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2003 15 November :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: i have no idea...
:: Music: something coporate :: punk rock princess
wow, extreme boredness.
wooo so, i got on at kates, then signed off, then i had to go to the store for my mom [how fun] and now i am here woo...i guess. i dont know...its way too boring to be saturday night, i really cant believe it, but oh well.
kennys on, hes really sweet, i cant believe he takes the time to talk to his fans, hes so awesome. i know i'd never do that, so i respect that....and hes just like a regular guy, which is what i love about him...and thats all im going to say.
also, im talking to bryan...jennis bf...hes so hot...im trying so hard not to hate her lol..not really, shes like my best friend and i love her lots.
i stopped talking to sean a while ago, and now matt's not takling, whatever...we never talk, but i like him lots too, so its all ok.
i dont think i like my work very much,...im always rushed and i hate it, besides, i already have to pick up my sis for her shit all the time, but i love her too.
i think im noticing a pattern...i love everyone too much.
JENNI CALL ME DAMNIT!
i am so tired of calling you and having your brother answer the phone and sound dead...i think your parents hate me, they shouldnt hate me though, i love them.
so yea...im just gonna go, if anyone still wants to go to the matchbook romance/senses fail show call me.
also, alli with an i and sedona are playing at the brewery the 21st...whoever wants to go call me and we could go together? i dont know...oh well.
yea, thats about it, bye.
whit
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2003 15 November :: 12.23am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: kate going "when i move you move..."
surveyness. woot.
| How Long Have You Been Self-Injuring?: | a few years | | What Type Of Self-Injuring Do You Do (cutting, burning, hitting, etc.)?: | cutting, burning, hitting...all of it. mostly cutting | | What Triggers You Do Harm Yourself?: | everything :D im so positive... | | How Do You Feel As You Are Harming Yourself?: | peaceful | | How Do You Feel Afterwards?: | relieved | | Where Do You Usually Harm Yourself?: | arms, wrist, legs, sometimes my stomach | | Have You Ever Needed Medical Attention After Harming Yourself?: | once, i went to the hospital after passing out | | Who Knows About What You Do?: | like...everyone, uhm, kate, mommie, lauren, robin, jason, rachy, nikki, sean...people | | Why Do You Self-Injure?: | because i feel like it | | Think Back To The First Time You Did It, What Made You Do It?: | because i was mad/bored | | Does Harming Yourself Really Make Everything Better?: | yes, it really does | | Are You Currently Seeing A Therapist, Phsyciatrist, Or Any Other Doctor?: | yes, and they need to go and die. | | If So, Is It Because You Self-Injure?: | one of the reasons | | What, If Anything, Would Get You To Stop?: | nothing. | | How Often Do You Harm Yourself (Daily, Weekly, Monthly, etc.)?: | whenever i feel like it...i did it today. | | Do You Know Anyone Else Who Self-Injures?: | jenni, kateness...people | | Do You Have Any Scars From It?: | yes. | | Do You Harm Yourself Even When You're Happy Or Have Had A Good Day?: | yes, i know im weird. | | Do You Isolate Yourself From Others Because Of What You Do?: | no, i am already not very talkative...so whatever | | Does It Help To Talk To People About It?: | no. | | When Was The Last Time You Harmed Yourself?: | today, i already said that | | If You Found Out Your Best Friend Did It Too, What Would You Do?: | let her vent and always be there for her, i love kateness | | Do You Do It For Attention?: | no. fuck everyone. | | Have You Ever Been Confronted About It And Lied About What Happened?: | yes. | | Have You Ever Tried To Kill Yourself?: | why do you think i have scars on my wrist now? | | Are You Suicidal Right Now?: | not at the moment, but i do hate lots of things... | | Are You Angry Or Depressed More Often?: | depressed, im not a very angry person... | | What Would You Tell Someone Who Is Thinking About Hurting Themselves?: | dont do it | | Does Time Really Heal All Wounds (Both Emotional & Physical)?: | no. |
Self-Injury Quiz brought to you by BZOINK!
wooo...thats all.
bye.
whit
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2003 14 November :: 11.41pm
:: Mood: i have a sore throat :[
:: Music: the tv...some stupid show that nicole's watching. go and die :[
uhm....pickles.
woo...yes so i'm at kates and this is so much fun...uhm...yea its so much fun...fun fun fun [not really]
but i love kate and her house is so much more cool than mine is. because mine is just boring...and yea.
yea so i guess we are having fun.
but kate's step sister nicole is a major pest and shes just sitting here watching her stupid shows and annoying us and she just won't leave us alone, thank god she isnt wearing her ierland skirt [lol, kate, its a cool skirt though, i want it!]
wooo...so0 yea, nothing to do, it's so boring.
i was talking to sean and matt but they arent taking anymore, whatever, the only bad thing about kate's house is that no one can call, and i can't call anyone. i want to call kenny or adam [hot emo people] or matt from school [he has really hot emo hair]
woo, yeah so i am a loser, lol we were at the movies, we saw elf [shut up, i like that movie] and uhm...there was this really hot guy, he looked exactly like kenny [tsl] woo, and i wouldn't shut up, he was beautiful...lol i should have talked to him or something i don't know...but when we got out to the lobby, or whatever you want to call it, he was gone :[
*sigh* oh well, not like anything would happen with us anyways.
my throat hurts really bad, i think nicole made me sick, i hate you nicole i really do. burn, rot and then go die >:]
kate's playing solitare, oh so fun...not, im making a new screenname, its gonna be like... ohsoretro or something, lol i dont know...i was just in the bathroom at the movies and then i was like "oh! i have a new idea for a screenname!"
ok so far i have like....i dont know alot of sns? they are:
crazybeatifulo
xtakingbackemox
effed up xoxo
crazyxburrito [for nikki of course]
and more..i just don't know, because my friends make me ones...and i just...dont use them, oh well.
so yes, thats all...ill probably talk to everyone tomorrow at my house, jenni's coming over and shes so cool!
I LOVE MY WIFEY JENNI SO MUCH!!
thats all. bye!
whit
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