wow. i am officially a skank.
grr...
i hate myself.
i hate myself.
i hate myself.
ok, so im back with jason and everythings great...things couldnt be better. but then this extremely hot guy...who just happens to be an artist and have this awesome job at this coffee shop down the street from group has to come into the picture.
i am a whore...i cant believe this. i made out with a guy i just met, ...but we are going to be friends...nothing more. and that is never happening again. so no need to worry. wow i really hate myself.
i know jason hates me to. i am so bad to him...i dont even know why he *loves me* but...whatever. im sorry, i really am...i know he can never forgive me and what i did was really wrong...but i really am sorry.... and im really glad were together.
oh and...
ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY
ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY
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ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY
ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY ALLY
ok there, now allys name is in my journal.
*motions* i heart you ally. you rock my socks.
hum...and thats it really....so bye.


whit

i hate you so0o much
yea....so, nothing much to say
except, i had to let someone go, it was one
of the hardest things that ive ever done.
but i had to do it.
and it sucks because everything reminds me
of him, i cant stop thinking about him, i miss him.
and i just dont care anymore, i love sean, and im sorry, sorry about everything. and sorry to everyone that probably hates me
now because of it. but, whatever, im never talking to him again...so its ok i guess.
and im thinking about changing this journal
its bothering me...i dont know why. oh well.
yea...but i have to go out to some place with
my mom today...so bye.
oh and heres this thingymabob from kates journal..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

whit

LOOK AT THIS

You'd fuck Billy the hot second geetar player that
should get to sing as well!


Which member of GC are you most likely to fuck?
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hell fucking yes...
haha, i know kates taking this quiz
RIGHT NOW lol


whit