:: 2003 31 December :: 10.50 am

I have no clue.

This is x-posted to my caleida.
I am in a bad mood. I just really don't feel good. I complain too much, and rely on other people to cheer me up since I never seem to be in a good mood, even though I don't show it.
(I hope that made sense).
Just when I make a really good friend, possibly the only really good friend I have, they get taken away from me. I am done with trusting people. I would just block everyone, but only about 3 people talk to me now, so there's no use. Did I do something wrong? I don't think so, at least I hope not. That is all I can think of to say right now.

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:: 2003 29 December :: 1.24 pm

I don't think anyone besides Nikki even knows I have another journal. So at last.
Here's the link:
www.caleida.com/users/yourxxstarxx

Gee, I wish someone would comment in my journal. *cough*

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:: 2003 28 December :: 8.19 pm

It was so cool. I talked to Nikki and Jess last night! We had a plan, but my mom's phone is fucked so I can't 3way. Oh well, lmfao, that was awesome.
I also talked to a really interesting guy named Charles last night, he's "jiggly in his pants". Haha, wow. He just randomly IMed me, but he's very cool. Besides the whole porn star thing.

bob* makes me feel like a constipated cow!
[the name has been changed, haha]

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