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2003 24 August :: 9.51 pm
awwa!!!!!!
lizzy reminded me today of my favorite song of all time:
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
plain white t's: lonely september <3333333
4 but always you.. |
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2003 16 August :: 3.01 pm
:: Mood: not happy.
okay so today is my 15th birthday and i spent it working next to a bitch who called me stupid all day because it was my first day and i wasnt perfect.
15 but always you.. |
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2003 9 August :: 12.37 pm
i dont feel like updating my woohu anymore. see ya later hotties.
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2003 3 August :: 11.41 am
:: Mood: happy
i got a job!! im working at utopia bagels.. this should be fun. laughing at all the old people. lol ashley. yup yup.. :)
tomorrow at 4 am me n the chacheroo are heading up to tampa for busch gardens n adventure island. its gonna be very fun... esp. when i get her on montu. cause i will. :)
so today i have lots to do... i have to do laundry, pack, and go buy a few things that ill need. until next time.. adios
3 but always you.. |
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2003 2 August :: 5.05 pm
i just chopped my hair off. its very short. i like it.. just need to get used to it.
1 but always you.. |
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2003 31 July :: 12.29 pm
:: Mood: scared
schedules are here!!!!!!!!!!!!
heres mine:
pd. 1- spanish 3 pib (halcomb)
pd. 2- algebra 2 pib (doesnt say)
pd. 3- comp econ sys pib (davis.. someone shoot me now please! i dont want that fucking crackhead again!!)
pd. 4- chem 1 pib (doesnt say)
pd. 5- eng 2 pib (ammons)
pd. 6- health 1-lf mgmt skl (sicard)
pd. 7- ap art hist (stecker)
oh god.. here we go again
1 but always you.. |
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2003 30 July :: 11.25 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: plain white t's: stop
lalala im bored.... last night i slept at ashleys... we had so much fun just laughing at random stuff. some things never change. we went to the gym (that guy was a prick!!!) and then went to mikeys house and got eaten by bugs and watched dave break the stereo... fun? lol entertaining. then we came home and tried to watch the emperors club.... so boring though we didnt catch anything except that they all looked like harry potter. then we saw phone booth. i happened to like it... it was no pirates of the carribbean or anything but it was ok. ashley had a heart attack from all the stress. lol.. then we went to sleep a while later. today we woke up.. ate... watched the emperors club again... wrote one sentence.... took a break, ordered a pizza, ate, wrote another sentence. then it was time for me to go. lol. fun time though.
im goin to tampa on monday (hopefully) <33busch gardens<33 should be fun dear.
and tomoow maybe we'll hit the beach. we shall see... i hope so though. ok byebyes
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2003 27 July :: 10.51 am
:: Mood: tired
im so tired... ay yi yi. yeserday was warped tour.. it didnt impress me that much. really unorganized.. really muddy.. really expensive. damn motherfuckers charging 3 bucks for a drink. lol.. saw some good bands there.. and christine apparently u have a problem with vendetta red? well i only wanted to hear two songs of theirs that sound completely different from what you heard.. and they played them just as u left so phbt. anywho.. i ddnt get to see the plain white t's :-\ ehh whatever. lol. umm.. long day. this morning i went to apply for that job and the guy wasnt there but i gave them my number n stuff.. woo. hopefully ill get it.
i hate hypocrites.
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2003 25 July :: 11.23 pm
i gotta go soon..
never.
*sigh* :)
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2003 25 July :: 9.14 pm
someone get me out of this place.
1 but always you.. |
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2003 25 July :: 7.17 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: afi
lalala
im so tired.. today i went to the beach with chach, geor, and alicia.. alicia's board is soooooo cute! i love it. its great to ride too cause its shorter but thicker so its stable. i got a wicked rash on my armpits lol geori.. the waves were good though... except for all the pricks out in the water. they start paddling and im in front of them but to the side and theres room for them to go but they stop and give me a bitchy look it just gets frustrating after a while. lol damn surf rage.. haha.
well tomorrow is warped!!!!! its gonna be awesome... sooo many ppl are goig.. im gonna run into someone i know every 5 minutes lol. lotsa hotties too... and if i run into the chach we gotta get a choc. banana.. its just tradition. haha.. well see ya later chickies..
1 but always you.. |
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2003 24 July :: 8.56 pm
its hard when you see someone that you look to for strength.. hit a bad point. cause then alongside them you feel more vulerable than ever. i dunno. itll pass. im out.
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2003 24 July :: 5.19 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
how can people be so cold? i honestly wonder how some people sleep at night with that kind of behavior.
1 but always you.. |
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2003 24 July :: 1.55 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: the bum bum song
cause its not very fun... when they shoot a cannon in your bum...
hey.. nothings new. ive been going to the gym. i did the eliptical for 20 minutes!!! =o! lol well its a lot harder than u would think cause the first time i tried i BARELY did 10 minutes. like i almost passed out. lol um... i saw a kid from my past.. it was very amusing i must say. hes still very white lol. dont ask. umm.. today im not doing anything.. ill hit the gym later again. hopefully i can do some daybook. we'll see. lol. on saturday were goin to warped! yes! christine: u n sam can try to get to the front all u want.. ill wait away from the chaos.. its gonna be a tish bit larger than wing ding was lol. and i dont wanna lose any shoes. alrighty.
and on sunday im going to apply for a job in the morning then ill go to nini's to see sammy n lizzie and nini of course. should be fun. i hope i get the job! lol ash. yeah.. i volunteered at many booths where i had to handle money ;). ok off i go to do random stuff. see ya kiddos
1 but always you.. |
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2003 22 July :: 7.45 pm
:: Mood: confused
i guess i was weaker than i thought... damnit.
2 but always you.. |
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