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2005 10 April :: 8.40pm
Okay, just so you guys know, the 5 songs on this site as of today are dedicated to a teenager, who we all call 'B', i didnt know him, i never even met him, but he was a very good friend of the only close friend i have in this new world i live in. From what i heard of him he was a great kid, and any friend of tommies is a friend of mine. But anyways, tommie gave me a CD with these songs, and a few more on it, and he had the CD dedicated to him. one thing i failed to mention, the kid killed himself. And further more, he killed himself in the same room as his best friend, while his best friend was looking the other way. He left his thoughts behind him... literaly. Its a sad fucking thing when teenagers take their own life, and its completely preventable by just being there for them. This only proves just how fucked up this world is
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2005 10 April :: 10.10am
have'nt updated this in awhile...
hey, im back again! been a little busy lately, im kinda bored at the moment but im sure ill find somthing to do. Danas the awsomest person on earth, she sent me a box of random things yesterday and i just cant get enough! i love her so much! but, now i must start a box of things to send her, fuck, ill even use the same box.... ill beat her at the random shit too, and ill send her a bunch of ICP shit too! just to pi...err....show her how much i love her! hey, the dogs takeing a shit, and i can see him through my window! how cool is that!?!?!?!? anyways, i love dana, sorry i didnt get on last night i kinda dont even rememer going to bed, i remember passing out on the couch and waking up in bed. and this morning i remember someone waking me up but i couldnt remember for shit who it was or what they said :-D im not a morning person... anyways, if dana loved me she would call me as soon as she got this, rick and diane were like 'holy fuck' yesterday cause me and dana talked like an hour and 20 mins, rick was like 'well, the battery has to die sometime' lol! OmGzZz LiEk OmGzZ i LuVz u SoOo MuCh BaBi! LiEk ToTaLlY!!!!!!!!!!1111oneone... [/preppyness]
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2005 9 April :: 6.16pm
Woo! I love John! I just talked to him on the phone for like an hour. I'm turning him into a DDR whore and he's gonna like Atreyu. =D (More than he likes ICP!) Yeah, I finally got his birthday presents to him. Woo hoo. I own. XP
I just played DDR on Heavy... Dear Jesus, may you bring me DDR skills. They are very much needed. :P
<3 Dana
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2005 8 April :: 8.50pm
:: Music: Brand New- Jude Law And A Semester Abroad
Here's a present to let you know I still exsist.
Just thought I'd update, so I could look back on this thing and laugh some day. I like going through my past journal entries. It's really depressing, but then there are things that I wouldn't have remembered if I hadn't read over all this...
Today was funny. I was pretty sad, yet amused.
We had a substitute in Mrs. Johnson's class... And Carlos wasn't in his assigned seat.
Mrs. Gates: Carlos, get in your assigned seat!
Carlos: Mrs. Gates, what is you talkin' about? I am in my assigned se-- *looks around at the people sitting by him, and the tables around him*. Alright, alright... Which one of you niggers moved me?! I know I sat in my assigned seat! My stuff is over there! Who put me here?!?! Answer me!! WHICH ONE OF YOU GUYS MOVED ME HERE?!
As much as I hate to admit it, I'm dreading summer... The group of people in all my core classes has grown so close... But we never see eachother outside of school. I'm so afraid of all of us falling apart.
How many times will I be given friendships, only to have them fall apart? I must be doing something wrong. *sigh*
Mein kampf.
I'm a sucker for anything acoustic.
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2005 7 April :: 9.02pm
Today was a scary-ass day... o_o;
To start it off, Riel has NOT gone over sight reading at all! Festival is TUESDAY! Ugh. Tomorrow we get quizzed on the words for "Think On Me". We don't know them, because he never gives us the music! I've only seen it... 4 times, I think. Ugh. -.-
We watched the STD video in sex ed... *shivers* Syphilis is REALLY scary looking. You get these sores called chancres, and they look like gashes. They showed us a nasty black penis with a chancre on it. I almost barfed. Black penises are nasty enough on their own. Ick.
We met Mrs. Johnson's daughter. XD But yeah, Carlos scared the shit out of me, man! He was talking about how he needed my help with a big drug deal, and I needed to go to the KFC downtown... He thought up this big, long story, about how he had his dad's nine and some weed in his backpack, and he'd give it to me to carry it in... (You see, Carlos always ends up cracking up when he's joking, but this time he was being as serious as Hell.) So, I told him I wouldn't do it, and he acted all pissed and went to his locker, and came back in withs something under his jacket. He held it up to my side (making it seem like a gun), and he was like... "This is not optional Dana. Now tell me, are you going to do it?" I told him to quit fucking around, and he told me he was being dead serious. So I told him I still wouldn't do it, and he was like... "AHAHAH! YOU'SA NIGGA! You thought I was a drug dealer! What the Hell, man!?" Scary stuff. I swear to God, I thought he was being serious.
Mr. Moore's... I yelled at Aisha through the wall. XD And I got to take a referral to Mrs. Boiyce. (Mr. Moore NEVER writes people referrals, so it was exciting.)
Mrs. Glasgow was nice today. Nobody was there to laugh with during reading time, so I slept.
Killian spilled milk on me at lunch. :(
SUBSTITUTE IN MRS. CONNORS'S CLASS STILL!! w00t w00t. We're gonna be in some DEEEEP shit whenever she comes back, though. Carlos, JT, Codey, Spencer and I sat together... Twas fun. But we got in trouble and had to separate.
Oh, and did I mention, John is apparently goth now? No more teh wigga. *sniffle* Rest in peace, J-Unit... Live on, John of darkness.
*simmers* I despise ICP. I could learn to like ICP.
Dana out.
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