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2003 15 October :: 10.12 pm
ANYONE ELSE WANT TO FUCKING YELL AT ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
no im not perfect okay. im sorry.
god today sucked ass.
3 but always you.. |
another night, another dream.. |
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2003 15 October :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: alone
Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still:
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy,
for the sun
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside
So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
Like a burning star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
1 but always you.. |
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2003 15 October :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: observant
:: Music: finch stuffffffff
today sucked. yeah, and i even got to sleep until 8 this morning cause i had an orthodontist appt. but yeah.. after school i was supposed to meet my group at the library but then i got locked out, and my dad came home LATE today!!! grr... unluckiness!
tomorrow=thursday.. yessss. although i do have to stay after school for rehearsal and such. ehh.. but then im done.
friday: surfing. i NEED to go man.. its been too long. chach+me=watch out waves!! haha
random observations:
some people have a huge problem with comittment. (ie. making plans... *ahem.*)
every time i wear my hair down people think
i cut it.
people steal my catchphrases.
garnier fructisse fortifying conditioner fucking owns.
celine enjoys drawing on herself.
I MISS MY JESSIEFUL!
im one lazy mother.
i enjoy tostitos with melted cheese on them.
its time to go. im out :)
3 but always you.. |
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2003 12 October :: 5.24 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: something coporate-if u see jordan
today was okay.. i went driving, then came to carlos' house for a last attempt at doing our economics stuff.. yeah. we got something done, but not much.
last night we went to fright nights 2... it was fun. freaky people tho.. almost pissed myself
i have a lot of homework and shiz to do.. story of my life.
sam thanks for the finch cd... theyre awesome <3
umm.. yeah thats it for now. byebye
1 but always you.. |
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2003 11 October :: 3.00 pm
:: Mood: :(
yesterday was ok.. except everyone bailed out on me... so i went to sams house but she had her other fridn coem over... w/e. lol.. as i was going there my mom went too far and we passed the ashley park sign... :'( i didnt even think about it the tears just started coming.. *sigh*
and today im not happy cause wok was eh.. as usual but i STILL havent gotten paid fo the 2nd two weeks... so now they owe me 4 weeks pay. geez. and i kinda need it tonight.
and if everyone still thinks they want to go to fright night tonight and not bail again, we should make plans and stuff.. we might have a *mystery guest* lol.. yeah.
i think ill go sleep now or something. whatever.
1 but always you.. |
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2003 9 October :: 6.48 pm
:: Mood: :-\
today was boring. first hour.. ehhh. THERE WAS A HUGE SPIDER ON MY BAG. just about died there.
then algebra was fun as usual, but once again i accomplished nothing. im seriously not cut out for ib. im WAY too lazy... but alan was hilarious as usual. apparently, when he was younger, he was a hunchback (tnk ethan frome) and a retard and had slow reflexes, also his head was fused to his shoulder. and one he got in a fight and he was all like "uhH! eh uhhh!" lmfao..... good times..
chem was boring. once again i fell asleep. (practically) i also played with sams new cam. fone... <333 orgasmic!
health. oh dear lord. guest speakers.... stds..... GRAPHIC, DETAILED PICTURES.... me feeling nauseated. enough. im gonna start crying. lol celine
after school was auditions... ehhhh i did badly but the list isnt posted till monday. and kaplan is going to yell at me for missing the meet.
im confused about some stuff..
uMmMmMm.. <-- wow wtf was that. yeah i have to go do homework and such.
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2003 8 October :: 7.24 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: our annoying bus song
you had to be a big shot..
today was pretty stressful. econ was okay, we watched a movie and ms levine (may she burn) was our sub. god shes annoying. then at lunch i didnt eat cause i thought our thematic quotes sheet was due. of course, though, it wasnt. i got really fucking lucky though... i didnt read gatsby and i got an 80 on my test. that'll never happen again. but im not complaining.. then art history was boring as hell. ms. blair sucks. if i ever stayed awake in that class, those days are loong gone now..
i want to audition for the play... hmm. the only problem is rides. id have to find someone to bum off of or take the activity bus. that is if i even got a part, but frim said theres a kajillion girl parts so i might. i dunno... i have to decide tonight cause tomorrow is the last day for auditions. oh fuck. rachel just realized that she has a swim meet tomorrow.......... GAH!
from this point on i swear i am doing my homework. no, really. i am.
yeah, off to go do that.
ill be back.
1 but always you.. |
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2003 6 October :: 5.17 pm
:: Mood: umm
:: Music: nickelback
someday somehow..
today was pretty much wasted on nothingness. i was supposed to read the great gatsby but it just didnt happen. it was so pretty out earlier so i just decided to lay out there for a bit.. very relaxing. i love lazy days...
but now im brought back to the reality that i have an obscene amount of work to do.. so yeah.. time to go do that now.
<3
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2003 6 October :: 3.40 pm
:: Mood: eh
for those of us who enjoy to frustrate ourseves to the point where we lose sleep over it.. www.crystalnewmedia.com/gridlock/gridlock.html
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2003 5 October :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: silly
paco taco
today i woke up and then got dressed and then went driving.. scariness! then i went and met sam, farrah, and amara at la casa de carlos and we pretended to do our project but we just ended up playing xbox and listening to music and stuff. his dog kept trying to rape me.. disturbing. later we went to the clubhouse and played foosball. TILTING THE TABLE= CHEATING! haha it was mucho fun. then i came home and went online and shizzle and here i am now.
IM GONNA BE A LOOFAH FOR HALLOWEEN GUYS. its gonna rock. :)
just wanted to update.. see ya laterrr dawgs.. teehee
3 but always you.. |
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2003 4 October :: 4.38 pm
:: Music: volare wooah cantare wohohoooh
today i got up at 8:30 then went to wrok at 9 till 2. after that i went to windjammer park and drove around.. the van is hard! yeah then i came home and did nothing. chach: tomorrow i have to go to a kid's house for a project... maybe ill stop by for a bit.
rachel got her perrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmittttt :)
3 but always you.. |
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2003 28 September :: 6.45 pm
:: Mood: lalala
i got my dress!
i adore it...
lalalalala :)
off to do the homework i suppose.
8 but always you.. |
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2003 27 September :: 10.19 pm
:: Mood: useless
:: Music: trapt- echo
Before this echo can subside
Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find
yeah today was absolutely pointless. i did
n o t h i n g.
my cool koosh ball earring died. :(
i want a new job. seriously. i barely ever go in. and i still need my paycheck of a whopping $55. if that.
spontaneous saturday ceased to exist. so then my mom said she would take me to look for a homecoming dress but she came home hours later and i had wasted my entire day by then.
with the exception of a few people, id say that the world is against me. okay maybe that was a bit dramatic.
but you know me.
4 but always you.. |
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2003 27 September :: 2.05 pm
and another thing..
whats up with you people only telling me about the beach when you need a ride? thats bull.
i guess i shall start my homework.
5 but always you.. |
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2003 27 September :: 1.59 pm
its officially bad luck for me to make plans. whenever i do, people cancel. poop.
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