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cutie2187

:: 2004 6 March :: 9.33am

gosh doug got me into kings of choas...hmm great game...i already got like 6 human people thingys...yes this is what i do when im bored now...play with this game...hmm im already addicted and discovered a few things with this "site"...hehe..well i got to go...everyone please go to the site at the bottem of this and dont even join just follow the directions and click the number...bye bye everyone

http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=j9n6c3m9

Tell Myself Goodbye
by Dead Poetic

These words roll of my tongue like second nature.
But I’m far from my womb, and you know I’m far from you.
So when do I come back to you?
Was this already written or have I fallen so far…
I can’t tell the light from the dark.

I thought you had me forever.
But I’m sure you thought the same about me.
And I’m sorry, so sorry.

These dreams run through my head that frolic through some tube of my brain.
I’m going insane, I’ve forgotten my name.
So I’ll use yours, like a dropped friend I wish I never left.
I wish I never left you. I wish I never left you.
I can’t tell the light from the dark.

I thought you had me forever.
But I’m sure you thought the same about me.
And I’m sorry, so sorry.

Winter’s come early this year.
Like a bird in the rain, I’ve tortured my everything.

The rain falls, and I never meant to leave you standing.

CMNT


cutie2187

:: 2004 5 March :: 4.11pm

today kicked ass...hmm it just rocked...last night was pretty bad...now there is a hole in the wall that i hope someone fixes but its not my problem so fuck them...my dad makes me soo fucking insecure but i guess it will take time to get over and then become insecure again...this is why i dont trust guys AT ALL...anywho i got something i really wanted today but i cant say cause the shcool wont let me..damn it oh wellz....i missed cesar all fucking morning cause he came to school late...i was soo tempted to call him during 2nd but it was probably too early...oh wellz...im tired...tomorrow will be fun me and olivia and our mommies are going shopping...yippy...im going to go buy some cloths..cause i need an outfit for nhs....only bad thing that marcos is going to the induction is because he will meet my dad...yuck...i like to prevent this things.....oh wellz....he only going to be a "friend"....i lost my black nail polish...i need to find it....oh yea coach wood calls me a gothic vally girl...then this guy in my class calls me pepper ann...im like wtf...hehe...i found out something today but i forgot....i guess it wasnt that important....oh wellz...im going to go cause thaimi is going to call any minute...peace....bye

Memory
by Sugarcult

this may never start
we could fall apart
and not be your memory
lost your sense of fear
feelings insincere
can now be your memory

so get back back
back to where we lasted
just like i imagine
i could never feel this way
so get back back
back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same

this may never start
i'll tear us apart
could now be your enemy
losing half our years
waiting for you here
i'd be your anything
so get back back
back to where we lasted
just like i imagine
i could never feel this way
so get back back
back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same

this could never start
tearing out my heart
and id be your memory
lost your sense of fear 
feelings disappear
can not be your memory

so get back back
back to where we lasted
just like i imagine
i could never feel this way
so get back back
back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holding on to feel the same

this could never start
we could fall apart
and id be your memory
lost your sense of fear
feelings insincere
can not be your memory
can not be your memory

CMNT


cutie2187

:: 2004 4 March :: 8.23pm

im so tired...my dad has began again with his shit...he makes me feel so horrible..i iwsh one day i could be perfect for him...i work so hard for him i do everything just to make him happy...i dont know what else i can do...i hate him so bad...the sad part of all this im attracted to guys just like my father...im terried about that...arg he hurts me so bad...i have panic attacks now because of him...yes if people dont know what they are...they are not lovely...they are really umm odd...but im going to go...i did the dumbest thing tonight too...i called alex cesar and he looked so hurt...i didnt know what to do...im fucking horrible...arg...bye

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