okay today was a great day till lunch..arg..1st period my teacher decided to mover her test till tomorrow and i actually get whats going to be on the teast...so one score...2nd period at the student affairs office i didnt walk around...so double score...then in 3rd hmmm i took notes and had fun i love that class...cause i have coach karsen and carrie so its all good...4th hmm we made fun of the grl i hate so its always amusing...ahh my mouth burns...dumb pringles..then here comes lunch..i got my damn psat scores back...i got a 920 out of 1600...im so angry with myself...arg...i started crying at lunch..i was just soo frustarated..i want to cry more...but it takes too much energy...i just feel really stupid by gettin a 920...i need at least a 1200 to get into a good college...fuck i really need to get out of here...only reason why im soo mad...i need to get into uf or something out of tampa...i cant stay in tampa at all unless something worth it stops me...if i stay here my dad will still be in control of me and making my life misable...arg it sux...fuck a duck...okay i need to get off that right now...umm 5th period i did nothing but pratice on f-cat writing...i know ill do good on that im a pretty good writer...im so excited for tomorrow because in english we are writing fairy tales in groups...its me carrie jerrica and puja...i cant wait i love writing and being creative and making up characters and making up stories becasue i feel like in another world...i get to create this other world...no bad stuff...i want it to be with faeries..i dont know why...but carrie got me into faeries so at least my character will be a faerie in the story...umm 6th was boring...i hate that class like anyone wouldnt believe...thats why i try so hard to get out...its gay...7th umm chem and it was easy and i understand the stuff...its great...then 8th...hmmm new guy and its brandon hart...he is alright lookin just needs a neck badly...oh wellz...umm hmmm...i got a new bus today and bus driver...i think tomorrow im bringing my blanket...im not goin to 1st, 2nd, 4th, and 6th, and 7th...whosh patio time...i got clubs all those periods so im goin to just tell my teacher i have a club and go and get some friends to go chill on the patio...omg i just said chill...eww...hehe...im cold...brr...monday i got to volunteer...i dont know yet...im trying to get as many people as i can to go...so far i got carrie and jerrica and my sis...so its good and i think my mom is goin to be the head since my teacher might not be able to go...i have no hw today...whosh score for me...umm im goin to go cause i suddenly got sleepy and im goin to wait and see who gets on and chat a bit..who knows...bye bye

CMNT