So long astoria
i found a map to buried treasure
and even if we come home empty handed
well still have our stories
of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts,
broken bones, and all the best of friendships

and when this hourglass
has filtered out
its final grain of sand
i raise my glass to the memories we had
this is my wish
this is my wish
im takin back
im takin them all back


last night i went to christini's and we acted scatologic... hah. then this morning i got up at 8 and went to work at 9.. my feet hurt from standing so much. tomorrow the gangs going to look for homecoming dresses i believe... fun. yup.. thats all thats been goin on

i <3 crayons

im sorry sorry for making your life a living hell
ive been unusually happy lately.. i actually have nothing to complain about (cept my grades :( ) but yea so ive been in a good mood... im like waiting for something bad to happen cause its just uncanny for me to be this happy. yea... and rooney is good for happy moods! at first i was like wtf?! they sound like a bunch of hippies! then i listened more and im hooked. instant good mood guys. lol

today was okay.. i like white days better though :) the people are just loads of fun. although health was interesting today.. we told "ghost stories" and such.. he said i was a very stressed person.. yup its definitely accurate to assume that by glancing at someone. for sure man.

im a bagel-ette. harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so who all is going to homecoming?! i am! (as of now anyways )

time to go and do my homework like a good little iber. im talking flashcards for art history. and my test isnt even tomorrow! hah craziness.

only the end.. of the red
will show you my blue side <3

when i shouldn't care at all..
today was fun <3... i was fed and entertained :) funisland owns man. lol... economics test tomorrow.. :-\ not looking forward to that.
AHHHH my jessieful is coming down soon!!! (kinda) in oct. :-D i CANT WAIT love... we gotta go to that show together <3.
swim practice tomorrow.... :-\!! kaplan needs to die.
i got a pair of roxy shorts yesterday for 6.99. thats just crazy. monkey belt is coming soon to a pair of rachel's pants near you.

Remembering you..
I ask myself why.
But suddenly,
I know all over again.

i guess i should read some AP GOVERNMENT!! WOOP WOOP. not. and write that outline for english. see ya.

down to the middle and back again..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
yeah. i am not really feeling anything specific right now.. just e x a u s t e d. i havent ridden the bus home in TOO long. last year i was so emotional and such but thats cause i had so much time to think about it. thinking=bad. although.. i kinda miss SOME drama. ya know? i guess this is why i feel so distant from everyone and everything.. i dont even have the time to think about things myself. damn swimming. lol. we have a meet tomorrow... wish the rachel luck! its a lake lytal if you guys wanna come (wherever the fuck that is lol) *sigh*...
im really looking forward to the weekend... more so than usual. but they end up being a blur and it feels like its always monday. . .

jessica... i love you to pieces. im always here for you.. no matter how far in miles we may be. muah

toodles.

me= no want to go to wedding thing.
wedding thing= an hour drive, being bored all night, in uncomfortable shoes that make me 10 ft tall, being gawked over "how grown up" i am, not understanding conversations, being forced to eat only rice and vegetables... cause they dont serve veggie stuff at weddings, being dragged out to "dance", saying hi to people who i dont even know who they are. lol. (i think natalia understands some of this)

i really want to stay home tonight but i feel bad.. it is my cousin. well actually its my moms cousin. but we're all cousins in my family.

andy roddick is hot. :)

my depth perception must be off again..
>:o!!!!!!!!!! fucking livejournal! i went to update there but nooooooooooo TWICE it deleted my entry. nice. piece of crap.
so here i am, resorting to the woohu. not that its bad or anything, i just enjoy the false illusion of anonymity... thinking that no one reads that one although they probably all do, and if they didnt before... there goes that. and yes i know theres such a notion as private entries but for some reason i feel i can trust strangers with my thoughts.. i guess cause i dont know them and theres no risk of them being offended. okay im shutting up about that now.

annoyances..... attitudes... lack of appreciation.... regret.. isolation... stuff ive been enduring


later <33, cause its like, the new thing now.