:: 2003 8 January :: 9.14 pm
:: Mood: tired

i hate CCD all it causes is extra stress! well next month it will all be over (finally!) seriously though i dont see the point.. we dont learn anything! w/e..
also.. wtf is up w/ the geometry project! could she possibly be any more vague?!?!?!!?! damn all she does is give us topics and were supposed to do a "project" on it. umm sure thing pal.
nothing to write about.. so cya later

1 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2003 7 January :: 8.04 pm

1st day back
in the morning I was really hyper... just ask the bus 59ers! lol but it was great to see my friends agen! so yea anywho as the day went on.. i started to hate school again lol. its was so weird. Ashley was bein unusually nice to me today.. i have no clue what her motive is.. or if there is one (i hope not) but it was kinda cool. i missed talking to her and laughin about stuff. but i mean ill be friends w/ her.. i just dont think i can look at her in the same way.. thats okay though. wat else.. christine had quite a difficult time changing on the bus! lol adam was being brutal with the "say laaaa" lol but then he got nicer. natalia i hope u dont quit ib! ok well im gonna go do my oh so fun geometry outline now. adios

another night, another dream..

:: 2003 1 January :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: content

happy 2003! last night we did our usual "get together" of the masis, hortons, and zafirs. fun stuff.. umm ya so heres my resolution(s):
1. Lose some weight. I'd say about 5-10 pounds is good
2. Be a better student. (Get organized, do my homework the day i get it, when i get home, etc. Basically all the stuff thety've been telling me to do my whole life)
3. Let go. (things change.. accept it.)
4. Be strong. (keep being nice :) but don't take shit from people like I have been)

whoo thats alot. theres prolly more but cant think of them now. finally i get to forget about all that past negativity and start new! heh i sound like a horoscope.

8 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2002 27 December :: 11.47 pm
:: Mood: hungry

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz! ok yea im bored.. today i went 2 jackie's and hung out.. we watched afv and lmfao if anyone saw it, that clip of the guy in the dinosaur costume going against the wind!!!!!!!! LMAO omg i laughed soo hard! whoo.. umm got home, played bingo online.. that was fun. tomorrow i gotta do my nails.. how tho? hmm.. ill go to wal mart and see what they got so i can get sum ideas lol jessie my christmas nails are chipped away. oh i plan to finish my daybook and geometry project be4 new years cause i wanna start the year with no "baggage". i can't wait we're having our usual par-tay at mike's house.. thats always fun. 0:) omg im so in love w/ my velour set! damn its soo comfy! lol lalala im so bored.. okay well im gonna go now and watch legally blonde.. love that movie! heh well adios

another night, another dream..

:: 2002 25 December :: 4.39 pm
:: Mood: refreshed

hola.. feliz navidad! i got my key necklace, belly rings, a messenger bag, and lots and LOTS of clothes. u? well im gonna go steal some of my mommys marachino cherries.. ados chicas!

another night, another dream..

:: 2002 24 December :: 9.08 pm
:: Mood: chipper

twas the night before christmas..

hey babes..
whats up? so far my winter break has been great.. there's nothing like sleeping in! so far i got spongebob slippers, a spongebob belly ring,(from jackie) and a neat-o twistie belly ring with diff colored balls from my jessieful. we had so much fun today! we painted our nails all "festive" with the smelly nail polish i got her lol and we went around her neighborhood spreading holiday cheer.. armed with the nails, my spongebob slippers, her yankees hat, and 2 cell phones playing "jingle bells" loL! whoo good times.. we saw billybob and sheesh he changed hes all "thugged out" now lol lil boca child... lol still cute but i am way over the kid. umm yea and it was so horiible cause we were eating popsiucles on christmas eve, ad they were melting like it was summer! wtf! i hate florida.. and how we're so old jess.. lmao we had to take a break from all that walking. ahh.. another fun play dya with my jessieful.. luv ya gurl!

have a merry christmas everyone hope u get what u want! hehe luv ya

2 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2002 19 December :: 4.32 pm
:: Mood: giggly

omg i have never laughed that hard as i did today on the bus.. lmfao @rich's feet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow sam i dont think anyone will ever get why we laughed at his feet for 20 minutes but it was great. andrea came back today. yay. one more day of exams tho!

2 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2002 18 December :: 4.26 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

hey,
today was pretty good.. damn i like exam days! shyt.. well all we do is take a lil (ok, big) test but i finished an hour early on both of them so it was easy.. the only bad part of my day was is the morning after spending what 30 minutes straightening my hair some jackass threw peanut butter and jelly into a large crowd and guess where it landed? on my hair. so that pissed me off but besides that.. a good day.
lizards got me a present (thanks!) its a really cute picture frame and candle frum claires.. i still have to go shopping lol. umm the bus was really fun and as of today im sticking with ib.. (key words: AS OF TODAY) lol well ill update ya later

ooh yea "bring it on baby" lmfao sammy luv ya
"train!" reflex ash lol

1 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2002 16 December :: 8.38 pm
:: Mood: ay dios mio

when will it all end??

ok umm today they did their stupid burp game and when i didnt wanna eat dirt they "ostracized" me and seriously didnt talk to me so i was like whatever.. and then adam so thoughtfully sat next to me on the bus.. after a while i was like u kno what? i hate you i hate you! lol okay not funny well i didnt really mean it cause i dont HATE anyone.. but i strongly dislike him cause of the way he acts towards me.. anyways.. i juss know that now hes gonna talk so much shit now... wtf i kno this kidd hates me why doesnt he say so to my face?? i did! lol well once again (and for the record) i do not hate you adam, i just dont think that you are a very nice person.. especially to me. so yea. whoo.. glad i got that out. i cant wait till this week is over! damn its only monday!!!!!!!! shytt.. oh well.. valerie thanks so much for the card what u wrote makes sense and i think ill stay (but u all know by now how ficle i am..) lol well adios!

1 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2002 10 December :: 4.30 pm
:: Mood: ?

omg.. worse 30 min. ever. the bus ride, i mean. well to start off i was crying juss because of everything thats been going on.. because although i act like its ok.. its not. and so ya to make a long story short.. there are ppl who wish i would leave. so heres my dilemma:

go to olympic heights, where i will be much less stressed and with friends who act like friends.. but w/o a 100% scholarship...

-or-

stay in IB where im stressedout all the time with friends who basically dont want me there (hey there's exceptions and u kno who u r)and be able to get into almost any college i want..

ya. either have a fun four years or a good future...

6 but always you.. | another night, another dream..

:: 2002 9 December :: 4.55 pm

just to clarify.. the below was an old song by a group called orgy (lol liz) ummm i have like a LOT of homework to do so i g2g adios

another night, another dream..

:: 2002 7 December :: 1.52 pm

How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you've laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me, how do I feel
Tell me now, How do I feel
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortunes
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now, how should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
When I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold

another night, another dream..

:: 2002 6 December :: 7.20 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: mah neck mah back

another night, another dream..

:: 2002 3 December :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: confused

oh what a tangled web we weave...


ay dios mio. u guys .. this "party" thing got WAY outta hand. i swear were locking up the house and turning out the lights and going into hiding.. lol so if uve heard about a party in ashley park its cancelled. lol

another night, another dream..

:: 2002 3 December :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: blah

i was just going through pics for my spanhsih project and i never realized what a dork i used to be! lol.
umm wow. talk about things getting blown outta proportion.. me, jessie and a few other friends were supposed to have a "party" on saturday cause her parents were going outta town.. somehow, tho, this has spread to like a few different SCHOOLS! like there were flyers and everything.. and that was sooooo not our intention. still trying to figure out a way to get everyone to not come.. hmm.. any ideas? lol well anywho.. i hope you all can attend jessie's funeral.. on monday i believe. see ya

another night, another dream..