i just dont know.
all i know is that i dont think i did anything wrong but it seems that way, and im so sorry for whatever i have done to anyone.
i think nikki, sean, matt, jason, danny, kateness, jenni, and everyone else hate me and im so so sorry for everything.
they won't talk to me at all. i love them all very very much, and they wont talk to me.
everyone seems to be not talking to me at all now, i think i will just leave.
and jeni is sad, i read her journal :[
im so sorry jeni, i wish i could make it all better for you. like...just take the pain for you. you are a very cool person, and dont deserve it, any of it.
and matt, hes not talking to me that much lately, that makes me sad. i love him alot, i love him so much. hes so good to me, i dont deserve him, as anything.
and i think that everyone is just getting tired of my whining now, im getting a new woohu, and changing my sn, if you want it that bad you will ask for it, but im blocking everyone else. i love you all very very much. and i dont want to do anything to hurt you, you are all very cool people.
and im sorry for whatever i obviously did, im sorry for everything...and im just sorry, i dont even know.
i just really really need to talk to someone right now, but whatever, ill just go.
whit

woo.
hampsters!
kinkyness!
and remember:
condom = god!

woo, thats all, bye!
whit

i have no idea! woo
ok so, im sick and im at home :[
well, its acutally kinda good, because i hate school lots, so its really cool, but the sick part really sucks lots.
im taking to matt, kateness, sean, jenni, sammykins...YAY
i wish kenny would sign on...hes the coolest person ever [not really] but hes really really cool! hes so nice, and thats enough about that. lol.
my nose hurts and itches and is running :[
i must be...oh so attractive, hah, not.
matt just signed off, but he will be back later, so YAY
woo...i heart this song so much, you should listen to it, it's great. i just love fall out boy, dont you?
la la la, ouch my arm hurts, never ever cut.
thats all.

whit