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2004 29 January :: 9.00pm
i decided today no more writing for ahwile from donna unless its music lryics or poems i written no real entries...bye homies
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2004 28 January :: 5.21pm
:: Mood: mixed!!!
okay well today i decided im not writing in this thing for a while...hmm i dont know why...but ill still post an entry every once in a while...maybe tomorrow and do it daily for once....hehe i dont know me and my indecisiveness...so now im going to make another complete entry...i think the moon is full...anywho...today was actually pretty interesting and funny...well i got my tests back in algebra 2 and on my tests i got one A, one B, and one C...yup go me!...then i work in the office and the last two days have been hell cause my teacher person has been absent...oh wellz...yea but it was funny today cause i had like a line of 10 ppl signing in and marcos walks in and i let him cut in front of everyone...i was like oops i didnt notice...hehe...umm 3rd...me and carrie are nuts and vince...hmm he is umm him...i dont know there is something about him...he is a cool one...then there is 4th...i refuse to do anything in that class cause i dont agree with what has happened in the last couple days...i hate the ib kids in there...i hate how they control everything...its not a fucking dictatorship now..then lunch hmm mike was there...so crystal was happy and i undressed marcos half way...its fun unbuttoning someone and they not noticing...its great...then 5th i was going to go to B lunch but then when i got the pass i decided to not go...i dont know what stopped me but w.e....its okay...then came 6th...i got out and went to C lunch...that lunch if alright...me and nessa went to the side so we could exchange shirts...well i had my top off but my jacket around me so i was fine...but some how it opened and flashed some girls walking by...then the bell rang so i had to rush and figure out how to get my shirt on...w/e hehe...then umm 7th i hate mr.zale...oh wellz...its okay..it was alright today...then hmm 8th...omg im going to kill someone there...me and jerrica was looking at andrew's ass and of course i get caught looking so the whole class thinks i like him...umm noo...he is good looking..but no...so now i concluded i have a love pentagon...its nuts..i like a few guys and a few like me...so its good in the hood but donna wants to be single...hehe whosh singleness rocks...i love flirting and having my fun..omg i forgot to leave the best parts out...the next two weekends are going to be a blast...this weekend im going to nessas house...me and crystal and her and daniel and cyrus and paul are going to her house and we are all going swimming and taking pictures and having a band meeting and stuff...yea it will be fun and for next week on friday with no school we are all going to the fair...me and crystal and mike and carrie...me and carrie are going off alone to go pick us up some hot ass high school guys that also have friday off...plus im hoping to see ppl from middle school for some reason to see what happened...it will be fun...i think marcos might go...i dont know...maybe who knows...i realized that cesar lives close to me if he lives close to nessa...thats cool...yes yes...well hmm anymore shit happened???...i dont know but if i left something out im me...hehe...bye bye carrie my lvoe and the carrier of my chilld...bye bye jerrica my turtle lover...bye bye cesar my muffin man...and bye to everyone i luv!...ill write tomorrow...brrr cold......PEACE BYE!~
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2004 27 January :: 4.22pm
i can sit here and think about everything...i understand why people kill themselves...i feel it...i dont know how to explain it...but i just think why do they get that far...just why...i mean you know how many times i actually wanted to die and how many times i tried but something stopped me from going too far...i just think and then i realize why i dont kill myself and why some other dont...you know around every road you find a sercret, surprise, a learning experience, or just something worth living for...all these unexpected things just makes life worth coming...it may be painful or it may be beneficial...who knows...just that little thing in life that you dont know thats coming makes it worth while...i dont know anything...
like i say before...life is gay deal with it...and time is the only medication for anything..
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