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2003 30 October :: 9.07pm
:: Music: Oklahoma-Oh What A Beautiful Morning
french
OMG! so today in french we had to explain little picture bubbles. like what the people in them were doing. i'm partners with martin (he's sooo smart!! half a point above charlie for the highest score in the unit 1 test) and ali's partners with charlie. yeah we all know how that is. but anyway, he decides to name the characters. there's an ugly looking woman, an ugly looking man, and a f*cked up looking elf-like guy. In the first picture they're at a party and the ugly guy and the ugly girl are slow dancing and there's a heart above them. so charlie decides to name the girl Melissa, the guy Jeff, and the weird elf-looking guy Terrance. (because the two were slow dancing, not because they were ugly drawings) i didn't mind, i thought it rather amusing when ali told me what charlie was doing, but then mme youatt offers double participation points to anyone who wants to say their story to the class. charlie naturally raises his hand. no one really cared because they didn't know who jeff and terrance were, but ali, sarah, and i were just dying. laughing, that is. interesting day in french...
i also used the verb 'dormir' (to sleep) hoping that ali and sarah would make the assumption that i was talking about A DREAM that had heir soir, but they took it literally as if i was sleeping with the person. they knew what i was referring to, but then sarah asked 'est-ce qu'il est bon?' and i said 'oui' meaning that he was nice to me in the dream, NOT THAT HE WAS GOOD IN BED!! so then we're just laughing hysterically RIGHT as mme youatt tells us to shut up and get back to work. geez...
this random person IMed me saying that they were the anonomus person and that they apologized, but after talking with her for like 10 minutes, she was like 'actually i'm not, i just read your journal and thought it wuld be funny if i IMed you and said i was the person. you've been punk'd (and then she put a kissy face in...wtf?)' so i was like 'ummm okay whatever'. it was un peu bizarre. n'importe, i guess. maintenent, je vais dormir. and chances are i won't dream about anyone being good in bed...haha.
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2003 27 October :: 8.31pm
got bored...have fun...it's pretty boring
001) What time are you starting this?: 7:27
002) Name?: melissa
003) Date of birth?: 2/2/89
004) Sex?: female
005) Height?: 5'6’’? Almost 5’7’’? idk
006) Eye color?: hazel
007) Weight?: not telling
008) Location?: cali
009) Where were you born?: Stanford, cali
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: haha no
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: n/a
012) Do you have crush on someone?: yes
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: sort of…depends on who you ask
014) If so, what is their name?: gee I wonder
015) How long have you been together?: this is getting a little personal, but again, we’re not officially together
016) What are you wearing right now?: white cami (that’s mysteriously shorter than it was before…) and blue jeans
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: I don’t think so
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? Nope, but mr. smith’s cool
019) Are you a virgin?: yes
020) Do you smoke?: never have, never will
021) Do you drink?: I drank wine once at a church service in Barbados…didn’t see that coming…I thought most places used grape juice for communion!! Haha it was pretty scary…
022) Are you ghetto?: don’t think so
023) Are you a player?: no, but I know plenty who are
024) What are your favorite colors?: baby blue, green
025) What is your favorite animal?: horse
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: one on my arm that’s fading
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope but I’ve gotten it slapped ;-)
028) Who are your best friends?: Ali, Nicole, everyone I hang out with at school
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: wouldn’t dare
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Nicole, but I’m not on the phone very often
031) Have you ever been slapped?: chris and I had a slapping phase a few months ago…he slapped me pretty hard on the leg a few times…upper thigh…man…I was pink (chris and I are close, it’s not like a guy hitting a girl, it’s like two friends…)
032) Do you get online a lot?: waay too often
033) Are you shy or outgoing: depends on the situation…I surprised myself by being uncharictaristically outgoing the beginning of this school year
034) Do you shower?: well duh…
035) Do you hate school?: depends on the class
036) Do you have a social life?: sure…I have friends and I do stuff sometimes
037) How easily do you trust people?: pretty easily…I share a lot about myself with a lot of people
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: probably
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: no because I tell all of my secrets!
040) Would you ever sky dive?: if it was on a date with someone I loved…but only if they really wanted me to
041) Do you like to dance?: HELL YES!! DANCING ALL THE WAY!!
068) Have you ever been out of state?: no…I’m just a poor little blonde girl who never gets out…YEAH!
069) Do you like to travel?: depends on where I’m going…I love maui
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: No
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: nope I’m happy here
072) Are you spoiled?: yeah…heehee
073) Are you a brat?: I don’t think so, I’m not saying I’m an angel, though
074) Have you ever been dumped?: nope, but then again, I’ve never been in a relationship
075) Have you ever gotten high?: nope
076) What's your favorite drink?: water…(I drink the most of it) milk…I’m not really into soda anymore...i like wine coolers but I’m not allowed to drink more than a few sips…they taste good but they have the same alcohol content of a beer…oh well.
077) Do you like Snapple?: sure, RANDOM QUESTION!
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: ummm some whitening toothpaste stuff
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? Cell phone…just got it a few months ago, who uses pagers anymore?
081) Do you have a curfew?: haven’t really talked to my parents about that
082) Who do you look up to?: heather, my mom, yahya, anyone respectable who’s older than me
083) Are you a role model?: I suppose the little kids at church look up to me…
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: once, but it was kind of ruined by the fact that my dad took a detour to show me his new apartment (this was a while ago)
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: l.e.i jeans…my shirts are from all over
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: pooka shells, my Italian charm bracelets
087) What do you have pierced?: nothing
088) What do you want pierced?: nothing
089) Do you like taking pictures?: I like HAVING pictures, not necessarily taking them
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: nope, but I would like my mom to take some pics of me riding ivy or lulu…I want pics of me jumping
091) Do you have a tan?: a LITTLE
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: no, but I get embarrassed easily
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: hehehe…this one time, at sports camp…yeah
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: phone in my room, not a separate phone line
095) Do you have your own pool?: sure do
096) Do you have any siblings?: nope
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Is this intended to be for boys? THONGS ALL THE WAY BABY!! (and you should all join the concervation of fabric group…lmao)
098) Have you ever been played?: like maybe my entire seventh grade year…
099) Have you ever played anyone?: not intentionally, but some people might take flirting the wrong way
100) Do you get along with your parents?: that really varies…things are either okay or REALLY bad between me and my mom
102) How do you vent your anger?: writing, telling the world
103) Have you ever run away?: nope
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: I’ve never had a job
105) Do you even have a job?: see above
106) Do you daydream a lot?: about the most beautiful things…
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: I really don’t know who counts as an ex…2 tops but neither of them really count
108) Do you run your mouth?: ???
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: EWW NO!
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: EWW NO!
111) What are your favorite flowers?: roses…:0D
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: again, I can’t say I have one
113) Do you go to church? Yes. (question changed, btw)
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: ??
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: ??
116) Are you a prude?: all of this weird slang is confusing me!
117) What was the last compliment you received?: ummm maybe that main street bases think I’m not…but that’s not a direct compliment
118) Do you like getting dirty?: woo double meaning, but no.
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: not really, I used to be
121) What is your heritage?: American as far back as anyone has bothered to go
122) What is your lucky number?: 22
123) What does your hair look like right now?: down
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: nope…meat…steak…mmmm
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: I think we can all answer this one
126) Describe your looks?: tall, blonde, average weight, a little chubby, hazel eyes
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: I wouldn’t dye it
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: NO WAY!
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: umm yeah…duh
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: never have been
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: does homecoming count?
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: if I had to choose, receive, but oral just seems nasty to me
133) Have you ever given?: no
134) Have you ever received?: no
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no, but I know those who do
136) Do you have one now?: no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: I usually wait until someone else answers it
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: nope
139) If yes, when was the last time?: n/a
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: I haven’t seen my dad in a while, so mom
141) Do you cry a lot? Nope, but I get sad during sad church services
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: that’s stupid
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? A toe, weird question
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: omg! No way!
145) Are you the romantic type?: definitely, and I’m all for the opposite sex being romantic too!
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: nope
147) What do you like most about your body?: my teeth I guess…they’re strait…wow…
148) What do you like least about your body?: my high waist
149) Who did you last hook up with?: I don’t think I’ve hooked up with anyone
150) When was the last time you threw up?: last time i was sick?? idk
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: either
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: baby blue vans
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: nope
154) What about cleavage?: there’s nothing wrong with showing a little chest…haha
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: yup
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: no…:-/
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: no, but I’m not sure I understand the question
158) What color are your underwear right now?: periwinkle lace-ish
159) What theme does your room have?: clouds and sky
160) What size shoe do you wear? 8.5-9
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: puka shell necklace
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: horseeyoregal
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: probably not
164) How are you feeling right now?: content but earlier today I was feeling a little down
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: umm the last clarinet sectual?
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: nooo
167) What do you sleep in?: big t-shirt and Capri pj pants
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: there’ s a very nasty one around right now…
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: I see things as more than they are
170) What is one of your good qualities?: forgiving
171) Would you marry for money?: no way
172) What do you drive?: how bout ‘do I drive?’ no
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: ??
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: mommy!
175) What's does your yahoo username mean?: don’t have one, but my aim is horse, eeyore, and gal all in one
176) What's your favorite yahoo journal to read?: I don’t read yahoo journals
177) When was the last time you cried?: I don’t cry very often, I don’t remember
178) Do you wear Chucks?: chucks?
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: I’m not sure…most likely not
180) What time are you finishing this?: 8:31 (but I’ve been in a chat, and talking to 3 diff ppl on AIM)
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2003 26 October :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: rent-one song glory
i'm really sleepy...
i think i'll write about something OTHER than mean people. sound good?
OKAY! so...marching band competition this weekend. we won the spirit award. yay...but not really. my dad came...made me stand by all of the hair people and everyone changing out of their uniforms where there was light so he could take pictures of me...sooo embarassing.
it just kind of sucked. the first competition was sooo much more fun.
and umm..oh yeah. like half of mainstreet know my name and think of me as a 'wannabe whore who doesn't have it in her' thanks to darin. not that i'm changing anyone's opinion by arguing for myself in my journal, but he has no basis for saying that. And if you want another opinion, my current 'How Slutty am I?' rating in my blunt truth survey is a 5.2. (15 votes) That doesn't exactly sound like a wannabe whore... But i said i wouldn't talk about mean people in this entry...
i'm really dissapointed that i won't be able to wear my Little Red Ridinghood costume anywhere unless i go trick-or-treating with people before around 8:00. my lock-in at church starts at 7, but we have to be in the building by 9 or we're locked out. there's no time to trick-or-treat!! NOOO!! i want to look cute!! and i want a dance like nicole's on the first that's a costume dance so you can go as a couple thing with your partener!! that would be so cute!! oh well...
i really don't have much else to say...ummm...flirting is really fun.
sleep calls...as does the shower...must wash all of that glue crap out of my hair...yeah, turns out i was reading the opening prayer and turning pages for Debby like RIGHT in front of everyone...why is it that i'm either sick or have disgusting hair when i do church stuff? haha...oh well.
*last part has been cut*
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2003 24 October :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: compositions of jeff
wow, i started a debate on my journal!
oookay people. i would like to make a public apology for using the freedom of the press.
i'm sorry.
i really didn't think that i would have to lay out rules for my journal because of anonomus people posting negative things in it. next time, i'll probably just delete the post. (i DO have the power to do that.)
but, as alison said (lets all take a moment to honor ali, as well as the other troopers on my side: NICOLE, sarah, sara, alison k, meredith, and louise) wow okay that moment was long. haha but that's not what alison said. alison made 2 VERY good points.
1) this is my journal. i can write whatever i want.
2) if you don't like that i write, DON'T READ IT! simple as that.
do i make myself clear? i sure hope so.
**major props to nicole for being creative asking matt to sadies!! and even MAJORER props for his reaction which was CUTE AS HELL!!**
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2003 22 October :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: special/contemplative
excuse me?
so i've been getting complaints about using the word 'depressed' when i'm not, and constantly being so. i just looked through my journal and (correct me if i'm wrong about this first part, i just skimmed) i used the word 'depressed' a total of once.
now to review a few recent entries and the general feeling of them:
oct 21-weird
oct 20-gloomy
oct 19-amused
oct 19-wanting to do theatre, tired, informative
oct 15-complacent, hinting, frustrated, happy
oct 15-lucky
oct 13-amused, sexual (this was the one about being in love with horses and geldings and stuff)
oct 14-moody, angry (NOT depressed)
oct 13-excited, happy
SOOOO...do i need to do more? i'm not seeing where you read into depression of my words...please explain.
and when did i talk about not knowing if the guy i like likes me back? he DID ask me to homecoming, and, although this doesn't seem necessary, admitted to the fact that he really DID want to go with me. and sad about choir songs? ummm...??? where did you get that?
i'm just a little confused.
oh, and thanks for the support guys!! i love all 6 of you! (and all of the others who'd defend me but are too lazy or whatever to post)
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2003 21 October :: 8.10pm
okay...
so kylie told me come over to the little color guard circle after we were done practicing at 6. (misty was working with the rifles so the flags were just standing around...they don't get to leave till 7).
so like the entire guard interrogates me about jeff. it was kind of weird...
if anyone has any idea who posted the mean thing in my entry below, tell me.
(and guys, i checked I.P. addresses and it's not louise) *hugs* to louise.
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2003 20 October :: 7.01pm
:: Mood: gloomy
everyone's depressed
i look at all of these away messages and profiles and there seems to be a theme: sadness. everyone's sad about something. i mean, last time I needed cookies it was a BIG deal, and someone needed cookies today. :-(
oh and here's some extra info that you don't need to know. (haha rachel and alison k. and everyone who listens to me rant about everything in the locker room) i think i'm following in christiana's oh-so-fun footsteps. although i'm not cramping, i'm a PMSing ball of joy. (cute, isn't it?) but anyway, i'm experiencing like major mood swings.
i don't really hate being depressed as much as i hate being confused about my feelings and doubting myself. so i guess i'm more confused than gloomy. some things you shouldn't question, and i'm questioning one of those things right now...
oh and visit nicole's journal and read our little AIM convo clipping. if you don't know the URL to nicole's journal, don't look. ;-) haha now you all will. whatever. but i think the theme of our convo might be relating to my confusion/depression.
i have to start this essay thing for church now...i'll journal more later if i feel like it.
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2003 19 October :: 11.59pm
lmao
fyi: name changed
cheerleader98:well
cheerleader98: WE ARE FRIENDS
cheerleader98: if he has a issue with that
cheerleader98: he can get a tissue
cheerleader98: but i am NOT ever GOING TO GO OUT WITH HIM
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2003 19 October :: 4.16pm
think about this. some of you need to realize this more than others...and some of you can just think about it to feel intellectual.
you'd better slow down
don't dance so fast
time is short the music won't last
when you run so fast to get somewhere
man...i SO do not regret forgetting my clarinet at school...half an hour more for me to sit here at the computer feeling extremely greatful for free time. besides, my parents blame it on the fact that the hc game ran so late and they were yelling at me to hurry up. nice...
i could honestly sit here reading random PYT xanga's and wish i were in a production right now forever... i think the stage is calling my name...'mel....MEELLLL...get your sorry-ass voice up to par and you just MIGHT get a supporting role in 'once apon a mattress' '
ah yes. the theatre calls... i think i still wish to be as crazy as some of the pyt people...they just seem like so much fun!
okay, so i decided to do push ups and sit ups before taking a nap so i would fall asleep faster but nooo...i had all this random energy afterwards!!
oh, and mer: matt is completely obessed with you. he's giving me updates every 5 minutes. 'meredith is here.' 'meredith is gone.' 'i called meredith to see if she could come downtown with me today but her mom said she was busy.' 'meredith is gone.' LOL.
oh, and jeff: my sunday school class wants me to bring you to church as a show and tell item. actually, they just want to see you. i think it would be more fun to go to youth group and choir...want to sight sing? haha. the guys need some help... be prepared. :0D
ummm wow. i'm really tired. i wish i could have fallen asleep...about 15 minutes until i have to leave for choir...i suppose i should call nicole to see if she's coming or not...
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2003 19 October :: 1.32pm
homecoming
remember when mrs. vinal said that when you realize you actually like someone, you stop telling everyone what you do with them? well maybe it's that, or maybe i'm just lazy, or maybe i just don't want people bugging me about stuff, but i'm not going to go into a lot of detail.
got up at like 6:30 (darn marching band, screwing with my internal clock) and layed in bed for like 2 hours. it wasn't because i was tired, it was because i wanted to weigh myself to prove that i hadn't gained weight and my dress had shrunk...ha. actually, i haven't gained any weight, so i'm not sure what was up with that...i swear that my stomach muscles are making my stomach look bigger!!
got my eyebrows waxed...well, not underneith because i'm a blonde and have sensitive skin...it would have been red for the dance. but yeah. it wasn't that painful actually. and i don't look much different.
ate at the coffee shop avec mes parents. service was really slow and i was late to marching band rehersal.
grrr...but yeah. made it to marching band about 15 minutes late and without music. christiana and like 5 other people shared off of her music, none of which was memorized. sorry, but we can't learn 6 pep band songs AND the national anthem (which we never played...:-/) in 2 days.
played for the opening of the field...which no one attended. it was sooo stupid.
worked on our homecoming half-time show and full runthrough for the post-game show. not fun...very hot.
changed into uniform and played pep band songs during the game. did our halftime show and watched laura and matt not be homecoming king and queen like they should have been. oh well. laura looked really pretty and matt looked good, as usual. (flashback: matt is hot, matt matt is is hot is hot!)
hung out and laughed a lot during 3rd quarter, which we had off. sat during 4th doing almost nothing until we scored. (well, we'd scored before, but this one COULD have won the game.) then we half-played our fight song as we walked over to do our post-game show. ended up standing for like half an hour while the game went into double overtime. we finally won, but i wasn't paying attention.
played our show...i thought it was okay, but it definately started with a half-ass attitude. then we like ran to get undressed and home. half the band had already missed dinner arrangements and stuff.
got ready in record time...for once i'm thankful that jeff's slow. haha.
pictures, dinner at lucky's, ride to homecoming.
homecoming dance.
home by 11:30.
oh, and jeff and i saw 'the government inspector' which was the play at pinewood. AHH NICOLE AND COURTNEY!! YOU WERE AWESOME!!! we missed you in choir today, though...well, mostly nicole. the soprano's are not lacking in talent and numbers...although we love you too, courtney. and we were all sick and tired...MA's homecoming was last night too so kyle and christina (the church ones) were tired.
speaking of the other kyle and christina, not that you care, they broke up, and georgia took kyle to our homecoming. and we saw christina at pinewood's play. weird...
mrs. williams' homework load calls...
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2003 15 October :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: mandy moore-only hope
why?
why am i attracted to overachieving, busy, talented people? that makes for absolutely no time to talk! not fair!
and i can only listen to shostakovich and research jekyll and hyde the musical for so long...although i did read a really good review and synopsis...
bottom line: I WISH YOU WERE LESS BUSY!!
damnit, i want a voice lesson!
and i love this song. it's so incredibly sexy.
and can people like cut to the chase sometimes? it's cute how people hint at things, but i get sort of antsy and impatient. thanks.
haha. i think that's all for now.
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2003 15 October :: 5.52pm
I'M HOME!! (finally)
hmm...well...i don't feel like getting into the details of the situation anymore. i'd rather talk to heather. sorry.
but basically, my voice teacher bailed on me. but he had a good reason. his grandfather is in the hospital, and he needed to see him. he tried to tell my mom, but by waiting outside of pinewood talking to a parent, i figured he was ready for my lesson and my mom left. he drove me home and from there i walked to nicole's house. thank god i have friends that live close. as i was ringing the doorbell and realizing that i was potentially screwed, mara drove up with mike. nicole was at drama. i explained my situation and she let me in. i logged on nicole's computer and amused myself after leaving messages on my mom's cell (not turned on) and home. i kept calling the house and finally reached my mom. got picked up. end of story.
it was sort of weird, though. i was trying to think of ways to beg for mercy while i was walking to nicole's house. i didn't think i'd have a problem getting in, but you never know... i'm lucky it worked out, though!!
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2003 13 October :: 7.01pm
just to annoy jeff by posting 4 times today
MissMAYry: do you have a love muffin at the barn
Horseeyoregal: no, i guess not
Horseeyoregal: besides ivy
Horseeyoregal: we're lesbian lovers
MissMAYry: haha
MissMAYry: are you a three some with kelsey
Horseeyoregal: i know
Horseeyoregal: it's soo much fun
MissMAYry: i bet
MissMAYry: me and fergal are straight
Horseeyoregal: i know
Horseeyoregal: but mares are so much more fiesty
Horseeyoregal: plus, yours is fixed
MissMAYry: just means i cant get pregnant and have his children
MissMAYry: that doesnt bother me in the slightest
Horseeyoregal: good point
Horseeyoregal: but he'll be less horny in bed
MissMAYry: i think i can get him aroused
Horseeyoregal: i don't know...
MissMAYry: i think i can
Horseeyoregal: this is going in my journal
Horseeyoregal: i hope you don't mind
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2003 13 October :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: frustrated
I'M SO FRUSTRATED!
i hate being so moody. i read one thing and *BAM* emotion switch.
as a general shout out: WOULD YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE? I DON'T WANT YOUR OPINIONS OR ADVICE UNLESS I ASK FOR THEM!!
i don't want you to tell me what to do. i don't want you to judge what i do. i don't want to hear it. i'll make my own mistakes and learn from them. and right now, those mistakes will not cause me any physical harm and i am not in any physical danger. so please, LEAVE ME ALONE!
it's really REALLY hard to hear from four people a day how 'lame' my relationship is while also being warned that i'm going too far. my limits are MINE alone, and you are not ones to judge them. especially when i'm not endangering myself.
so please, just keep your comments to yourself. gossip behind my back, fine, but don't let me hear about it. unless i bring it up, and ask you, i don't want to hear what you think.
you can critique me about pretty much anything, but when you start judging my relationships, that pisses me off.
i hope i've made my point.
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2003 13 October :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: LAHS marching band 2002-Profanation
GREAT DAY!!
okay, i'm partly excited becuase i'm drinking a diet vanilla coke, and my body hasn't had caffeine in like 6 months...but hey. i ALSO had a good day. :0D
and a good weekend. hmmm, i guess i should go in chronological order.
saturday i woke up early-ish to get to lahs at 9 for a marching band rehersal. it was hot, but not nearly as tiring as last saturday's morning rehersal. we worked a lot on music at a standstill, so it wasn't as tiring. i finally understood the last like 8 bars of burgundy! (not that i played them in the show *sheepish grin*)
went to jeff's house for lunch. ate lunch. nothing much happened. made idle chit chat with eleanor, terrance, charlie, and jeff. ate a sandwich. wohoo. haha.
arrived back at lahs around 1:07 (haha and we COULD NOT arrive late...hahahaha whatever) got onto the bus. thank mr. ferrucci he did it in sections. (okay, that was intended on being a pun, but it didn't really work...sorry) after a few tricky switching, i was sitting next to jeff. we watched really good marching bands perform and fought over who could read 'the teenagers guide to dating'. very informative *coughNOTcough*. but it was amusing.
sara m. came and sat on christiana and i. (this was after christiana and i freaked jeff out so he had to move seats to sit with claudia.) we had some lesbian loving. good times. because of us our bus was known as the orgy bus. GO US! yeah! uhhh yeah. haha. there was some kissing and fondling. but just a little! and it was all in fun!! okay i've said too much. not that i don't accidentally sound like a whore all the time... people just have sick minds!! i'm not that bad!!
we finally arrived in modesto. we walked over to a nice shady spot in the high school (awesome place, btw...it was SOO NICE!!) and warmed up. i like mr. florendo's show warm ups. they include lots of massaging. highlight of the massage line:
"hey, where's jeff? jeff! i'm fondling your girlfriend!!" -brian auerbach
hahahahaha. lmao. good times. and this was only THE FIRST massage of the day...but we'll get to terrance's orgasmic hands in a bit.
after warming up and doing some real marching, we changed into our uniforms and did a musical warm up in our uniforms. i think my cock was bigger this time. maybe it just poofed out a bit. (if you're not in marching band, you're probably having some pretty provocative thoughts right now. don't worry. it's not as it seems.)
we finally marched to the field (sheesh, it was pretty far...we were at like the far end of the parking lot, i guess) and marched right up to the wrong gate. had a nice little panic running around to the other gate. marched in and...
our show began. ha. it sucked. well, i did, anyway. i didn't mess up until burgundy. which is pretty good. well, i didn't TOTALLY mess up until burgundy. but i won't go into my mistakes. they've already been drilled into me by the one person i want to impress most. ;-) but i'm okay, really. my dignity wasn't hurt too badly.
we changed out and ate dinner after our show. i was sitting with christiana, terrance, lisa, howdy, matt, and brian. we scared jeff off by talking about sex almost the entire time. (well, i dont know how much matt and brian were a part of the conversation, but terrance, lisa, christiana, howdy and i talked about stuff.)
then we went to go watch the rest of the bands perform. that was pretty cool. to see everyone else....all of the big bands...it was pretty awesome. i see what everyone means now by over funded bands that use props to get high scores, though. some of the bands had crazy props that did absolutely nothing for their show. logan was amazing, though.
okay, now for terrance's orgasmic hands. terrance and christiana and lisa finally walked over to the stands (after hanging around in the busses, for a while, apparently) and we started a mini massage line. christiana was massaging terrance and terrance was massaging me. and omfg terrrance has orgasmic hands. he like starts at the shoulders and slowly works his way down. since he couldn't see where he was going, he told me to tell me when he got too low. i let him go pretty low, but i'm not as bad as christiana. he was rubbing half of her ass and half of the bleachers because she never told him to stop. haha. but every time his hands moved down...omg. fucking orgasmic. now that he's free, you can all ask him to massage you. it's great.
i'm not going to say anything that jeff and i did because he predicted that i would write it all down in my journal. so HA. we didn't kiss though. why are you all obsessed with kissing? honestly!! there are so many other things to do. okay, that came out wrong too. in general, we're still the virginistic people we were in the beginning of the year. so don't go making up things!
since i can't describe anything in detail, really, i'll just quote a few things.
me: 'we'll have such cute children. all blonde...'
jeff: 'yeah, but half of them will be terrance's'!
me: 'no they won't!! not that i would mind that...'
jeff: 'well maybe we can just adopt children. then when your pregnant we know...'
i had to hug him for that one. no adopted children. no terrance pregnancies. again 'not that i would mind, though...'
jeff: 'i think we'll have to take charles on our honeymoon.'
me: 'why?'
jeff: 'because he's just so much fun!'
charlie: 'no but that'll suck! i'll be sitting there and you two will be making out and i'll be like yuck!'
jeff: 'okay, okay, stop! jessica! how's the weather?'
so charlie, you'll be attending our honeymoon. i suggest you get married before then so it can be a joint thing.
charlie, jeff, and i skipped our way through the crowds and back to the busses after the award ceremony. (we did 'matt is hot' and 'kendall turns me on' cheers, but we still got last place. haha. next time.)
the bus ride back was simply dreamy. partly because i was so tired and partly because...yeah. it was nice. i'm not describing anything. again, there was no kissing, so don't make anything up.
got back around 12:30. went to bed.
sunday:
woke up semi-early and got the barn around 8:30. checked out my classes. one of our teammates bailed on us, so i was in 7 classes. yeah. the limit is supposed to be 4. and i was freaking tired. ugh. but it was SOOO FUN!! AHHH!!
mary, kelsey and i talked about our lusting for guys. haha it was mostly mary. i was so tired and yeah that i didn't lust much. but mary's boytoy was supposed to come so she waited by her cell for him to call all day. he never showed up. :-(
the playday was sooo fun! i won musical cones!! its like musical chairs on horseback with cones in the center of the arena. i was on ivy, the spaz mare, and totally killed everyone else. she just took off when the music stopped and zoomed past everyone to get into the cones. she's awesome. i luv ivy!! the final 4 were me and 3 adults on their own horses. yeah. ivy and i kick ass. it was soo much fun!! i also won ribbon pairs and walk-trot equitation. got a third in 2 things and fourth in 3 gait relay. fun day!!
they screwed up our points, though. our team was in first after musical cones and ended in fifth, 40 points less than we had originally. there are no negative points. hmmm..yeah. we would have placed second. but oh well.
went home, took a shower, cleaned my bathroom and bedroom, and went to bed at 7. no joke. i was that tired. horseback riding days are looong days!
okay now for today.
0 period: we watched our marching band competition tape and got constructive criticism from mr. florendo and mr. ferrucci. it was okay. we got crtiqued section by section, and terrance got yelled at for using his funky mouthpiece. *hugs* to terrance.
1st period: mr. smith put my essay on an overhead and read it sentence by sentence to the rest of the class, praising every bit of it. he talked to me before class (freaking me out just a little with a 'melissa, i need to see you outside') to make sure it was okay and to tell me not to tell anyone. the class figured it out once deanna said that she'd corrected the paper. (but it wasn't her fault because the rest of the class was convinced that mr. smith had written it.) anyway, it's always nice to be praised. and that was a hell of a lot of praise!
2nd period: homecoming court assembly. funny as hell. well, most of them. highlights were christiana and i yelling 'we love matt' over and over again. it was fun. i never EVER want to see hector medina in a dress again or acting like goochy. it was bad. WAY too much like hector. the zuccini men were interesting, though, and brian's p.e. shirt with 'I AM LAUREN AUERBACH'S BROTHER' written on it in huge lettering was hilarious. he was in 5 out of the 10 skits, each time doing something completely crazy. and to think i ate dinner next to him on saturday...hahaha.
2nd period again: p.e. still had to run. played football. got hit in the boob AGAIN by allan. grrr. i'm going to be very tender! hahaha. harry scored 2 beautiful touchdowns. it was pretty fun.
3rd period: jon and i got a 97% on our partener quiz. i figured out my grade and now it's like an 85%...haha, i'm such a loser. and i get everything, too, it's hella easy. i guess i feel better because claudia also has a b+ and she took the class over the summer! oh well.
4th period: girls' ensemble. i was once again pissed at the rest of them for having 'monday attitudes' as mr. shaull would say. CAN'T WE HAVE SOME WORK ETHIC?? as for concert choir, mr. shaull will be adding more people after the first festival thing that they sing at. he said he's willing to audition me whenever he feels like it. haha.
lunch: watched random drum cadences and listened to judge tapes in the band room. interesting. judge tapes are very cool and informative. some of the judges are pretty funny. good times.
5th period: biology. luckully didn't get our tests back...(not that an F would lower my like 99% in the class) but still. mrs. williams went on her random tangents again. somewhat amusing.
6th period: french. wrote the essay for the second half of the french test. did mediocrely on the first part. probably around a B. i swear, that class should be weighted. a B is damn good for her tests. the essay wasn't too hard, i just didn't have much to say. i chose a stupid topic that said to describe one person. i should have described my family. that would have been easier. oh well. it was fairly strait forward and easy.
7th period: world studies. mr. freeman went on a rampage about our class not bringing in our permission slips to watch 'gladiator'. half the class argued that mr. hayman would have shown it to us without bothering to send out a permission slip. he then went into a little thing about how morally wrong that is (stupid mr. freeman and his morals...) and i laughed a bit. then a remotely interesting lesson about the fall of rome.
okay that's my day.
LAHS is the cutest place on earth right now!! there are fairy tale pictures on every wall and it is just so lovely! i am so into the homecoming spirit. 'ever after' is the homecoming dance theme. AHHHH! so cute!!
well i've been writing for a while. and i doubt any of you read this entire thing. oh well. better go. bye!
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