well....i havent written in this forever...i have two journals....but i got tired of the other one and i believe everyone forgot that i still write in here....so i thouhgt ill write an entry and see what kinda of comments i get.....hehe oh wellz...im really tired...like emotionally tired....so much crap is going on....my family is slowly fallin apart...my dad is getting worse with his crap...i feel like crap because im lonely and i want someone to be there for me and stuff....and like i want to be in love and crap...but i feel dumb because im too young to worry about that crap...plus i feel dumb in school....things are gettin hard....everything is a mess...i want to redo my layout....so if anyone will help me....i would be happy....hehe.....sorry for makin this short but i got to go do somethign with my mom.....talk later.....most liekly ill update.....bye

CMNT