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punkxtrixie

:: 2003 20 November :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: please take me home :: blink 182 [dont ask]

bleh, another boring day.
woo, so im sick [still]
i talked to kenny for a while today, that was cool, i guess.
then jenni, finally, called me! that was awesome, i love her lots, maybe we might go see senses fail tomorrow night, we still arent sure.
the survey before this entry is mucho long, dont bother reading it, its stupid anyway.
people keep signing off, whatever. i think everyone hates me and is blocking me, but thats cool, because im blocking everyone except for kateness, sean [MAYBE], bryan, jenni, kenny, rach, josh, adam, logan, sammykins, nicole, and kristen, oh and jordan. so if you weren't on this list, talk to me and i might not block you, im tyring to move on [if you can't tell already]. not to mention getting a new sn, wow, im a loser.
my head hurts really really bad, oh well.
i think i am going to go take a shower, showers are always nice.
we have to vote for superlatives, personally...every fucking prep in our school can burn and rot. wow, im really mean today, anyways, i hate voting, i dont think i am going to, its a stupid waste of time.
aim is really stupid, it says i have mail and i have checked it at least seven times, i can assure you i do not have mail.
kateness is getting her aol taken away because of bad grades :[
im sorry kate, and i will miss you lots.
oh yes, i forgot about last night, oh so, i was going to starbucks to get my latte, when all of a sudden, they closed for some emergency or something, so i went next door to panera bread to get an i.c. when i was walking in, i saw mrs. kim from adolescent php, grr...she can go to hell, really she can. so i had to like, hide behind that stone wall thingy, no one knows what im talking about unless they live here, anyways, when i did, this really really REALLY cute cashier dude was like "are you ok? can i help you with anything?" wow, i was like...speechless, im such a dork, oh well. he had at least 6 ear piercings, but not in a bad way, both eyebrows, and a lip ring, wow he was so cute. he was like, tyson with piercings and blue/black emo hair. he rocks my world, im going to panera from now on. hah, wow.
like i said, im going to take a shower and marinate in soap now [haha kate, like bailey!]
thats all, i hate you :D
whit

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punkxtrixie

:: 2003 19 November :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: bloody romance :: senses fail

a one million question survey [so it seems]
i am in a bitchy mood, so im taking a survey...weird, eh?
but, i dont think i am bored enough...oh well *cough*


Name: whitney, whit...whatever you want i guess
birthday: july 19th
sign: cancer..stupid questions
candles: you know that already...another stupid question
sex: female
locatoin: raleigh...how boring
school: carroll, unfortunately
glasses/contacts: no
braces: no
fat/skinny: uhm...average?
tall/short: i guess i am short

do you like ketchup: sometimes
do you like mustard: no, it burns...
do you like mayonaise: ew, no its very sick
do you like pickles: yes
do you like boys or girls: guys, very much so
do you like pickle relish (yuck): yes...it is not yuck
do you like chicken: i dont like meat very much
do you like spinach: no, but only in pesto
do you have any siblings: yes
what are their names: gracie
how old are they: 13
do you have any pets: yesh
what are their names: rueben and fannie
what kind of pets are they: 2 kitties
do you like school: no :]
if you could choose anyone to rule the world who would you choose: happy bunny
do you like pokemon: no...
do you talk to voices in your head: no...what are you on?
do they tell you to do stuff: how could they possibly tell me to do stuff if they dont exist?
do you listen: no...
have you ever had wet dreams about someone: uh...no
how often do you talk on the phone: not very much
how often do you surf the web: pretty often
how often do you hang out with friends: alot
do you have a bf/gf: yes
do you love them: no
have you ever loved anyone: yes
have you ever made-out with someone: *silence*
are you loopy: uh..no.
have you ever broke any bones: yes
if so, which ones: i shattered my ankle...it was cool.
how often do you shower: every morning and every night..i know, im very weird
which group do you hang out with at school: no one really, i just talk to people
do you get good grades: hah..
do you always get in trouble: define "always"...
do you get along with your parents: no
are you gonna go to college: yes
who is your best girl friend: kateness or jenni
who is your best boy friend: sean, jason, or kenny lol
who do you talk to the most on the phone: sean probably
who do you talk to the most on the net: sean again
do you like email or snail mail better: snail mail, its more fufilling...if that makes sense
do you like gold or silver jewlery: silver
have you ever prank called a 1-800 number: hah...yes
have you ever tried to impress your crush and ended up embaressing yourself: not really, i just talk to them and i am stupid so they laugh...oh well
what are you most afraid of: losing someone more than i already have lost them
are you weird: yesh, very
how long does it take you to get ready for school: not that long
do you have a crush: yes..
what are there names: like i would tell you
do they like you: i know at least two of them do
do you sleep with one pillow or two: a lot of them
do you like coffee: yes
if not, howz come: uhm...
what is the longest you have went out with someone: 11 months
do you regret it: no regrets...ever.
how do you know the person who sent this to you: i love them lol


where?
do you want to live? paris or italy...its...exoitc
is the most fun place to go? uhm...fun places? i dont know...
do you want to meet your husband/wife? well yeah...
do you want to go heaven or hell? heaven
do you want to get married? sure..

what...
Do you like to do? various things
was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on? uhm...this past summer at beach cove..it was spiffy
friend is always there? kateness *i heart you* [not in that way]
relative sends you the most money for christmas? my "papa"
do you like about your church or school clique? nothing :D
do you want to be when you grow up? a designer of some sort
do you want your husbands name to be? kenny, i like that name. hah...
is your favorite sport? skate boarding?
is your favorite piece of clothing? my chucks, they are comfy and i love them lots

have you, in the last 24 hrs...
Cried? yes
gotten in major trouble? no
cut your hair? yes, actually
ate a meal? yes
hugged someone? yes, i like hugs, they are nice
kissed someone? *silence*
made a new friend? no, thank god...
lost something? the phone, im still looking for it...


have you ever...
Been so drunk you passed out? *slience*
gone out in public in your pajamas? yes, i went to ihop...they had no idea what hit them...hah.
had an imaginary friend? sure
cried during a chick flick? yes, i know..im a little emo bitch
owned a new kids on the block cd? hah, yeah
gotten in a car accident? yes
liked someone so much you cried? you mean loved
cussed when your parents were around? well, there was this one time...lol
told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch? no way, i love her a real lot
sung in front of the mirror? haha, yes, *punk rock princess* wooo!
made faces in the mirror? hah, yea
spent more than one hour on your hair? i sometimes wave it or curl it
sleep- walked talked in your sleep? hah, i talk in my sleep all the time
watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? nope
gone caroling? oh god, once my mother made me go in the 3rd grade *shudders*



movies…
what is the funniest movie you ever saw? i dont know.
what is the stupidest movie? i dont know that either
which movie could you watch over and over? sixteen candles, the breakfast club, or pretty in pink
what was the last movie you saw? elf
who do you go to the movies with? kateness
what movie mad you cry the most? titanic
did you like titanic? wow you are psychic, no not really...it was sad

if you were stranded on an island…
who would you take? kenny, my kittie, kateness, drama, and the ice cream man
who would you take if you only had two people you could bring? wow...uhm, i dont know lol
what three things would you bring? soap, whipped cream and a telescope
what island would you want to be stranded on? uhm...some random abandoned one in the caribean
what animal would you kill for food? uhm...no animals...thats evil
would you write on the sand “help!”? no
would you panic or relax? relax and have kinky sex...no, im kidding.



would you ever...
Jump out of a plane? no, i hate heights, but sure
kiss your best guy friend (or if you’re a guy girl friend)? sure!
go bunjy jumping? why not...
stay in your room for a whole day? yes
go in the snow without clothes? uhm..i might get real sick...so i dont know
skinny dip? sure!
drink salt water? i have, and i burns your throat
touch road kill? ew no...
take a job even if it meant you’d be away from your guy/girl? it depends what it is
smile at your worst enemy? no..i would do my *evil smirk*
play 8,000 bowling games in one night? i would probably pass out before the 4,000th one
go to reno to get married? why not
gamble? sure
bring shorts to minnesota? oh ...sure, why not
have a make-out party? OH YAY! i mean, sure, if it would make everyone else happy.
throw a party without your parents? uh...definetly.
go to a foreign country? of course, france and italy please
fly a plane? no..

who.....
If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? uhm, i have no idea. probably a needy/homeless person
if you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person ? i dont know...
on this earth,who would you take? that doenst make any sense
who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? a person, if you want to know, ask me
if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? jenni!
let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? a person, again, if you want to know so bad ask
what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be? no one

what......
What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? scream
if all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be? x-ray vision, so i could see through walls and stuff, like...i dont know..it would just be cool
if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)? change everything bad in the past, and uhm...that i am always so dependent
what is your dream career? designer of some sort
what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? hahha...ask me yourself and ill tell you
if you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be? uhm...i dont know lol
what is the thing you care about most in your life? ask me that too, lol

which one......
Winter or summer? winter
the beach or the mountains? beach, surfing <3
pop or punk? punk
rock or rap? rock
new york or l.A.? new york
milk chocolate or dark chocolate? dark chocolate...im weird.
dogs or cats? cats
britney or christina? neither
leno or letterman? uh...i dont know.
mtv or vh1? mtv
country or classical? haha, uhm...country, for kate!
day or night? night
lake or ocean? ocean
waffles or pancakes? uhm...both of them make me sick, so i dont know.
soccer or football? football
baseball or swimming? baseball, guys...tight pants, self explanitory
chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
sugar or spice? spice
grisham or canyon vista? uhm...i don know.
eminem-please stand up or please shut up? oh lol...uhm, please, shut up :D

random....
If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? sixteen candles, she gets jake, what a lucky bitch :[
if you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like? kenny, of course!
if you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? give it to needy peoples
what is the single most embarressing thing that has ever happened to you? haha, wow long story...lol

have you ever.....
Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? lol yes, i tripped at the tsl show, infront of senses fail...wow.
run into a wall? yesh
sleep walked? once.
gone skinny-dipping? haha, wow.
kissed someone of the same sex? ehh...no.
snuck out of the house at night? lol twice!
gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver? no
laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? haha, no
started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? haha, yeah
swallow a bug? no, but in the thrid grade i was riding my little barbie bike and a fly flew up my nose :[
have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? no lol
if so what was it? uhm...i just said i didnt
say a few things about the person who sent this too you..... they rock my socks?

~*~*would you ever*~*~
eat bugs purposely? oh my, no way
commit a crime? uhm...it depends what it was.
change your religion? no, why? this is confusing me.
lie to your parents? oh, all the time
jump over a waterfall? ooh, that sounds fun...sorta.
change clothes in front of an open window? i did that once...haha, on summer vacation, but i was at the top of the hotel, so no one could see me, at least i hope not, or they would have died
dress up as the opposite sex for an important event? hah, no but jonathan did that once..lol
go out at night dressed in something like a black trenchoat and sunglasses? uhh...sure...
sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers? no, i dont sing infront of people
tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you? how much older? like..22? sure, why not

~*~*have you ever*~*~
lied to your parents about something really important? yes
have your life threatened? haha, yes actually, its a funny story though
stumbled across fbi secrets online? uhm...no
stayed up until the morning light talking online? yes. lol im a dork...wow.
made people give you really wierd glances? haha yes!
if yes, how? lol...looong story.
read a shakespeare play? yes.
talked in your sleep? haha, all the time unfortunately
what did you say? alot of things that shouldnt have been said...lol, thats a long story too
sung at a kareoke bar? i told you, i dont sing in front of people...

**love/like**
who do i have a crush on: hah, like i would tell you
who do u like: like i would tell you that either
have you ever gone out with them: two of them i have...
have you ever kissed them: one of them
do you wanna kiss them: well i obviously have if i like them...stupid people
what is the farest you have gone with a guy/girl: *slience*
are you a virgin: hah, thats funny.

thats all, i hate you so0o much. :]
whit

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punkxtrixie

:: 2003 18 November :: 9.45pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: pink roses :: glassjaw

i just dont know.
all i know is that i dont think i did anything wrong but it seems that way, and im so sorry for whatever i have done to anyone.
i think nikki, sean, matt, jason, danny, kateness, jenni, and everyone else hate me and im so so sorry for everything.
they won't talk to me at all. i love them all very very much, and they wont talk to me.
everyone seems to be not talking to me at all now, i think i will just leave.
and jeni is sad, i read her journal :[
im so sorry jeni, i wish i could make it all better for you. like...just take the pain for you. you are a very cool person, and dont deserve it, any of it.
and matt, hes not talking to me that much lately, that makes me sad. i love him alot, i love him so much. hes so good to me, i dont deserve him, as anything.
and i think that everyone is just getting tired of my whining now, im getting a new woohu, and changing my sn, if you want it that bad you will ask for it, but im blocking everyone else. i love you all very very much. and i dont want to do anything to hurt you, you are all very cool people.
and im sorry for whatever i obviously did, im sorry for everything...and im just sorry, i dont even know.
i just really really need to talk to someone right now, but whatever, ill just go.
whit

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