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2002 30 October :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: confused
well i made up with ashley and things were a lil better today but i dont think we'll ever be as close as we use to be.. things are kinda back to normal.. i guess.. well i dunno its weird. i dont think its all my fault! cause like some people just piss me off and then feeling sad on top of it just isnt a nice mix... but ive been trying to avoid my negative feelings today (uhh..) well ahh g2g ill write later but now im going to a meeting
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2002 29 October :: 4.51 pm
:: Mood: lazy
omg today's bus ride was so fun! who else but adam would let us spray foreign matter into his eyes! lol and when the kid tried to get past natalia but she was across the aisle with her hand up adams pantleg! LMFAO.. lol wow that was the funniest thing EVER. and then they were being retarted and singing dilemma.. lol i luv my bus...
but at school i feel... unappreciated. like a tag-along cause i swear like no one pays attention to me when i say something and if they do they dont give a fuck what I say.. and its starting to get to me. also today i was told to "go away" cause someone was telling someone else something that i wasnt allowed to hear! i mean come on, how hard would it be to tell them later? i couldnt believe they juss told me to go away. im just like am i the only one who finds this rude? whatever. and with ashley.. i dunno if i should try and struggle to keep her as my best friend or juss give up cause im the only one here whos trying. and the whole not telling me secrets thing.. WTF. im the LAST person that would tell a secret someone told me not to tell.. like i kno how to keep my mouth shut. and im like one of the few that wont tell anyone. even in our group cause once it gets out to one person in the group (which by the way i dont feel like im really part of lately) everyone knows by the end of school. maybe ive just known her too long and she thinks she can take advantage of me?? i dont know.. i just dont understand why im being treated like shyt cause i didnt do ANYTHING. and im sorry if i dont have anything interesting to say but she always seems to find something to talk about with everyone else.. whatever. im just tired of being treated like shyt.
natalia thanks for listening even tho u make faces at me lol
g2g do homework.
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2002 25 October :: 5.58 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
im so pissed.. now im not going to the game cause i cant get a ride there and ashley andrea and adam did it again.. ash knew i wanted to go why didnt she call me?? aah.. well whatever im leaving now ..i guess im staying home tonight!
go away
rachel
1 but always you.. |
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2002 25 October :: 4.56 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: kelly clarkson: a moment like this
heyy
today was a good day.. In first hour we did some easy shyt, then i got to miss 2nd and 4th hour to go to see master class, which by the way, was really good! (and that guy was very sexy lol) and then 6th hour is pe and our teacher had to leave to go to a xc meet so yay! lol we juss sat there and talked. what else.. well my brother came home today and uhh tonite im going to the game against palm beach gardens and were gonna win. lol well ill update ya later, im makin a quesadilla
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2002 24 October :: 9.05 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: buddhist monk chants
today was a half day and i came to jessiefuls house to play! hehe it was so fun.. we walked, got harrassed, walked some more, pretended to be cars, got home and watched jessies hair turn blonde purple and red, and then we saw the ketchup song thingie and decided to start a ketchup cult! and we even have a chant.. its great! *ding* HEH.. LOL well jessieful it was so fun playing with ya today, gotta come to my house next time! (if u even kno my number!) sheesh... lol well billybob was a skater! HAH! i swear u gotta use those pictures for blackmail. lol well tengo que ir por que mi mama va a venir aqui o wait shes here.. cya
1 but always you.. |
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2002 24 October :: 1.47 pm
:: Mood: confused
hello,
i havent written in a couple of days, and a *lot* has happened. okay so its just another one of my pathetic weeks, but to me its big! lol i stayed home monday and tuesday from school cause i was sick :( and then today was a half day so my week was pretty short. im going to the fb game tomorrow, i juss dunno with who! lol any takers? okay maybe not. i learned that ash cant keep a secret but thats okay it wasnt that big. and wut else.. uhh. cant think of anything! that was my exciting week! lol
later!
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2002 20 October :: 2.03 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: eminem: lose yourself
hey,
me=sick :( me=needs a guy. lol. el grr-o!!!! sheesh well anyways i saw tuck everlasting and i know the big secret!!!! lol
5 but always you.. |
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2002 18 October :: 11.06 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
today i went outside and i got a tan, then i went with ashley and natalia to the football game. we won! YAY.
just trying to figure out why im so damn shy.. its never gonna get me where i wanna be. but hey, he didn't say much either! and then u guys walked away i was like okayy... so i didnt really seperate myself, natalia made me stay with her cause she would b alone so yea. oh well, bye
5 but always you.. |
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2002 17 October :: 6.54 pm
:: Mood: hyper/tired
to my jessieful:
raquelita816: lol u act all nice but ur really mean
acissej128: yea i do act nice don't i?
acissej128: whata scam
raquelita816: that foot-in-mouth one
raquelita816: lol i never really understodd that one it always looked like he was smokin lol
raquelita816: :-!
Acissej128: lol
raquelita816: lol
Acissej128: that is what i thought
raquelita816: and look at his eyes! he is sooo stoned
raquelita816: maybe foot is a codeword for something
raquelita816: like joint
raquelita816: and its really
raquelita816: joint-in-mouth
Acissej128: lol yeah.. mabye
raquelita816: lol!
Acissej128: hahahaha!!!
Acissej128: lol
Acissej128: yeah!
raquelita816: lol
raquelita816: alrighty aol ppl ive figured u out!
raquelita816: lol
Acissej128: hahahaha
Acissej128: ur too smart for them
luv ya gurl... we have so much fun! u rock! :)
3 but always you.. |
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2002 17 October :: 4.30 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: the abc song.. dont ask people
whats upp? homecoming week is over finally! i was getting tired of all this school spirit.. lol well today we had a pep rally and it was gay but no one really was mean to us cause freshmen rule.. lol. and we had to sit on the scary wooden bleachers.. and the JV football team=hott! (well most of em) and the homecoming game is tomorrow against wellington. i dunno if i should go all out in school colors or in mardi gras stuff.. hmm ill have to think about that one. lol no school tomorrow! i sooo need to sleep in.
today on the bus i had deja vu and it was really weird... i thought we were in boca but we hadnt gotten on I-95 yet! lol okie dokie well im gonna go now.. adios!
luv ya,
~flick-a-ma-bob~ :)
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2002 16 October :: 8.41 pm
:: Mood: jipped off
the game...
well the sophomores "beat" us 13-7.. but we really kicked ass. They cheated sooooo much it wasn't even funny. and Valerie... you go girl! Knock that bitch down! lol u rock. well anyways we should have won, and we would have if it wasnt for those biased ref's. thats okay, well have the upper hand next year! lol
We got no limit.
We got no line.
You got no team Don't mess with mine.
We break it down.
How ya like that now?
5. 6. 7. 8. Let me see that booty shake!
awww yea!!! hey freshman! YEA! are u ready! YEA! To jiggalo! Jig-alo-o Jig-jig alo-o!!
lol so much fun.
did u kno they sell chicken in nicks and dimes at our school?!?! lmao ash
and booty dancing in the walmart parking lot was definetely fun..
well anyways, tomorrow if "freckles" or whatever her name was goes "I smell freshmen!" ima be like "I'm not sure what it is I smell!!!" lol okay not really but I should.
bye..
p.s. wellington, ur goin down! lol
2 but always you.. |
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2002 15 October :: 8.26 pm
well isn't that nice? I think I need to see a shrink about this.. lol
2 but always you.. |
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2002 15 October :: 6.17 pm
OH!
and also the people took the PSAT's today and we had to do 2.. 2! florida writes crap... I soooo bs'ed them! lol then we played UNO while I ate my Honey Nut Cheerios milk n cereal bar. wanna hear part of the guy's cheer? its all I remember but: "strawberry shortcake banana split. we use the sophomores to wipe our sh*t! " lol but seriously they looked really lame but theyre fun to laugh at! lolol okay
leaving now..
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2002 15 October :: 6.01 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
hey there
today we saw thesexy football player and I suspected that he was a full on monet cause no ones that hott but he wasnt! yay. lol well he was kicking footballs and we were like... ahhhhhhh lol. somehow i got switched from defense to being the wide reciever... good move peeps. u kno how many incomplete passes and fumbles thats gonna cause? allright! and the "frosty" play is sooo freakin tyte! lol its really good seriously tho, and a cheerleader thought it up! heh okay.I hope we win so we win but I hope we don't so then we dont have to play the junior or seniors. kay... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmbye
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2002 14 October :: 5.43 pm
hello gorgeous,
I'm really bored. today we decorated the 100 hallway FRESHMAN TERRITORY! lol I think we won cause as bad as it looked, the other ones looked worse! hehe.. well It's that block of time between getting home and going to dance and I can NEVER get anything done so I think ill just enjoy myself online here... lol well ima go now
muah
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