catching signals that sound in the dark.

catching signals that sound in the dark.

:: 2007 15 March :: 11.20pm

to coalesce,
then completely fall apart.

i still love him.
it is no longer mutual though.

i'm wondering when it will start to hurt less.

oh comely...

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 8 March :: 11.30pm

i've lost my glow.
my eyes are dull and lifeless.

i am dead,
in spirit.

oh comely...

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 25 February :: 5.47pm

i guess this is closure.

he has no romantic feelings for me anymore.
and has no interest in picking our relationship back up.

the past 3 months of my life have been a lie.

i want to be happy again.

oh comely...

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 22 February :: 8.57pm

i can't even trust my best friend anymore.

oh comely...

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2007 20 February :: 10.10pm

"i love you,
i just can't act upon my feelings."

that is not love.
don't ever fucking say you love me.
ever again.
unless you mean it.

and so with you.
je suis fini.

oh comely...