nothing special
[x]I hurt: myself
[x]I love: people [*you know who you are]
[x]I hate: cheerleaders
[x]I cry: a lot
[x]I fear: a lot of things
[x]I hope: that my life will become more exciting
[x]I feel alone: always
[x]I kill: ....nothing
[x]I talk: incessantly to close friends, rarely in school
[x]I listen: to tbs
[x]I break: hearts...heh, i wish
[x]I see: darkness
[x]I smell: dinner, sick-ness
[x]I taste: sweetness, pixie sticks
[x]I work: hard? no...i dont
[x]I remember: you.
[x]I hold: long grudges
[x]I hide: a lot of things about me
[x]I pray: never
[x]I walk: home sometimes
[x]I drive: my mom and myself crazy
[x]I read: hardly ever
[x]I was: lost, but i was stranded...-SoCo
[x]I breathe: slowly
[x]I play: guitar
[x]I miss: jason, someone else [*tanks youre the best]
[x]I touch: the keyboard
[x]I learn: from my mistakes
[x]I feel: tired, depressed
[x]I know: kenny :].
[x]I said: i luv you and meant it [*you know who you are]
[x]I have one and only one: major disappoinment
[x]I dream: lots of things
[x]I have: problems
[x]I want: school to end
[x]I fell: in luv
[x]I wait: inpatiently
[x]I need: luv
[x]I live: for my friends, other people
[x]I die: i wish

yea...so0 thats it for the survey...and today was uhm...interesting?
it came as kind of a shock...i like someone *new*...scary i know...but uhm...whatever.
i got into a fight with one of my really close friends...she probably hates me....i dont blame her...she cares about this one guy so0 much...and i start to like him...im a great friend aren't i?
eh...oh well, i guess...i just dont know anymore.
today was uhm...a pretty bad day...i just feel so0 bad today...i was in a bad mood all day, and i was mean to everyone...i hate it when im like this...when i got home i cried a lot...then i got into that fight...then i was about to hurt myself...i dont know what came over me, but then my idiot mother called me...grr.
yea well...im gonna go0...bye
tsl was boring...kenny isnt as hott in person...but wo0w hes hott!

waiting for tsl is so0 hard!!!
yea so...i just changed the look again...i dont kno if i like it...well...lets just say i dont like it!
heh ...so0 tsl is coming here today! im so0 excited...im like panicing...my heart is racing...woo0 i always get way to0 pumped before a show...so0 humz....nothing else to say...

comment please!! tell me what i should do to change my journal...like a background or something! thanks!

yo0 kno yo0 luv me,
whitney

mint chocolate chip ice cream
wo0o...so0 im updating...lots of things happening...

heh, so0...found a new tsl vid, its from jimmy kimmel live...wo0o...*emo excitment* lol its of the best of me. click here to go to the site!! wo0...they also have yellowcard, tbs...stuff like that!

yea...and theres nothing to do here....its boring...blah...FUCK YOU BIOTCHES!! FILL OUT MY GODDAMN SURVEY!!!
yeah...thats all..byee

yo0 kno yo0 luv me,
whitney