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2008 18 March :: 4.31pm
I walked miles through the city and recognized
nothing as a giant claw ate at my
stomach while the inside of my head felt
airy as if I was about to go
mad.
it's not so much that nothing means
anything but more that it keeps meaning
nothing,
there's no release, just gurus and self-
appointed gods and hucksters.
the more people say, the less there is to say.
even the best books are dry sawdust.
oh comely...
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2008 16 March :: 9.09pm
this summer will be amazing.
i am done with caring what people think.
i will get drunk and high and i will go to the beach.
i will play at the park and at elementary schools, and i will love.
i will love the world and the sun and the sky, and my boyfriend.
i will chase down the ice cream man and eat choco tacos.
i will listen to records and watch my lava lamp.
i will go barefoot.
i will go camping.
life is so beautiful.
2 carrot flowers |
oh comely...
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2008 4 March :: 11.07pm
i've been thinking far too much lately.
oh comely...
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2008 27 February :: 8.56pm
RIP grandma.
September 11, 1919 - February 25, 2008.
1 carrot flower |
oh comely...
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2008 14 February :: 10.01pm
john rinka is the sweetest boy ever.
he took me downtown to a restaurant on the riverfront...
it was right at sunset, and the outside seating was heated.
this is the first valentine's day i've spent with a boy,
and i had such a wonderful time.
i love him.
oh comely...
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