Stop Smacking My Ass...I Don't Know
I redid my layout...i really really really like it...im thinking of making more layouts and putting them on webpages or soemthing...not sure...i want to create a webpage but i dont know where to begin...im really excited about the idea...i just got to think...anywho i had a couple shitty days...i havent really spoken to anyone about anything....I really havent felt like it...so no one really knows whats going through my brain...sorry...well i really hate this girl named jessica...i dont hate her...i just dislike her right now...b/c she is having issues with one of my friends and then with my sister...she tells me all this shit and expects me to do something...i dont know what to do and if im forced to choose between people...sorry i choose my sis and my friend...but im not gettin much into that because i finally got over it a bit and i dont want to get reangry...it jsut frustarates me so much how pathetic a person can be...my teeth hurt...ouchy...umm let me think...marcos asked me out...i told him i didnt know...i just dont know what to do right now...im in this like love pentagon...it sux...this weekend another break for donna...score...i talked to my mom and she finally agreed to get me a therapist or something...i finally bugged her enough...and now i just have to bug her to call for the therapist...man its a really good thing...this weekend me and crystal are goin to go work out...plus i think me and carrie are goin to go take dance classes too...i love dancing...its really great...umm and if i learn it will even be better and i can get evern more fit...man i havent really eaten in like 3 weeks...i just havent been hungry...its weird...hmm...im really pissed...w/e...im just going to go cause im just ahh...whatever people suck...and a lot of people think im suicidal...ill tell you guys tomorrow about it...cesar loves my layout...he loves the link and scroll bar...like i know why...oh yea i get to do carries journal layout...whoo hoo...excitement..bye bye

CMNT