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:: 2003 15 August :: 6.36 pm

random shit that no one cares about. yay!! random stuff!!!!
i just went to mtv.com to watch 'the best of me' video, since it is after all, the only place that i can find that has it, but what do i find, a shortend piece of crap!
its like not having the video at all, ive always hated mtv, but now i really HATE them with a passion.
ok now for some other random stuff...oh, my friend was playing 'bloddy valentine' by gc *gags* in the car today, i started thinking, thats not so gross after all (what he does to that girls bf...or whatever) i mean...if you really love someone and they deserve SO MUCH BETTER! what would you do....but im not saying i wish to do that, im mentally stable and am not prepared to kill a person anyways...so theres nothing to worry about.
oh and these random journals (see how 'random journals' fits my 'random stuff' topic)...when im bored is fuck i just read them, its all very interesting, ill tell you, ive never read something so pathetic in my entire life (actually i have, i bitched at this one guy, it was sad some of the things i said to him online, like we were actually yelling at eachother, oh and my journal ish pretty pathetic, but thats beside the point...) anyways, this girl had at least like 47 lines about her fascination with snow, honestly, i had no idea it was even humanly possible to have that much to say about some frozen-eviormentally poisoned-unclean snow.
oh and another thing, one of my friends (who i shall not name, out of respect for them) seems to have a problem with having sex in the shower, it seems that she ish going to die a virgin. which is quite interesting when just the other day she was talking about how she wanted to fuck this guy (who i wont name either). i personally see nothing wrong with having sex in the shower, or any place really, as long as its with the right person...oh how nice...i sound like my mother...sick.
i think i need to do another survey to occupy my head with different thoughts and pass time....

CMNT


:: 2003 15 August :: 5.40 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Rufio :: One Slowdance

love sucks...
i could never be more .c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d. in my life and lots of other things are happening to.
one of my best friends jason and i are together, but at the same time no matter what i do i cant get another guy out of my mind, whenever i think about him all these old feelings keep coming back to me.
and i know this is going to sound really stupid, but last night, my mom and i were watching this show, this guy was proposing to his gf and it was so sweet, and instead of thinking of jason, the other guy popped into my head and i couldnt help but thinking thats what i want, but not with jason, with a guy that ill never have a chance with.
so i guess this is growing up...

CMNT


:: 2003 12 August :: 5.51 pm
:: Music: Left Coast Envy::TSL

werd. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!

CMNT

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