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:: 2003 15 June :: 6.51 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: chevelle

im so not in the mood for anything right now... today my mom and I wnt to drop my dad off at the airport (hes going to ny) and on the way back i was forced to go furniture shopping... ugh it was hell. she bought a sofa and loveseat and he doesnt even know... i have a weird family.
yesterday we went to the surfing again and we did a lot better than the first time, because we got up and rode some waves.. fun fun. only problem is now ive got wicked sea lice and its sooo fucking annoying. there isnt enough cortizone 10 in the world to get rid of the itch. it looks pretty gross too. hey maybe next year we can go to the iws cocoa beach thing christine! its like 425 for everything and you get to go to typhoon lagoon. fun fun.
i got these really cute cordoroy op boy shorts from costco for $10 with jackie.. i still gotta pay her back. i decided to keep them.. ehh ill get used to the tightness.
yes well i am too tired from standing up all freaking day looking at couces so adios

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 12 June :: 9.33 pm
:: Mood: tired/confused
:: Music: something corporate

some of us are just born with tragedy in our blood...
^^ quote from the movie.. i liked it so i remembered it and made it the subject of my journal.
so today liz and i biked to christine's.. and i need a new bike! mine sucks :-\ yeah and when we got there i devoured many grilled cheese sandwiches.. hey i was hungry! lol. anywho.. later on we went swimming (after i cleaned her dang pool >:o) and me n christini went tanning on her roof.. she has a good roof to tan on. its our "secret spot" lol. then we all took showers and ate some more, then we watched donnie darko. if any of you get annoyed when you cant figure out a movie, dont watch it. its so confusing... but despite all of my still unanswered questions.. i thought it was pretty good. ehh.. i prolly just contradicted myself. whatever..
right now im feeling eh.. im really tired so im sorta out of it. i got pretty dark tho!! lol christine.. ehh.. i dont feel like writin anymore.

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 11 June :: 10.20 am
:: Music: d-d-d-d-d-dora the explora!

Each new day is a blank canvas.. make it something great. (random inspirational quote lol)
this week is really boring.. not much to do. im on the DDR plan w/ jackie!! lmao.. step battles are so fun though! if any of you know what im talking about.. god help you.. youre as big a geek as we are. lol.
i wanna go running today.. liz where are you? lol..
i cant wait till saturday.. a change in the "nothing" routine.. hopefully we can stay up this time.
i need money.. im so broke its depressing. like i have noooo money. at all. except for some loose change.. yea. it sucks.
alrighty then. what an entry. ehh imnot all here... just woke up so yeahh.

1 but always you.. | another night, another dream..


:: 2003 8 June :: 9.42 am
:: Mood: tired

well yesterday we went surfing... and i must say i am amazed that i made it to the computer and am able to type after that. my arms hurt like a mofo. but it was really fun so it was worth it :).
after that we went to hannahs surprise party.. it was fun. i had never been to one. she was really surprised, so that was good.
came home.. fell asleep. my day went from 6:00 to 10:30... and i was doing stuff the whole time... so that would explain my tiredness. ay yi yi... hopefully in a few days i can move my arms again.

1 but always you.. | another night, another dream..


:: 2003 6 June :: 9.45 pm
:: Music: sum41: hell song

bleh..
i hate people who say one thing and then do another... within a 2 second time period. i also get extremely annoyed when someone tries to be someone theyre not. another thing that pisses me off is being broke. okay i think i am done for now.

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 6 June :: 8.31 pm
:: Music: john mayer

lalala

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i went to the mall today.. it was depressing to see all the stuff i want but having no money to buy it :(. well at least i got something... olive green flip fops (my fave color) and cherry earrings.. cute! tomorrow: surfing!! should be interesting.. video camera interesting? probably. lol. i called that loggers run bagel place and left a message saying i want a freaking job.. of course it was nicer than that :) lol. um.. yea. thats about it. adios.

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 5 June :: 11.45 am

takin quizzes...
picture of fawn




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Shirley Temple-- you're cute around people but
naughty when you get away from the crowd


What's your stripper name? (female)
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Water Goddess
Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Loving
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
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Laid-Back Virgin
You are a LAID-BACK VIRGIN.


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princeton
Princeton
You're smart, you're thin, you're pretty, and
goddamit, people love you. You are destined for
great, great things, little Princetonian. Let
there be a never-ending stream of Country-Club-
Like institutions in your unmarred future.


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well then.. that was interesting.

1 but always you.. | another night, another dream..


:: 2003 5 June :: 10.50 am
:: Mood: tired

hola.. i just woke up. yesterday was prety eh.. me n jackie walked over to wendy's and subway and had lunch.. then we got lazy so her mom drove us back lol. then i hung out over there.. then went to kickboxng, came home, and went back to sleep.
today i woke up and here i am now. *ahem* happy birthday sam!!! i dunno what we're doing today.. we'll see. adios

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 4 June :: 11.06 am
:: Music: moulin rouge

ay yi yi
*sigh* jessie just left my house.. there were tears. :'(!!!!!!! but just like i sed, ill see her next week! lol jess... i am definetely goin to bama over the summer.. i dont care if i have to take the bus! im gonna see you! and youre coming to warped! or else. lol wow.. the reality of it hasnt set in.. but whatever.. whats a few miles anyways? we'll always be jessieful and rachela. :) (and i still cant believe you didnt tell me about the robbie thing! apacha!)
anywho.. i need to go apply this sunday (to work) because i can already feel the summer laziness setting in. on saturday morning i wanna go to the iws lessons.. if anyone wants to get up at 6 with me! lol. umm.. yeah.. i will definetely try to keep in touch with everyone (esp. my bus peeps) and we can get together sometime.. we still gotta go and have a sushi lunch thingy! lol i plan to get so tan this summer it wont even be funny. im gonna like change my race! muahahahah! (heh ill prolly end up bing a shade darker at best) well yeah.. so im gnna go now... au revoir !!!!!

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 3 June :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

first of all, id like to apoligize if my mother called any of you today (which she probably did) lookin for me. shes got issues with not knowing where i am.. which i left a fucking message! but thats besides the point.
yeah.. so today was the last day :) my pe exam was a complete joke.. i was done in like 2 minutes.
the bus ride home was fun... empty, but fun. we got linus/sunil/sameen soaked.
then it was raining really hard when we got off the bus, so we went to the closesnt house (liz's) we were a bunch of hungry people! i feel sobad... the poor girl has like no food left in her house. lol thx lizzie! yeah.. then we went swimming, watched rat race, talked, and my mom called and went psycho on me. yeah.. okay then. then i came home, got screamed at for no valid reason. so i then went running down to loggers' and back. yayness. now i am in pain. lol.. and right now jess came over.. she liked the anti-alex thingy on her box. hehe. okies well ill update mas tarde. ciao kiddies! i am officially a sophomore now! WOOHU! lol

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 2 June :: 5.26 pm
:: Mood: confused

good song..
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 31 May :: 11.11 am
:: Mood: awake

omg.. first and foremost... you all gotta see finding nemo. cutest freakin movie i have ever seen.. really funny too.
exams... have been okay. just really long. bt its allrite.. i only got 3 left and the last on is pe, so that doesnt even count. monday jessie you are coming with me to kickboxing! we will be the mean highschoolers! lol no. but we are def. goin. tuesday.. i am spending w/ my bus ppl. we dunno what we're doin.. so it should be very fun. (if nothing happens then i doubt it ever will so.. yea) nm about that though. and then that night i am spending w. jessie, cause she leaves on wdnesday. it really hasnt even sunk in yet. shes leaving in 4 days.. i still wanna think its months away. but dont worry about it chica.. you will be just fine. its imposible for jessie to not make friends. lol.
today i wanna go to the beach.. tonite: PIS. but i dunno if im goin.. so yeah. ill update later. au revoir

another night, another dream..


:: 2003 23 May :: 6.02 pm
:: Mood: confused

today sucked. the weather always gets me down.. and plus i flet like i was eing avoided by someone.. then on the bus home i found out that mr coppola got laid off. that sucks so bad. i was loving drama.. and now they get rid of it. greatness.
so on the bus i wassad and i got teary.. lol. and daniel came and sat next to me which made me feel a lil better with our strange conversations.although i am now more confused than ever.. but okay. this weekend i wanna go to the beach as much as possible. i need my tan back! i wanted to go to the show tonight but i dont think that will happen. unless andi's parenmts can drive us home but i havent even spoken to her so.. unlikely. plan b would be to go over to sams house n have a movie night. yay. so ill update later. toodles

4 but always you.. | another night, another dream..


:: 2003 21 May :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the verve: bittersweet symphony

I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now..
today was pretty fun.. we went swimming during 6th hour. that was cool. i was too scared to go off the diving board though. lol.
afterwards my clothes got all soaked and it looked like i peed in my pants. it was kinda funny. lol
im glad u guys like the new color scheme of my woohu. i sure do. (thanks agen jackie... and no, it was NOT 5 weeks. you overdramatic spimoni-spimini or whatever. )
tonight im going to kickboxing! yay! havent gone in a few months. damn.
well have some more on my mind but nothing i really wanna post on the internet. so in that case... ciao

2 but always you.. | another night, another dream..


:: 2003 20 May :: 6.50 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: stupid girl

makeover!
*ahem* i'd like to thank jackie for the spifferific makeover of my woohu journal. she is indeed very talented.

anywho.. today was boring. i blew off my play and decided not to do it. i was just too tiered last night. we took the bio test.. eh i think i did alright. geometry test was pretty easy too.

im going through beach withdrawal. i need to go and attempt to surf. lol. thats always fun. tomorrow were going to the pool though in 6th hour... that should be interesting.

lets see.. we only have 6 non-exam days left.. 9 in total. yayness! this year actually went by pretty fast.. although i say this at the end of every year. then again, things dont seem as drawn out when ur done with them. lol.

tomorrow starts day one of my 'get in shape' plan. people.. dont get mad at me. no, i dont think im fat. but i am definetely out of shape and could stand to lose a few pounds. nothing crazy. not like im aiming for a size 1. so.. heres to a bunch of chalky, not yummy, high protein-low carb bars. *sigh* oh well. lol

i started to read ordinary people. its pretty good so far... asnd it weird caue sometimes i think like the kid does.. so i can relate.

ok.. time to go and convince daddy to take me to get a new bathing suit for tomorrow.

hasta pasta

3 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

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