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2003 2 July :: 11.57 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: plain white t's: a lonely september
my new favorite song lol
soo.. what have i been up to? nothing. as usual. still goin to the gym.. still workin out etc etc. today i went with natalia to see legally blonde 2.. it was really cute.. i laughed a lot. ummm... tomorrow my papa is of and im gonna suck up major. like im talking wake up early and make breakfast. yup.. i want a board that bad. lol... hopefully he can take me board shopping at least.. i wanna go see what they have at boca surf and sail. um... saturday possibly a show at pis? we shall see.. i gotta see whos playing.. thats it for now. im tired. i got a big day tomorrow (hopefully lol)
and sam... u need to learn how to decide.. like it was funny at first but seriously... its sooooo frustrating! lol god woman ;)
1 but always you.. |
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2003 30 June :: 7.53 pm
:: Mood: bored
today i just chilled.... i went out to tan for like 45 min then i came in and i couldnt take a shower cause my bathroom needed cleaning.. so i did that.. then showered.. then did some laundry... bleh. then i made a ham n grilled cheese sandwich and watched spongebob... great show lol. later on ill hit the gym.... ill just do treadmil/eliptical thing today... i think ure supposed to wait a day in between weight traning stuff.. natalia!!!!!! joinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee i need a workout buddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lol. hopefully soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. lolll and we can take yogaaaaaaa and kickboxinggggg and pilatesssssssss lol. (other ppl dont ask lol) yeah thats it for today. byebyeeeeeeeeeee peopleeeeeeeee
1 but always you.. |
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2003 29 June :: 4.56 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: afi
lalala
i joined the gymmm today... it was pretty fun. i did 20 min on the treadmil then 5 on the eliptical then i did the weight machines (esp. the ones i need to be able to surf better), then i did the bike for 5 more min. then we went to wendys. lol i know... but i was hungry! father is warming up to the idea of getting me a board.. i gotta pay for some of it tho... whatever. i asked for an allowance for the things i do already cause i do dishes, clean my room, and do my laundry and dont get paid.. i might as well get something for it then save up. i cant wait till i get a job.. by then ill be able to get a nice, possibly new board! lol heh but thats way off in the future.. i shall start off with a used one. its not easy atall.. but when u actually get up and ride a wave.. its the best feeling in the world. (when there actually are waves, of course lol)
andi!!!!!! where art thou? i needeth you! yeah... you're my pre-selected show buddy and i wanna go lol. gimme a ring if ya see this.. i havent been to one in a while.. and i miss you! lol yeah...
well ive said everything i need to say.... hasta pasta! (jessie you soooooooo stole that from me lol)
4 but always you.. |
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2003 28 June :: 10.00 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: audiovent- looking down
My shadow stretches far and free...
hey... today got up at 5:30.. took a shower then went surfing! ehh today wasnt my best day :\ but i also would be able to do better if there were actually waves. i swear... like a 2 footer comes and we think its freakin huge. lol.. oh well we managed to have fun. tomorrow IF SAM DECIDES TO GET IN TOUCH WITH US we're gonna rent a BZ for 4 hours.. then just hope there's waves.
tomorrow im joining the gym! yay! i can finally lose some weight (hopefully)
the thing i hate hate hate the most is being held down. I hate not being able to do the things i wanna do.. i feel like i gotta struggle to do anything i enjoy. thats gay. it shouldnt be like that. if anything my parents should be supporting me. oh well.. not gonna let it stop me. thats all the reaso to work harder and prove them wrong. and i will.
yup thats it... now ill try calling sam again HOPEFULLY SHE'LL ANSWER THIS TIME!!!
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2003 27 June :: 10.26 pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: wakefield- sold out
i think i broke my other foot... ehhh i was jumping around and whatnot cause i was hyper/excited... and bam.. i landed on it wrong.. kinda like what happened to the other one. although i dont think this one is a s bad cause i can walk on it with not too much pain... ah! i guess ill just go easy on it for a few days.. im used to this lol.
tomorrow we're going surfing! yay.. its been a while.. i can only go so long w/o being in the water. today i brought up that i want a board for my birthday to my dad... at first he was like hell no! im spending all this money for the gym! and whatnot.. but then later on he was all like so how much does a surfboard cost? lol so yeah.. but ill definitely get one eventually.. i was just hoping to get one earlier than my birthday so that i can actually use it... oh well weekends work too.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D ive got a secrettttttttt and none of you knowwwwwwww.. maybe ill tell u later on.. we'll see what happens :)
liz got the pictures developed!! haha i gotta see the ones with me n the feather boas... lmao. cant wait.
4 but always you.. |
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2003 27 June :: 2.00 pm
:: Mood: confused
er...
jackie... if youre reading this... all i can say is ????????????????????????????????????? yeah.. that was very weird
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2003 26 June :: 10.06 pm
:: Music: coldplay: the scientist
this song always makes me cry..
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me you questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
2 but always you.. |
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2003 26 June :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: hoobastank
yay! im joining a gym!! lol me n mamma went to have a tour today... and its really nice... i can train for swim team! lol my goal is to lose 10 pounds. and by golly i will. (at least ill try) so yeah we sign up on sunday.. :-D yay.
ps. jessie hurry up and write my letter!/come down to boca! lol.. luv ya gurlie
2 but always you.. |
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2003 26 June :: 10.52 am
:: Mood: dead
:: Music: the jerry springer music
morning sunshine
ay yi yi... i have sooo much trouble waking up these days.. even though im getting way more than enough sleep... its weird. im all disorientated right now...
i had a really weird dream. sam and christine were mad at me cause i didnt do something... or something.. and her dad asked me to get a tree but i got bacon instead and he didnt want it cause he couldnt eat pork... and then i was just walking along, and who do i find but the ol' gang. courtney o, courtney b, and bethani... they were just there. lol. and that was cool to see them.. in my dream of course. and courtney o was wearing old lady's clothes... weird.. lol. i have come to the conclusion that my dreams are all fucked up lol
for the nest 3 or 4 days im takng care of both my neighbor's kitties... ehh i dont really like cats but its otay.. alls i gotta do is feed them really.
eh... i really really really wanna board... preferably a funboard.. but it will most likely be long. used is a must... its a lot cheaper and ill just ding up a new board anyways. ehh.. hopefully i can find a decent one out there... somewhere...
i wanted to go to kickboxing last night but nooooooooooooooooooooo my mom didnt have any money and my dad went to a softball game. turns out he left his wallet at home anyways.. so i couldve gone. grr... oh well ill go tonight.
whats up with homestarrunner.com? they didnt spit out the new strongbad email last monday... in fact they still havent! the only up date was that they took the "new" label off of 'suntan' gah! this new one better be good then...
today i dunno what im doing. well at 5:20 i have an orthodontist appt. thats about it. oh yeah and kickboxing.. but during the day i shall be bored yet again. oh well..
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2003 25 June :: 12.11 am
:: Music: all american rejects: the last song
you wanted the best.. it wasn't me...
highlight of the day: scaring the shit outta liz with my partner-in-crime.. nini! have fun in fire island liz! lol
but as of now..
:'(
yeah.. this is freaking torture. and every day it gets worse..
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2003 23 June :: 3.50 pm
:: Music: p.o.d. sleeping awake.. i think its called
stuff i want..
1. a hedgehog to be named spike
2. a gym membership
3. a funboard
4. my jessieful
5. an armoire
6. a certain someone
7. the new strongbad email
8. natalia's sexy ass (to stay in IB! well her ass would be good too..)
;-)
4 but always you.. |
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2003 23 June :: 10.46 am
so empty inside...
1 but always you.. |
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2003 21 June :: 7.13 am
:: Mood: pissed
er.. yeah. i got up at 5:30 today thinking that we were still going to the beach because no one told me otherwise.. there was a missed call on my fone from sam.. but i think u guys could do a little better with the notice. so now i wasted an hour and a half and we're not even going. thanks
2 but always you.. |
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2003 19 June :: 12.32 pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: the white stripes.. .
ehhhhhhhhh..........
so yesterday i broke my habit of sitting on the couch and watching nick jr. all day and i walked over to liz's house. her dog attacked me.. that was weird. and we watched old dance recital/naked shower scene tapes. lmao... then we got food and played online.. then i went home and got my stuff and went over to ashley's house (where i am now) and slept over. we watched old school.. ::erm:: interesting.. lotsa stuff i didnt really need to see.. lol. but before that we went to the gym and the guy was just like.. whatever go in. (i should just walk in more often!) and yeah it was fun i actually got a workout! :) then we went to wendys and cancelled out the calories we just got rid of. lol.. so this morning we watched blues clues and here i am now.. updating my woohu. tomorrow is sammy's "thingy" and i still gotta get "the second half of her present" lmao..
okay well time to go byebyes... ill update later. hasta pasta.
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2003 18 June :: 11.34 am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: dancin in the moonlight 8-)
heh... these were amusing..
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