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2004 10 May :: 12.58 am
:: Mood: [insert mood here]
:: Music: [insert music here]
[insert subject here]
[insert sad/happy/insprational/angry entry here]
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2004 6 May :: 3.56 pm
:: Mood: laughing
hahah
Another random journal.. bwaha
queenbitch
:: 2004 5 April :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: DMX
Hmmm...
Hello. IM RICK JAMES BITCH! lol. Im bored so i decided to update my journal.
haha i <3 random people. they're great & make me laugh!
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2004 6 May :: 3.42 pm
:: Mood: sickish
Blah
ello, how's it goin yaaaaa'll? lol.. umm i'm in school.. [study hall, 7th period] to be exact & i've got nothing to do and i'm bored. so i'm sitting here typing out nothingness trying to pass a little time. hmph. i really haven't been in here for a really long time + sat here and made one of my good old entries. I'm going to miss freshman year once it's gone.. because i'll be sitting here rememebering this day & how i sat and typed away in study hall on in my woohu journal. then again i'd also like to move on with life and be another year older. be a sophmore. then so on.. until i'm out of school and before you know it it'll be 10 years since we graduated. i can't wait. of course i also want to live in the moment because this is what shapes our lives, this is what we do to become who we are and where we go from here.
wow.. i'm really going on about some dumb stuff here. la de da. 2:35.. 20 minutes. nooo homework today, how rawkin is that. actually i do have homework, in espanol.. but i'm saving that for later. Sarah [whom i work with] stopped me today after 6th period asking if i'm working or if somebody called me to work today [330-530] no, nobody did & if they did my parents never said anything and they would have.. but i don't know. I guess she said Mandi called me.. ? okay, wasn't aware of that. it was only after i walked off & was done talking to Sarah that i realized i couldn't work today anyways because i have my hair appt from 330-about 5,530. so it'd be absoutely pointless.. hmph. i really could use the hours though if i didn't have my hair appt.. not my fault though. yeeeah
blah de blah blah. wish i had a boyfriend.. mmhm i do. i wanna meet somebody new.. started a whole new experience. pah. don't know when that's going to happen though.
i'm surrounded by people though & i feel uncomfortable so, i'm going to head out.
ta ta
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2004 6 May :: 12.01 am
:: Mood: hm
Poems
here are some poems that i've written in the past.. nothing that i took an hour or two to think up, just jotted down some feelings within 5 minutes so don't expect to be in awe.
Those Were the Days
I'm sitting here reminising about
the times that we had together
-wondering, why couldn't life be better.
All the joys that we had
only feel like "too bad"
Feeling shameful regret
wishing we had something,
rather than nothing
but i can't decide if i really want you back.
Heats stuck through with a broken
arrow
but isn't there always tomorrow?
-I, 3/3/2004
Another..
You
Forever have i wanted to hold you again,
hold you so tight..
nobody compared to you,
nobody still does.
You were the air i breathed,
you were the ground i felt,
you were the person that could make me
feel like nobody else could.
I wish so badly that i could get it back,
everything I've siad has no effect on me,
--->> because i don't have you.
-I, 3/17/2004
Another.. Unfinished..
Only for You
What to do,
when life doesn't give you a clue,
when your down and feelin blue,
and you don't know what to do.
There's nobody to turn to,
'cos nobody cares,
my hearts just a tearin',
and what do you do..
--not done, dunno what to do, oh well, some things are better left unsaid & unfinished.
so here. that was my "feelings." old news, i should write some new stuff, maybe i will this weekend or something.
ta ta.
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2004 5 May :: 9.52 am
:: Mood: laughing
hahahahaha
seriously, some of the people on here are so fuckin weiiiiird.. i found these journals randomly.. wow people.. come on..
jesslo19
:: 2003 30 October :: 6.13 am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: teenage dirtbag~wheatus
one thing to say
AAHHHH...my knee
i fell 3 times in the same spot and my knee is burnt...but it look like a dot a big uncooked hamburger!!!!!
<3 Jess
and another...
someonessoul
:: 2003 18 November :: 1.55 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: music?
Half-Day
YAY! we get a half day of school today. and ifeel reaallllly artsy, for some reason. I just hate it when i feel artsy, and have nothing to write about. i was actually thinking about writing about my shoes, and how they get dirty. "my shoes are so white, so ever so white!".
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2004 5 May :: 9.45 am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: nadda, school, PC
eey.
hey. it's raiiinniinng! it was on the way to school, that's so fuckin awesome because it's now i feel, blahish! yep.
i'm uberly tired & have no voice, i do but it's deep and hoarse. sexy.
definitely blahish. i dunno what else to say. woo
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2004 4 May :: 9.24 pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Fred Jones Part 2 - Ben Folds
yay!
hey! how's it going? great here actually, life's been getting better lately! i don't know what it is but it's been pretty good since sunday now. i've just been really open minded. work is going a lot better for me too. i'm starting to find it fun!
Sunday: my mom and i checked out the new mendards that opened.. we toyed around there for about an hour and half.. bought a few things, looked at future buyings. I also had a lot of energy that day. i finished my science project [in which i also started that day] around midnight, then did my English extra credit, got that away.. then i layed in bed reading for about an hour, then spent about 30 minutes trying to get to sleep around 2am. i didn't care though, and then i actually woke up early, got ready, headed to school early & it was good from there.
Monday: I worked from 330-530, it was good.. learned a few new things.. then i went home & all.. just relaxed! stayed up until about 1130-12.. pretty good.
Tuesday [Today]: Today was excellent. Today was a good day. fa-shizzle. struggled out of bed this morning [back to my normal self] PC i finished what were actually suppose to do, but i've still got a few things to make up/finish. Algebra, what can i say.. it's easy, so that was fine.. had my homework done [turning over a new leaf, haha] Physical science made me pretty happy. he called me up to show my score on my project... and what! SCORE! 80/80 i had -4, but i also got +4 of extra credit for doing the extra credit portion.. so i got perfect on my project that i so faithfully stayed up late doing. Oo, since i don't want to go up and add to Mondays, yesterday he showed us our test scores from the tests we last took, what.. 90% biiitch. that is actually good for our class, there were perfects though. i half guessed on the problems though, that's probably why. English was easy, we are working on yet another project though, so we were in the computer lab.. she called Al & I up to see our scores on our project.. mmhmm 93/100 biitch! that's fuckin hawt. after that school was school & it was joyace, almost.
[taking a breather & starting a new line]
work was really good today.. i had a lot of fun.. joking around and stuff + i'm getting better at everything & getting the hang of it & all. i dunno, i just thought it was pretty cool. :P haha
Tomorrow we have a concert at church & a cookout? i don't know if we have to go to that, but we are going to have blow up things you jump on & a concert and cool shit. [christian band.. nothing too big]
+ i get to relax tomorrow, i can stay at school for awhile afterwards because i don't have to rush home and to work because i don't have to work at all! woot!
then thursday i have my hair appt @ 330 to finish up my hair, FUCK YEAH! i'm so excited for it. it's gonna kick ass when it's done.
Friday, Saturday, Sunday is the cities! i'm soooooo fuckin excited!! i love going there, my uncles house is my home away from home, i'm not even kidding i love being there and i'd stay for a week or two if i could. his house rawks! + I get to see my cousin Kelsey that i don't see that often & Brittany [uncle's girlfriend's daughter, sophmore] that i nevvvvver see.. & now my uncles girlfriend Mary & then Britt live with Bryan now so it's gravy & awesome & i haven't been there since before Mary moved in. Actually i haven't been there since last summer for Keenan's [cousin] graduation parrrty last year. anyway, i'm so excited because we always have fun. yeah & i'd definitely miss beach bash to go there jus because it's awesome, but not that i have that choice anyways.. haha.
LiL FLiP! woo, next week i work and stuff, so that's cool & all.
anyways, since this is an 'effin novel i'll give your eye's a rest!
ta ta my lovelies
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2004 2 May :: 2.36 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Burn - Usher Raymond
Let it Burn, Gotta Let it Burn..
damn. i might actually make an entry. MAAAYBE! haven't made one of those in a while. my good 'ol entries. damn right.
hum de duum. so stressed out. shiit. from school to work to at home. A) my grades aren't that great + i've gotta report [2] to do, i'm almost done with the rough draft + notes for the first one, but then theres the whole second one, what an asshole. B) Work. yeah.. it's basically more shit on my shoulders having to know EVERY fucking thing and then being drilled on it. i dunno if it's the thing for me anymore. C) we are painting our bathroom upstairs & then our guest bedroom so shit is everywhere. then there's always the money issue. yeeah.
if it was summer i would be SO much happier, i swear. i cannot wait. 25 days [total] and then 18? of actual school. saweet. still a lot of stress until then though, especially with finals and all. ch.
anyways i've got shit to do and i have a headache for the 3rd day in a row.
ta ta
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2004 2 May :: 2.28 pm
:: Mood: RAWR!
IT NEEEDS TO BE SUUUUMMMMMMMEER!
NOW, BiiiTCH!
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2004 2 May :: 2.27 pm
:: Mood: there
here's what you were waiting for, part TW0
Fun Things To Do
When Ordering Pizza
Start the conversation with "'My Call to (Pizza Place),' Take 1, and... action!"
Start your order with "I'd like..." Pause, slap yourself, and then say, "No, I don't."
Imitate the order-taker's voice.
Say, "Are you sure this is (Pizza Place)? When they say yes, say, "Well, so is this! You've got some explaining to do!" When they finally offer proof that it is, in fact, (Pizza Place), cry and ask, "Do you know what it's like to be lied to?"
Ask to see a menu.
When they repeat your order, say, "Once more, and this time how about a little more OOMPH?!"
Say hello, act stunned for five seconds, and then act as if they called you.
Mumble, "There's a bomb under your seat." When asked to repeat that, say, "I said, 'sauce smothered with meat.'"
Ask if the pizza was organically grown.
When the order is repeated, change it slightly. When it is repeated again, change it again. On the third time, say, "You just don't get it, do you?"
Change your accent every sentence.
If they suggests a side order, ask, "Why are you punishing me?"
Ask if you get to keep the pizza box. When they say yes, heave a sigh of relief.
If any of the above suggestions are rejected by your order-taker, say in your best pouty voice, "Last guy let me do it."
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2004 1 May :: 2.47 pm
:: Mood: laughing
haha
what did 5O cent say when he got a sweater for his BiRFDAY!?
--- GEE, YOU KNIT!
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2004 30 April :: 6.09 pm
:: Mood: enraged
omfg.
omg. the fucking school district blocked bzoink.com. that PISSES me off.. not really, but i could have somerthing to do.
HonorFest ran too long so they cancelled 3rd period, how fucking awesome is that because i definitely didn't have the homework in that class done but did Algebra! [2nd period!]
woot. + we got krispy kremes this morning before honor fest [sort of 1st period] but this is the continued first period after honor fest.
2,4,5,6,7 & then out! yeahh! pimp shit. gonna do some fun stuff tonight i think. rawk out.
dunno though.
it's 11:00 and we're in 1st period, haha.. how great.
2nd period is 20 minutes. then lunches are 55 minutes then all that. yeeah. cool.
well the bells going to ring, gotta run!
ta ta
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2004 29 April :: 6.35 pm
:: Mood: haha
haha.. to be continued
Fun Things To Do
When Ordering Pizza
Press random numbers while ordering. Tell the order-taker, "Stop doing that!"
Tell the order-taker a rival pizza place is on the other line and you're going to go with the lowest bidder.
Tell them you want the crust on top this time.
Give them your address and then exclaim, "Oh, just surprise me!" and hang up.
Put the accent on the last syllable of "pepperoni." Use the long "i" sound.
Ask what the order-taker is wearing.
If the order-taker suggests anything, adamantly declare, "I shall not be swayed by your sweet, sweet words."
Refuse to name your toppings. Instead, spell them out.
When you're given the price, say, "Oooooooh, that sounds complicated. I hate math."
Say it's your anniversary and you'd appreciate if the deliverer hid behind some furniture waiting for your spouse to arrive so you can surprise her/him.
Stutter on the letter 'P.' Ppppizza!
Tell them you want them to double-check that your pizza is, in fact, dead.
After they repeat your order, say, "Okay, that'll be $10.99; please pull up to the second window."
Terminate the call with, "And remember, we never had this conversation!"
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2004 28 April :: 12.42 am
:: Mood: awake
whorebag
in school.
kayla and i actually sent in our money & andy got it. woohoo for that. now we still get to keep these.
screw note taking.
my desire for tad's penis is out. scott knows. hahahaha had a good laugh, i bet he thought i was serious. i might have been.
oo baby
i wish i had something productive to say, but i don't. going to go shopping this weekend whether or not i'm broke. i'll just steal the whole mall. yeah.
ALison loves tad's penis. a lot.
yes, he's reading this.
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2004 25 April :: 1.36 am
:: Mood: content
ey.
once again i'm alright, alright. but i may just being open minded like yesterdays entry, in reality yesterday sucked PMS? i don't know. it was just blah.
gotta go to church at 11, then to my aunt & uncles afterwards, joy joy. i only plan on staying until 2ish or something, i dunno.
i don't feel good though, eh.
o well, ta ta.
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