My Parents are gay man...we got in a lil fight and they threatened to cut my internet and actually went throught the phone and acted like it....wow gayness...and they didnt actually cut it...w/e...as long as i have my internet...lots went down hill from there...im soo emotionally unstable right now that its not funny...this morning i had a bit of breakdown with carrie...i dont know why but i just took her to the side since she was the only one there and talked to her and broke down crying...its soo out of my element...i dont let ppl see me cry at all and i dont let people know me and my weeknesses...i feel really bad cause everyone doesnt know whats really wrong...i mean thats a part of it...but i havent really talked to anyone about anything...i feel bad but i cant right now...i dont know how to talk to myself and explain it to me...im really messed up oh wellz...tomorrow ill complain to my mom to call the place to get a reccomindation for a therapist or something...i need one...i just need to talk things through and just figure it out...cause i cant seem to figure it out to myself...but w/e...my mom is goin to see a therapist too...she has like anxiety issues and some others...its gay...lots of gay thingys...plus then there is the marcos thing and then freddie who heard something but im not sure...arg confusion...oh wellz...i dont care...well im goin to go....man i love my new layout...so pretty...hehe...im goin to go work on carries now...bye bye

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