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fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 12 January :: 7.14pm
:: Music: Coldplay-yellow

hmmm...
right now i dont feel much. its strange. i watch everyone lately..soak it all in. i dont talk much these days. its because i dont have a lot to say.

i wish i was with my friends all the time. they make me forget everything. i need that often. just to forget.

6 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 11 January :: 5.32pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd-On the Run

it bit me.
well. this weekend was good. i saw my old friend jenni..that i havent seen for three years. it was awesome. got kicked outta spencers...if ya want to know why..just ask. *shakes head*

now im home. looking at the homework i didnt start. i think thats as far as im gonna get. looking.

9 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 9 January :: 4.31pm

i had a weird dream..so im gonna write about it because its one of the few i actually remember..skip over it if you wish.

so i was at school..only our school was like 6 stories high and there wasnt any class rooms. people were just grouped together working on different subjects. i could see down to the first floor. this kid on the first floor all of a sudden was running around on fire. my friends and I laughed. than someone tried to help him and they caught on fire..after about a min they both fell and died, while they were still on fire. than another kid burst into flames and died. we were all still laughing. throughout this whole time bullets were getting shot through the school from outside. there was this sign that blinked saying what floor was gonna be shot at next. i was watching the different floors and said "if it says our floor im going to the second floor" so than it blinked 3rd floor so i ran down to the second floor. than i heard the people scream and the door closed and i was trapped in this little hall. my only way out was if i believed in god. than the door would open.

i woke up.

it was one fucked up dream..i must say.

8 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 9 January :: 4.06pm
:: Music: Anti-Flag-Turncoat

Its fucked up that our society goes "Shes a virgin, and shes 18? what the fuck is wrong with her?" I mean, our society actually holds something against nice girls-michelle

very true.

3 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 8 January :: 7.01pm

i have noticed my entrys are angry lately..so lets update with something pointless shall we..
so today i get my science paper back. ..and i get 100% even though i wrote ravioli as five of the answers..

..needless to say..ravioli was not the answer to any of the questions.

..and theres my pointless entry, later kids.

10 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 7 January :: 5.02pm
:: Music: System of a Down-Sugar

i have to learn to ignore stupid fucks.

im starting today.

10 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 6 January :: 7.43pm
:: Music: Glassjaw-Piano

I'll stop being a bitch as soon as you stop being a..
dick bastard.

14 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 5 January :: 3.53pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes

two songs by Bright Eyes..read..please..
Bright Eyes - Don't know when.. [Lyrics: Click + to display]+


Bright Eyes - Lover I don't have to Love [Lyrics: Click + to display]+


well. i would much rather be back to my dull life. atleaste there wasnt any homework. school sucks.

1 *ride* | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 4 January :: 5.41pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes-Make War

i have a goal in life now:
to find every Bright Eyes cd and buy it.

yeah.

17 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 4 January :: 12.03pm

so i left this piece of chocolate on top of my mint gum last night. i took a bite of the chocolate and it tasted like mint...isnt that crazy..maybe not.

also.

wheres all the snow that was promised to get school cancelled? fucking weather fucks.

8 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 4 January :: 9.20am
:: Music: Coheed & Cambria-Blood Red Summer

too early for an entry.
i am so sick of people complaining about not having a boyfriend/girlfriend. if you are so fucking dependent on someone else to make you happy you are pitiful.

so if you are going to complain to me about being alone. dont.

or

if you are going to complain to me about who you are dating. dont.

have i mentioned to fuck off?
yeah. rant is finished. *smiles*

8 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 3 January :: 4.06pm
:: Music: A Static Lullaby-Lip Gloss and Letdown

i got my hair cut. too short. i dont like it much. *shrugs* its just hair, it'll grow back.

I've swallowed nails so i can never say your name..now words are heard through my eyes-A Static Lullaby/Love to Hate, Hate to Me

4 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 1 January :: 9.37pm
:: Music: A Perfect Circle-Pet

im bored. and yeah.
d o y o u
HAVE A BAD HABIT? swearing, not applying myself, saying girls are hot, drawing bunnies, pie.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: im scared to drive. sad huh?

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: i dont watch tv much. i guess that 70s show
CONDITIONER: *points*
BOOK: The Perks of being a Wallflower
MAGAZINE: AP
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: water
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: your mom. oh and bunnies.

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: a few times.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: mmmaybe
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes, many.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: yup
USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: oh yes.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: i dont think so, how could you fall asleep in the shower? *wonders* thatd be awfully interesting.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: no. they cry. i watch..try not to laugh.

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: no
GIRLFRIEND: hell yes!
CHILDREN: of course!
CURRENT CRUSH: psshh..like i would tell you.
BEEN IN LOVE?: maybe.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: sure
BEEN HURT?: when i cut off my hand. it hurt a little, not too bad.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: umm.. you.
GONE OUT WITH SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: i wish
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: pink floyd
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: green
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: music
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: dead sexy men, who let me touch them.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: The Vines
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: i would list people. but, i dont want to offend others.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: your mom.

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
THING YOU PURCHASED: cd
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: i dont recall.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: lotr ; rotk

at the end of this survey all i was thinking was..why were the questions in caps.

9 *ride*s | *ride my star*


fadingfallenstar

:: 2004 1 January :: 2.25am
:: Music: Pink Floyd-Time

new years was alright. consisted of playing halo. me losing. watching the fucking ball drop. playing halo. me losing.

now im home. yup. happy fucking new year.

(there goes my new years resolution...it was cutting down on swearing..)
*shrugs*

6 *ride*s | *ride my star*


purplesmurfs

:: 2003 30 December :: 7.56pm

Im scared to death
That your just a dream
Something to fill my head
And another fall to the ground
Afraid to get too close
Have my heart torn in pieces
So would you mind at all
If I just stayed right here
And let you come to me
I dont want to screw up
Because you mean so much to me
Dont want to lose you
But I dont know what else to do

*ride my star*

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