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2003 1 September :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
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big changes...woo...youre so guilty its disgusting...
blah..and yes....BIG CHANGES happening...and uhh yeah
-- my love life now is like....zilch! haha...well uhm...ive decided i dont really need a commitment...and uhh...yeah...i want one though...but im not emotionally ready...and yeah.
-- danny...from the y in like 6th grade says that we should *hang out some time*...and yeah...i dont know when though...no biggy.
-- im so excited...IM ACTUALLY GOING TO SEE TSL! i love kate right now...shes getting me the ticket...shes the bestest!!!!!!...kate if i ever have to risk my life for you or something...ill shoot myself just so you can live...or yeah, whatever.
-- uhm...yeah. im *uberly sad/EXCITED!!*....love hurts so much....
-- we have school tomorrow...i need a day to recover from this *eventful* and tragic day....
-- the knot in my jelly bracelet looks like a pretzel...im hungry now.
-- im reading the BEST book...its so much like my life...it scares me. and if lindsay lohan stars in it...i will do my best to bring it down...just like hillary duffs doomed fashion line...muahhaah.
-- dont you hate when all songs just seem to fit your mood in some way?....seasons by gc doesnt seem like a painful memoryish song...but god...its the weirdist...and most horrible pain i think ive ever felt....and not only do i want to fall in love tonight...but i think i actually am in love...and i HATE this...why does everything happen to me. i cant just be normal....
-- i want a tatoo....but im still talking things out with my mom...thats going to take a long time...til i move out probably...
-- there is so much more to life than people you can meet online...i laughed about it today...and you have no idea how good that is for me...with my whole mass internet addiction and all...now...im not on as much, and if i am, its cuz of my site probably..
-- i have indescribeable feelings right now...
ive learned so many lessons...but now i think ive learned the most important one of all...and i think *someone* knows what im talking about...
~** my new addiction__:
[*she says, c'mon c'mon...]
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2003 31 August :: 12.47 pm
:: Mood: anxious
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little things amuse me...like jelly bracelets...those things are the shiznit...
hullo all you wonderful people...
-- a thunderstorm ish starting up...i dont like how they just pop up...it means i must get off the computer...but not before i finish my journal entry...
-- i am going out to dinner with my cousin later to this spiffy chinese resteraunt...im going to eat with chopsticks...we'll see how that goes...lol.
-- i am not ready for a commitment now ive decided...no relationships for a while. which scares me so bad...cuz i *might* be in love....so says my therapist...whatever.
-- im going to eat lunch soon...dont know what im having though...oh well. maybe chicken nuggets...or macaroni and cheese...i found my pokemon macaroni!!! woo...thats always good to know...
-- i just went to this awesome thrift store last weekend, i foung the greatest boots...20's style...they are *soooo uberly coolish*...hah yeah, i might wear them out to dinner tonight.
-- i have to work for my tsl tickets...at kates grandmas i think...not sure, either that or i have to start looking for jobs...blah.
-- im reading the BEST book *confessions of a teenage drama queen*...lol im a drama queen as well...at least i know it...unlike some people...
-- i have to go back to see if i need depression meds again on tuesday...blahness...im not too excited about it...
-- im out of black nailpolish...lol i seem to have a habbit of painting them...then either messing them up while theyre still wet, or going to play my guitar and it all chips off...or just taking it off and painting them again...its a very strange and repeated process...
-- last year someone checked out a library book in my name at school and they never turned it back in...now i have a fine and cant check out books...oh well, i never check them out at the library anways...and the fines do NOT stop at $1.50...like the dumbasses in the library say they do...i have to pay like 17 friggin dollars for a book only like 2 people have checked out in all the years this school has existed...and thats a LONG time...as many of you already know.
well i think im gonna go now...i <3-you-all-ness....
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2003 30 August :: 11.39 pm
:: Mood: cranky
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survey update
yeah ok so, heres a list of ppl that havent done my survey yet, remember you dont have to do it, if your name is crossed out it means youve already done it...well here it goes:
chaz
shawn
sean
ally
nikki
jenn
tony
sean
joe
kate
alyssa
stephy
andy
rach
ok so, heres another copy of the survey if you need it again:
Whit is my _______.
To make Whit better when she is sick, I will _______.
Everyone ______ Whit.
I wish Whit would _______.
I would never ______ Whit.
Whit is _____ like a ______.
______ Whit!
I am _____ with Whit.
Whit, will you ______ me?
My favorite body part on Whit is her ______.
If I had a pet name for Whit, it would be ______.
I would love to spend ______ with Whit.
If there was one thing I would say to Whit right now, it would be: _______.
Whit is a bad ________.
Whit has the worst _________.
Whit is the ______.
Whit can always ________.
I will never _________ with Whit.
I cant help but _________ Whit.
thanks guys.
I <3ness!
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