open house...blahness...
_[[*well...i went to open house tonight, boring as usual...i hung out with kristen mostly, it was ok. *blah*
--im listening to radio @ aol...spiffyish...anyways, tsl just came on...i choked on my sour skittles!!! and its up & go...kenny sounds so hott in that song...excuse me...i know its not verry lady-like, but *his voice ish so hott i want to fuck him*...haha, yeah ok so...
--jason and i had a verry important discussion today, about something that only *one person* knows...and if they tell, they will be DEAD...so they shouldnt tell. *coughhintcough*...yeah so, it was a verry important discussion.
-- i had to go to my therapist who says i am extremely mature for my age...she says if she didnt know any better that i was in love, deeply hurt, and trying to find *myself*...thats verry impressive for someone my age....not really.
--i can never decide what to do about my journal...so its been changed once again....woo! ill probably decide i dont like it and want to change it again...oh well.
-- i have to do my math homework...im so tired, i got about 1 hour and a half of sleep last night...dont ask what i was doing.
--im going to see tsl...i still havent comprehended that really...kennys too hott believe already...so in person...im going to faint or something...either that or just make a complete idiot out of myself.
--for some reason i seem to want to talk to someone that i havent seen in like 3 years...they never talk to me now....long story. anyways...since i cant...HI LOGAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--i have been thinking about this, lying in my bed last night...some thoughts were going throught my mind...:
Everyone seems to have forgtten about me
I'm just wondering if you did too
I try so hard to be good to you
I make sure that you get your time
But lately I've felt neglected
Like you didn't even care about me
I've been comtemplating some nasty things
But I haven't been able to do them
For fear that you would dislike me
Can you make me a promise?
Make sure you're there for me
When I need you the most

--ok so, today was boring...i cant really think of what else to say...
--oh, i want a new sn...i have some ideas, but if you have any suggestions, please comment...
--oh and one more thing, ive been going to these random journal thingies lately...either someone has WAY TOO MUCH time on their hands or i found Chris from Dreamstreets journal...i know, it was a shock to me too. i also found *posh spice* journal...well, someone who seems to be *posh spice*...could just be another person with WAY TOO MUCH time on their hands...blah, oh well.*]]_
you know you love me,
whitney

uhh...lets say KENNY! HES HOTTTTTTTTTT!
ok so...more random thoughts/ things im thinking/ whatever the hell i feel like typing/ deep thoughts as well...ok yeah...moving on with this journal entry...
--im not really sure how this goes...but hey!
*kennys love ish like whoa!*
*kennys kiss ish like whoa!*
*kennys touch ish like whoa!*
*kennys ass ish like whoa!*
and finally...
*kennys sex ish like whoa!*...i wouldnt know or anything...cuz yeah.
oh and somtimes i even substitute kenny for *jason*...but i wouldnt know about jasons sex or anything...muahahhaha...
--deep thought....
~**i wish i saved the tears you made me cry, so i could fucking drown you in them +||-
--erm...lyric....
__||*_looking in your eyes i see a paradise so glad that i found you, too good to be true, standing here beside you, want so much to give you this love in my heart that im feeling for you, let them say were crazy, i dont care about that, put your hand in my hand, baby dont ever look back, let the world around us, just fall apart, baby we can make it if were heart to heart...._||+__
||deticated._... to .j.a.s.o.n. im sorry about how i acted, im sorry im such a crummy person, forgive me, i love you, everything i say is true, please believe me. i cant stop thinking about you...ill come over later_..||++
[{answer your phone too...}]--
--lets see...this is a deep thought/ lyric/ whatever the hell else it is... as well...
<||::._I thought I was over you, I thought I didn't care what you did but as you sat there and held my hand for that second or two I realized I never really fell out of love with you maybe just maybe for that split second I thought I didn't care but as she came over and sat beside you and put her head on your shoulder and I saw the smile grow across your face tear welled up inside and suddenly I realized that im losing this race, this race I was never winning in the first place.||::.

and umm...yeah, can you tell that im bored?
ive updated twice today...and yeah...

hmm...radishes?...i had the word radishes stuck in my head all day...stupid fucks, those ppl on 101.5 started talking about *healty foods*...
wootness...im updating...i thought that i should post some really long entry or something...but im not sure what to say. ...i know! random thoughts! thats nice...so...lets see...
--ive developed a new obsession with tbs...wooo <333
--i have a lot of make up work because i was out monday, my mommie didnt wake me up when i missed the alarm...so yeah...you know
--my kazaas not working! fuck the people who run kazaa! i HATE them all! grr!!!
--im going to see tsl...no one i know has really heard of tsl, except for kate of course, oh and kristen...shes coolish!! i had seen her around school before and now im just now talking to her...im such a dumbass...anyways...im seeing tsl, go me!!!
--while we are on the subject of tsl, kenny ish MY *sex god*
--some creepy guy asked me out today, i think he is kind of *special*...lauren made me feel especially good about it too, she said the *special* people like me, i must be so nice...thanks lauren, i <3 you.
--those stupid doctors havent made up their minds...am i depressed or not?...no one knows. fuck them...hmm...i cant think of anything to say...woo!
oh yeah, i just changed the look of this thingymabob...so yeah. *enjoyness*
umm....i think i need to take a survey...or quizzes or something...blah.
you know you love me,
whitney