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Moments That Mean Too Much

you know, the things you don't want to remember at all
are the things you always remember the most.
like that night you said 'i love you.'
hell, i even thought it meant something,
but nothing means anything anymore.
i should have listened to your eyes instead.
those charming blue eyes,
they were covered in lies.
yet i still can't seem to get them out of my head.

i keep on getting this sinking feeling in my stomach,
maybe that's where my heart has fallen.
it's time like these when i realize i need you
when the tears get tiring but they don't stop rolling.
and all i need is just one more night..
just tell me that you need me too.
tell me you were only scared,
just tell me that you even cared.
(it's thoughts like these that bring me to you.)

and i've still been waiting up by the phone
just in case you change your mind.
(i have a feeling i'll be waiting for a few forevers,
but then again a few forevers would be worth the wait.)
and now i know what they mean when they talk about heartbreak
and how it never really goes away.
the nights spent in your clutch;
moments that mean too much.
now i wish i would have just asked you to stay..

and now i still dream about you all the time.
god i wish it would just stop..

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