<b>...stars dont always shine forever...<b>

:: 2003 23 October :: 8.05pm

please just....DIE!

DIIIIIEEEE!!!!!

please..........?

:: 2003 23 October :: 7.34pm

And even if her plane crashes tonight
she'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage,
or drowning at the bottom of the sea-Brand New/Jude law and a Semester Abroad

:: 2003 23 October :: 7.06pm
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat-naked in the city again

theres so much i want to say...but im not going too. meh. today was alright.

it seems the only person that i can have an intelligent conversation with...and who undertsands me is kate. thanks.

"I dont want anything to do with that family"
THANK GOD!!!! FINALLY!!!! *smiles*
that made me so happy to hear that, you dont even know.

well i might be going to the game tomorrow...anyone else going...tell me.

:: 2003 23 October :: 6.40am

::15 Random Favorites::
1: blackness
2: dirty chuck taylors
3: hugs
4: my friends
5: hoodies
6: bondage pants
7: starbursts!
8: humor
9: being evil mwah ha ha
10: rock music
11: black eye liner
12: bracelets
13: your mom
14: taking back sunday
15: writing songs
::14 Favorite Foods::
1: chocolate!
2: macaroni
3: cheese pizza
4: chips
5: cheeze-its
6: uhh...
7: peanut m and m's
8: chicken noodle soup
9: hmmm
10: too
11: many
12: fucking
13: qustions
14: !!!!
::13 Most Watched Shows::
1: That 70's show
2: King of the Hill
3: Jackass
4: The Simpsons
5: Real World
6: hmm...
7: uh...
8: ...
9: your mom?
10: ...
11: mmhhmmm...
12: ummm...
13: hmmmm....
::12 Good Bands in your Opinion::
1: Taking Back Sunday
2: Saves The Day
3: The Used
4: AFI
5: Thursday
6: The Get Up Kids
7: Hot Hot Heat
8: The Distillers
9: Brand New
10: System of a Down
11: Tsunami Bomb
12: The yeah yeah yeahs
::11 Memories::
1: too many to list
2: ..
3: ..
4: ..
5: ..
6: ..
7: ..
8: ..
9: ..
10: ..
11: ..
::10 Close Friends::
1: erika
2: kevin
3: stacey
4: kate
5: jenny
6: Becky
7: RAYCH
8: ...
9: ...
10: ...
::09 Things you're looking forward to::
1: graduating
2: getting my liscence
3: finding someone i love
4: your mom
5: sex, ah ha ha
6: hmmm...
7: uhhh..
8: yeeaahh..
9: yup.
::08 Things you wear daily::
1: hoodie
2: pants
3: chucks
4: bracelets
5: shirt
6: cool socks
7: underwear
8: bra
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1: teachers
2: math
3: 'HIM"
4: my dad
5: people who want attention
6: posers
7: people that are stuck on themselves
::06 Things You Touch Everyday::
1: people
2: messenger bag
3: your mom
4: your dog
5: ...
6: yeah.
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
2: Billy madison
3: Happy Gilmore
4: A Walk to Remember
5: hmm...
::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
1: your
2: mom
3: is
4: hot
::03 People You Have Kissed::
1: grrr
2: rawr
3: ...
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs::
1: your so last summer-tbs
2: the taste of ink-the used
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1: havent found them yet

Countdown brought to you by BZOINK!

:: 2003 22 October :: 8.22pm

a very intelligent statement i stated today:
"If you wake up dead...I killed you"

yes...so far after saying this i got:
*becky laughing for 5 min*
Kate says:
hahaha, it's great!
and..
Tabletop53: that's great!

yeaaaahhhh...thats right.

:: 2003 22 October :: 7.44pm

so much for not updating...
i have a feeling that if i jumped off a bridge, they would not only jump farther and with more grace than i did...but when i died from the fall, they would live.

:: 2003 22 October :: 4.37pm

that describes exactly how i am...hehe.
holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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:: 2003 21 October :: 6.26am

its too early.

i hate him so much. i have never tried so hard to like someone...just to even accept his existence. if theres one thing in my life i regret is ever meeting him. i hope i never see him again...unless hes dead or I have a gun in my hand. while everyone cried for his death, I'd ~~smile~~ laugh. is it wrong to have that strong of a hate for someone...wait i dont care.

anyways...im not gonna update woohu anymore, im not even gonna read it...why read something that only pisses me off.

:: 2003 20 October :: 4.17pm
:: Music: The Get Up Kids-Campfire Kansas

i love the get up kids...hehe. today was good. i guess. seeing everyone put me in a good mood.

god i hate them. sometimes people are just so ignorant, i guess i can pretend to like them? yeah...thats what I have been doing anyways. i dont like being fake but meh...why deal with it now. anyways i have lots of homework..

oh and the sophomore surveys for the yearbook were really stupid. it was asking all materialistic questions...fucking school...i had fun writing dumbass answers tho..i must admit.

2 *ride*s | *ride my star*

:: 2003 20 October :: 6.24am

i have found that what i thought i needed was only what i wanted.

:: 2003 19 October :: 6.28pm

(If you listen) Listen, listen
(Listen close) Beat by beat
(You can hear when my heart stops) I saved the pieces
(When it broke) And ground them all to dust-AFI/Bleed Black

:: 2003 18 October :: 11.07pm

*sings..bang bang*
just got back from the movies. we saw Kill Bill. that movie was...gay. it was just fountains of blood. it was so fake. dont see it. but the swords were pretty. yeah. the stupid lady wouldnt let us in the movie cuz it was rated r and we didnt have an id but were oh so smart...so we said we were seeing something else and got in..mwahaha. yeah thats not important. im gonna go, talk to ya'll later.

:: 2003 18 October :: 6.10pm
:: Music: The Get Up Kids-overdue

he is so pathetic.