I Heard your doing ok, but i want you to know...
Im Addicted to you
I can't pretend i don't care when you don't think about me
Do you think i deserve this?
I tried to make ya happy, but u left anyway

[chorus]
ive tried to forget that im adicted to you
but i want it & i need it, im addicted to you
now its over, & I cant forget what you said
& i never, wanna do this again
heartbreaker...heartbreaker...heartbreaker

Since the day i met you & after all we went through
im still addicted, im addicted to you
I think you know that its true
ive gone a thousand miles to get you
do you think i deseve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that i could, just to keep you
but u left anyway

Chorus

How long will i be waiting?
Until the end of time
I dont know why im still waiting
I cant make you mine

Chorus

...heartbreaker...heartbreaker...heartbreaker
Im addicted to you
Hearbreaker
Im addicted to you
Heartbreaker
Im addicted to you
hearbreaker
Im addicted to you
heartbreaker


today i stayed home cause i had that bio test and i just did NOT have time to study. last night we went to the play... it was surprisingly good. but i didnt get home until like 10:30ish and i was juss dead tired. only one more week till our much-needed spring break. I plan on juss relaxing. sam... u better talk to daniel cause this fight is so stupid. but ahhh! we're goin to gc.....!!!!! lol oh natalia.. i read ur journal and i dunno whos annoyin u but if its me sorry! i dunno wut i did.. but ok. if it is me u gotta tell me and be straight up, or else i wont know. but anywayz..
tonight im hopin t have a blockbuster night w/ christini. oh yea, she got the warped tour tix! yay.. today i started writing my play. i kinda forgot my main character's name tho.. so i had to improvise lol. i also need a setting.. and a title.. but besides that im good! lol i thought about "A Feud Between Brothers", but it sounds too.. just not right for my play. any suggestions? okay well im gonna go now.. adios

gah!
i am so confused... ive been upset lately but im not exactly sure why.... i dont like being sad all the time cause that has never worked out for me and i dont wanna be the complainey type... but i dunno. i overanalyze things.
today we had fcat and we watched movies the whole time.. boring day pretty much.. the bus ride home was interesting.. we drove to south tech to drop of the twin...sam n dan werent talkin so it felt kinda akward.. i hope things work out u guys. then i hear random ppl got assigned seats! WTF! fuckin psycho bus driver.. me n christine went to loggerz and saw mr todd.. poopie! lmao.. mexican.. oh it was weird.. i never get calls on my cell fone.. n that time i ot like 3 at the same time! it was weird... poor celine has strep throat... i was afraid of that.. feel better! i guess im going to kickboxing alone tonight.. christine apparently doenst wanna go w/ me.. i guess shes mad about the jessie thing? i dunno. w/e.. its only wednesday?? ugh... i dunno if i can last the week. oh well..

hmm lets see.. this weekend i went to the show at pis.. fn fun.. and then on saturday jessie came over and we made lotsa hemp stuff. she slept over... then the next day i got a tan. today was boring... it would have been fun, except that it was a monday. damn mondays... but we had a sub in history... she looked like a deformed baby... lmfao christine.. then on the bus i was half asleep.. i did have fun w/ natalia today tho! and gin n juice! lol jp. eh... tonight i guess i'll go to kickboxing... wow. i have such enthusiasm... what happened? lol byebyes

gah!
umm.. we have oficially become the ditzes of the class. it was okay when there was only like the few of us, but there was just too many. at first it was kinda funny w/ the whole chorus line thing (which i started) lol but then its like okay im trying to not be ditzy now lol. i dunno.. it was amusing but then its like.. embarrassing. i wanna be taken seriously.. well.. semi-seriously at least. i was like get me out of here... this is embarrassing. i didnt want ashley to come.. this was OUR thing. but whatever... im not gonna sink to her level and exclude her... i dont think so at least. whatever.... anywho
i think celine sed something to mike.. like i walked up to her and sed hi celine.. and she goes oh yea that reminds me.. mike... hey! u better not have sed anything. w/e tho i think ive made it fairly obvious. lol ay yi yi well whatever.

my oh my..
fun stuff. chris/anthony got a hair cut :D and mike was very.. uhh.. flirtatious... :) i swear these are the happiest 45 min. of my week. heh celine i hope u didnt say anything woman.. i kick ur ass.. and daniel.. im gonna get u bak child.. just wait. jessie.... swingy leg things and looking up the soffee's! lmao.. lolol ok well i should do hw just wanted to do a lil update

hola.. today was interesting. i realized i cant keep stuff to myself so i spent the whole day feeling stupid.. but yea i talked it out w/ liz, my therapist, and im good again. and for the record: that thing in geometry was only cause i was so damn bored! shees people.. im not THAT obsessed.. i painted my nails.. they're very prettieful.. well the color is anyways. lol gonna go to kickboxing.. ugh i think ______ is going and i do NOT want her to go. and neither does anyone else basically. but w/e. go ahead. steal the only thing that's ... well.. "ours" (us being our lil group thingy that was excluded from her and so-n-so's activities forever and a day)so yea whatever.
umm.. ive been having some weird, non-me thoughts. strange. umm..
celine.. u lil... u better not say anything! i'll... i'll.. castrate rich! that'll end all ur bus fun.. lol
well im gonna go now. adios

today is our show thingy! im excited/scared.. i was informed that one should not wear a wife beater that becomes transparent when wet to a show.. damn! thanks for the warning tho.. ill keep that in mind lol. i found out some interesting things about anthony/chris.. im trying to remember the exact words... "biggest druggie in the world"?? something like that. lol never struck me as the type..
celine i believe you that your nails are two different colors.. whatever you say. lol dont say anything stupid to mike! ::pictures him:: *sigh* wow. lol jk! well kinda hehe 0:)
only two more classes of dance! of which ill prolly go to none.. cause i hate it.. and i just do. im tired of it.
our bus stop was moved to help "protect us" from the ppl who have been shooting our bus.. yet we still drive on the street where it happens.. yea. sure. that makes sense.
i need to9 go the beach and/or tanning bed.. im almost as white as michael jackson! its kinda scary! lol okay i would never be THAT white.
well i g2g dawdle around the house.. see ya

"must you drag politics into this??
hola.. good week. its cause of the shopping! lol me christini n sammie went to sawgrass and bought poutfits for the show... dickies and a big kahuna's wife beater! so cute lol. umm this week has been a heated debate about abortion on the bus.. im against it.. just cause u screwed up doesnt mean u kill it!
celich... richine...crich... the two names just dont flow all that nice... hmm how about Celineard! nah.. ill get back to ya..
tonight we're going to kickboxing.. im wearing my sweat/slutpants lol in fact i gotta leave for christini's now... but ill write later.

hsppy valetines day everyone.. note to self: dont buy the atlantic swim team roses... they die by the end of the day. lol today was okay.. hollister is sexy! lol christine.. my roses were touched by ur man hehe. but i gave u 2 so its ok .. me, sam, and jacquie were runnin away from sterling n friends.. sam he didnt give u anything! lol u like the surfer dude! hehe i like the other guy! lol the bus was pretty fun... at first i was thinking too much but then we were trying to figure out who andrew as lol.. then we showered rich and celine w/ flower petals lolol and i ate one.. that was yucky! now i am home.. i plan on sleeping tonite and having a nice weekend. no school monday! yay! lol adios

3.892 bottles of beer on the wall...
hola.. this week has been reall really good.. cept for lat nite i got sum bad news... jessie you WILL adopt me!!!! chica... ugh... what are we gonna do?? oh well i gues we gotta take it as it comes... also today i like completely bombed my math test.. i left most of it blank!
what else... today i went home w/ christini.. we're watching "about a boy". and im looking at her sexy wall!
the bus was fun... me n christine were reallly hyper and it was so funny w/ her spaz attack w/ rich and celine... i had one too tho lol. we made a really long poker and poked them while they were making out. it was funny lol
we're gonna start a whole new genre of music... preppy rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao j/k... that would be wuite disturbing.. although we both really do want drums!
my confirmation is tomorrow! anyone who wants to gimme a present is welcome :) lol and sunday im having a picture-taking playday w/ my jessieful (its for a "project" im makin.... ull see)
lotsa hw this weekend.. oh well im enjoying my friday w/ a fun blockbuster night w/ christini. yay! mokey poo!!!!! lolol ok well g2g watch the movie. adios

row, row, row your boat...
this week has been realy good. i think its the reef's lol christini! well i dunno ive just been really happy so thats good.. me= wants drums. lol natalia.. i need them actually... otherwise ill bang on anything i can find! (no... u sick perv) lol


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well today i got a 94 on my bio test :D, in drama we filmed n he sed we did a really good job, in spanish we had a sb cause ms french dislocated her hip or something (lol), and 7th hour we just watched presentations basically. i also met kris.. eh he's no vin diesel but hes okay.. :) lol and sammy's gonna teach me how to belly dance! hehehe thats so cool! lol well tonite i have confirmation rehersals at 7:00, so i should go and do my homework. hasta pasta!

who's that girl in the mirror?
wow its been a while... long stressful week. i need a vacation.. not just a break from school but to go somewhere.. aruba! ugh that place would be so perfect right now...

me n christine have gotten closer.. i can talk to her about stuff and she understands me.. luv ya gurl! plus we have fun.. tormenting celine n rich! lol i might go over there n see road trip w/ her.. we'll see..

i am sick n tired of gettin evil looks from the bitch.. i never did shyt to her.. wtf! and also another person doesnt even acknowledge my precense anymore.. i mean i dont expect us to be friend or anything but a "hi" every now and then woul be nice..ugh some ppl are juss irritating..

lots of things on my mind (as u can see) ive fallen behind in school.. gotten really lazy and i think im doin bad. ugh im tired of school.. and still got 3 more years!

i want a boyfriend.. if anything just because i need that type of attention..

i wanna lose weight.. my goal is a size 3. im on the kellogg's diet lol christine

happy bday natalia! luv ya babie! lmao.. watch out .. i mite get timz one day! lol

jessie: happy 15th! go get urself that permit! lol

ok im gonna go now.. adios