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2005 25 May :: 11.49pm
You know what pisses me the fuck off?
When friends ditch their friends.
I'm sorry, but it makes me lose a lot of the respect I might have had for that person.
What ever happened to the almost daily visits I got?
What the fuck even happened to us talking?
I bet you probably think I'm not talking about you...
Fuck, I bet you don't even read this.
There are only a few things in life that really and truley piss me off... And this is one of them.
So, you make some new friends and just don't ever talk to us anymore? Wow. Great. Thank you.
I can't even fucking think straight.
Damnit.
Not the greatest of days. But Keely's here, which should prove to be enlightening. ;P
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2005 25 May :: 1.17pm
So it's finally over...
Freedom is mine.
But I am so afraid that we'll all lose touch...
Again.
Please, just keep our friendships alive.
I've worked hard on this,
And I'll be damned if I lose it all.
I just went to J. Michael's Philly Deli with Carlos, JT, Nick and Killian.
It was pretty fun, and I hope we can do something like it again, soon.
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2005 22 May :: 11.56pm
No one ever said it was going to be easy,
But I thought love was always supposed to be
So perfect; flawless... Like in the movies.
No, I didn't expect absolutely nothing to go wrong...
But I never saw this coming.
I didn't know something could hurt so bad.
I didn't know that this would be so hard...
And I didn't know that I could ever miss somebody this much.
I guess there's a first time for everything, though.
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2005 22 May :: 1.52am
:: Mood: Alone.
Note: This entry is not supposed to hurt or offend anyone. It's just me telling about my day... Don't read it if you don't want to hear about my friends.
Carowinds: Off the sheezy. It was soo funny. First of all, the bus ride there was pretty fun. Marcus, Nick, Rhianna and Deputy Uncle Sam... Crazy people right there. We got there and went on some rides and stuff.
Highlights: Carlos making a big scene in front of a shit load of black people - PENIS CAKE - Sissy Pants - Losing Marcus - Calling people chickens - I'M A POSER - Making racist comments at all the wrong times - Hanging out with the most perverted people in the world!
Although the trip was great, I felt really lonely. It kind of hurt to see all of the happy couples holding hands and stuff. Long distance relationships suck.
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2005 20 May :: 7.42pm
i am a faggot.
The rain falls hard,
Like the tears from my eyes...
Slowly swallowing the town;
Drowning them.
And for some reason,
I hope it's raining there, too.
Because, despite the distance between us,
It makes you seem all that much closer.
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Summer goal: Layout making.
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