now rather than later.. and when things do 'fall together' again.. then well that's fine.. but as of now i'm done trying because it isn't taking me anywhere..

i was going to make an entry yesterday.. well i was making an entry & then the 'effin site like.. said page cannot be displayed so then i lost that whole entry.. it wasn't really much of anything other than the fact that i rambled on about like 10 different songs that i was listening to.. like ben folds & weezer & the darkness & shieot like that.

ehh.. i'm soo hungry.. i can't wait to get home & frikkin eattt my poor pasta & mmm yummy.. crazy isn't it.. i ACTUALLY don't want fast food.. but i do want them damn seat covers for my car.. maybe i can talk a parental into it. they are only like $12 for one.. so.. $24 isn't bad, hell no!

today i told Al that zach broke up with me.. and he gave me a dime.. haha.. how sweet isn't it. i'm going to cherish it now because that was very special of him.. i just can't forget that it is in my pants pocket otherwise it'll get washed & i'll lose it.. bwahah.

gee.. for once i'm feeling happy.. this is great. i love being in school now.. that break totally wasted me away.. grr.. i was fucking.. like ... ehh, this morning i wasn't doing too good.. but now i'm alright.. probably the nicest mood i've had since.. wednesday.. no i wasn't even happy then.. 'cos i was "crabby" .. i kinda was i guess.. oh well.. tuesday then.. damn, this isn't even PMS.. whats wrong with me.. i'm just.. ohmygosh.. naturally.. bitchy?! hahah.. yeah, i'm THE B!TCH.. get the fuck out of my way..
bwaha..

Kayla, i must tell you.. i'm not going to say it on here.. but i'm going to tell you that my ID fell off 6th period & then i took something off.. remind me to tell you a very great story.. alright.

anyways.. i don't know what else to ramble about.. we've got 10 minutes until we can go back.. bleh.

peace; alison

i dare ya.

:: 2004 16 February :: 1.43 am
:: Mood: lazy

making an entry that i'm going to bed.. smooth isn't it.. relaxation in bed is real nice. yes it is. my legs hurt from sitting. i have no life. SERRRRIOOOUSSLYYY.

ohh wee.. yeah.. yeah i changed my icon to the green thing, yes.. it's the GREEN THiNG. it's so cute!! aww i love it.. it's adorable! yes it is. anyway if you were here with me right now you'd be laughing your ass off right now .. for a reason i simply cannot tell you because it's very childish and i'm ashamed of it. =( i'm wayyy tired... so i'm going to go

PEEEEEEEACE OOUTTTTT; alioopsta
--start beat boxing .. hahaha

1 braved it | i dare ya.

:: 2004 15 February :: 6.58 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: ggggg-unniittt; TV

i dare ya.

:: 2004 14 February :: 10.01 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: the fucking tv.

i dare ya.