wow....weird night...
really, really weird evening. whole day, actually. i much prefered yesterday. but then again, i got to see jeff yesterday. haha. anyway...

yesterday i went to see jesus christ superstar in the city. it was SOOO incredibly good. i love how it's all rock-ish and still completely religious. i was a little shocked at the bare-nakedness of jesus in the last scene...i mean, honestly, it was basically a white diaper with 2 TINY flaps in the front. but the guy who was jesus was AMAZING!! and the lady who was mary is one of those actresses with tons of credits to her name and her own website. so, needless to say, she was VERY good as well. really cute chorus boy too. high tenor. nice teeth. curly hair. ha. speaking of curley. it's quite a tenor-oriented show except for the main priest guy. almost ALL of them have played curley in Oaklahoma. sweet....nice role. ;0) umm..but yeah. really nice day in the city, too. clear.

then went over to jeff's house for a sectual. conveniently missed the sectional part. but that's okay. not as much of a party as the other one because there were only 5 of us there for the majority of the time, but it was still fun. jeff's mom knows my name now. heehee. idk, seems like that's a good thing, since i'm going to homecoming with him. sorry, just can't drop that. too exciting!!

got up early-ish to go to church this morning. skipped our sunday school lesson to watch a video about SoulForce, an organization against spiritual violence. they define spiritual violence as the act of persecuting people because they are gay, lesbian, bisexual, or transgendered. since it's a topic that i care about, it was...sort of interesting. but not really. the video was basically a promo. had more fun just discussing the issue with the group later.

sung in church. mom said she could hear the alto line ONCE. God. i'm up against a senior who's in the highest group at PALY (totally bright, forward sound) and courtney, in pinewood singers...just a good singer. plus the 4 other soprano's. and who's in my alto section? two sixth graders. both of whom have never read satb music and one of whom is completely tone deaf. the other one never talks much less sings. is this fair? and then lets consider my voice. annoyingly airy most of the time, breaking at odd moments, and not showing signs of changing anytime soon. lets just say ummmm no. its frustrating. i went from singing solos every time we sang because the 2-5th grade group wouldn't sing to not being heard at all because i don't have a freaking section!!

nice sermon about inclusiveness.

then ate downtown and drove to david's house. then drove to the flying lesson place. helped them figure out the weight/balance thing, and then waited while they did all the pre-flight prep stuff. then we went flying. VERY COOL. my first time in a small plane. especially cool because my friend was flying. the instructor did nothing but help him land becuase it was so windy. we didn't really go see much of anything because it was really cloudy, but that doesn't matter. it was AWESOME!! i definately want to go again.

then straight to my clarinet lesson. got through my stuff extra quickly. HA. i didn't even practice. got another lecture on how 'he know's i'm really good, just wants to make sure i have all of the basics. and that the book WILL get harder.' ha. right. whatever. its better than having to practice and have ANOTHER angry music teacher on my case.

then straight to choir. another WONDERFUL frustrating hour long session. at least it's not like my alto section last year. it was the 'yeah, we want to sing alto' group that belted out the soprano line. *makes angry face* i mean, i'm not even an alto. so why can't some other people just sing with me???

youth group. office-electing time. i really REALLY wanted to be a part of it. and i'm usually like really popular and stuff at church. my mom says it's because i'm just a freshman (ha. just a freshman. another thing that pisses me off. and another thing. the whole 'why the hell would ANYONE older want to go with you to anything?' ridicule. i guess now that it's my second upperclassman relationship, they're just all fired up.) but i wasn't elected as anything. ran for vp/secretary and treasurer. was in the runoff for vp/secretary, but lost to annie, a junior. eh, she deserves the office anyway, but i just really want to help. i guess i'll be doing enough taking over christina's job next year, but still... it's just dissapointing. i always like being so involved. :-(

got in trouble for spanking chris today. this was not in a sexual way. but i guess you wouldn't really understand unless you've seen me and chris together. we've known each other since we were in diapers. its not like that. but whatever. i'm sure i'll just get fucked up replies saying that i'm a whoreable from that remark. and ya know what else? CHRIS CALLED ME WHOREABLE TODAY!! that just wasn't peachy. i mean, he drew out whore for soo long i could have slapped him.

oh well. things must get better. marching band tomorrow. that's always a good thing. o! and discussion about concert choir!! yes! things will get better! i'm determined that they'll get better.

oh, and i got into CPG. (community performing group) and apprently some people didn't get in, so that's an accomplishment.

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