i wish falling out of love
was as simple and fun as falling in.

i know in my head that i should just forget this all,
and move on with my life.
but there's a little feeling i can't shake...
and it's small. but it's making an impact.

everytime i start to feel like
i should give up and forget about it,

you'll do something. nice.
and you'll act sweet.
and act like you care.
like you used to.

and i'll wonder why i ever doubted myself in the first place;
(of course i should hold on.)

but then you'll be distant.
and you'll lie.
and i'll know.

and it starts all over again.

2 carrot flowers | oh comely...