hey. last night i went to the football game with kevin. i love him sooo much. we had a great time in spite of the rain:) it was really cold, and i was extremely tired, but i didnt mind it at all. i'd do that again any night.

regards
*rachelle

im finally going to update again. lol, kevin, i cant remember how u wanted me to start this... so i'm gonna do a regular entry and do the "all about kevin" entry when you come online. anyhow, i went to robin's last night, it was fun...really, it was, i had a great time. the beginning was really fun, and the end was cool too, except for the fact that it turned into this big religious gathering where we focused on demons and whitnessing eachother into different denominations. it was fun though, i just laid on my back, looked at the stars, and watched the satelites go by. and then, me and lindsey talked about death. sounds depressing, i know, but it was actually an interesting conversation. we were also listening to all of robin's music.....and all of the "classics," i had never heard of. freeze tag was funny, i've never played it that way before:). when we went back in the woods, that was definitely strange. we had my camera..... some of the oddest pictures were taken, not to mention what we talked about. boobs and period stories were the topic. lol, how fun! hehe, but it was great , it got me away from my hut too, and that was a blessing from God. i love you kevin, i had a great time hanging out with you, it made last night totally worth it!

with regards
*rachelle

marvelous day (not!)
hey
as i sit here and think about what lies ahead for tonight, nothing comes into my head. however, the question still remains ........ what the hell is going on?

regards

*rachelle

im back again
oh my god......what does the computer think i am????

what's important for today
hey everybody, i havnt written in a while, but i figured, now that i have some good news that i should post it.......the school year has finally turned around for me....i'm going to homecoming with KEVIN! yay! im excited:) Today, im not really doing anything, but im open for suggestions. lindsay, im sorry if you got home too late last night, ur mom might have been mad, and i hope that she wasnt. and nikki, now you know. lol. that probably didnt make any sense, o well, what does. im gonna go. bye now

peace

im gonna go eat, so i dont have much time
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lindsay and i made cookies today, we experienced the 1000 and 1 ways there are to crack an egg.
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it doesnt seem like school is over, but im glad it is. the thing is, is that I am bored out of my mind, all of my saturdays are full, i would really enjoy a phone call here and there, and maybe a movie or 2. as for now though, all E all, if you care, leave a message.

::reguards::
rachelle
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peace
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one more day, thank you
one more day until the world comes to an end, or at least the world we've known for the last 9 months...
the last 3 years.
day by day, we do not notice the little footsteps we take. but as we look at the weeks past, the strides we've taken catch up with us, and we begin to learn how far we've come.

the days should become slower, yet quicker they become. the later the nights get, the earlier the mornings. they're not short to change. we all hope that summer will be like it used to, fun in the sun, vacations, playing outside, going to the beach. though we find ourselves looking forward to sleep, and the endless hurdles to jump. no, the race is not over, but the first checkpoint has been marked.

and we move on.

the challenges that come, the new and sometimes unbearable changes that await, we have no idea what to expect. each of us are different, yet we all have the same ideas. we've been taught the same things, set the same goals, had the same mentors. this is where it stops. he insinc bunch we are, is now loosing is consistincy. we break off into paths, having to choose what forever contains in a matter of minutes. who knows what lies ahead.

Love changes.
Ambitions revive.
Who once succeeded, now seceeds the path to success.
Remember those who taught you to yearn.


Regards to those who care,
rachelle

hello, this is the help line, what's your problem?

finely
hey, i dont have much time, but i'm at school. sorry i havn't updated in a while, it's because at my house my computer is screwed up and the only thing i can do is im, mainly because i didn't have AIM on when we caught our virus. anyhow, these flowersack things have got to be the most annoying things ever...who knew 10 pounds could be so heavy. my mom takes this so seriously too, as me and lindsay got in our car, my mom exclaims, "oh my gosh! what are we going to do, i forgot the carseat?!?!" we just laughed as lindsay says, "Mrs. Gigowski, its a flowersack, i think it'll be ok.." lol. and i am screwed over for sure on my power point b/c i dun have the program and mine is due monday, along with my stand alone in which i dont have a poster for. well, thats pretty exciting..not... but here's what is, me and whitney have been writing these songs, and i must say they are pretty cool, though i have no music background in order to write like the song part, all i can do is the lyrics, and i'm not sure i'm that good at them either, its just that, well, that is the fun part. and kim and kendra (and u 2 lindsay) are like obsessed with my doll, and i'm not complaining, b/c that means they want to have it all the time, which is fine by me, cuz u know, its 10 less punds to carry around, sorry u guys, but i do consider that a benefit, lol...and kari, ur mom will love the necklace, i know it...have fun on ur trip...and for those of u interested, i really want to go to apollo 13 and space station 3d, if u are the least bit into seeing one of those with me,.....i will like worship you, well, not really, but i will come pretty close....hehe, well, i'd better go cuz i have 3 minutes to close up, oh ya, mrs d let us bring our cd's and cd players to the computer lab today...yay! music!...i hope mines not on too loud, well, g2g..nice talking to ya!
much love

"range of motion-power of the people"
ooo goodness good times. fun things happen when ur really mad-lol:) anyway, i just wanna say that i am i dunno, nevermind that thought. my sad eyes are gone, thats a good thing, im gonna babysit this weekend, thats a good thing, i may go to the mall with nikki, thats a good thing, i have macaroni and cheese in the microwave, thats a good thing, and thats it right now, brb... ok im back:) mmmm its good, anyway....as far as the bad is concerned, we all need to pray for nikki's mom cuz she dun feel good, and we need to pray for dreams that need to come true and that mrs dykgraff speeds up the publishing process, and that i get my short story done. also for all the poverty in the world (i had to say that)and, well, God bless you all, i love you very much!

"u look like an old dead man (laughter)... stop, stop looking at me (laughter)"
Heavenly Father... i would just like to thank you for this day and all the wonderful things you have brought into my life. all of the many friends i have, my family, my church, You, the earth, and dreams. dreams that come true, and dreams that dont. if there werent dreams that were to never come true, there would never be anything to strive for in life, and the journey you bring to us is what makes life interesting. i would like to thank you for giving me the dream to one day travel in space. it may never come true, and Lord, if it doesnt, it is wonderful to have a dream that motivates me and makes me so happy. also, for friends like lindsay, nikki, whitney, and liz. they make me so happy, and make teen life such a wonderful huge adventure that never ends. I thank you for giving them each to me, and i would only ask that u bless each of them and make their days absolutely great. thank you for bringing lindsay to me, to take me to church all these times so that i could get to know you, she has a great heart. also, i thank you Lord for nikki, for her sense of humor, love and christian attitude toward others, it is her birthday today, and please make it the bast one ever. and for liz, she always knows how to put a smile on ur face, thank you for making her such an awesome cheerful person to be around. for whitney, things may be rough in her life sometimes, but she always has the time for other people, to help them, love them, and make them happy. people like her are rare in this world. i have been truely blessed. in my last entry, i was totally wrong, and just for lindsay and whitney, u were right, there are people who care, and u two are great examples. and for nikki, u are 4 in 4 billion lol, and to liz, phone calls do change your day. there are also many more friends that i have that i want to thank you for, and they make life all the more enjoyable. anyway, also for my family, i know they care, even if there are days when i doubt them. and help my eyes! listen to my sister!
~rachelle
and to my friends-- i love you so much, i dont think you have any idea how much you mean to me. luv ya'll
**hugs**

.....alritie now.....
sorry i havnt wrote in here in such a long time, but i\'ve been a little busy lately. and for once i\'m not writng at school. volley ball was boring, and it looks like as far as the whole season is concerned, that will be too. my grades are terrible, as in all B negatives, i am losing friends constantly, i quit choir for basically no reason at all. and i have friends that are coming to me with problems that i dont know how to answer. i\'ve been babysitting non-stop, and for 3 months, i have to go along with one 20 dollars, if that. my mom might find out that i have it, and take it away. i am terribly sick with the worst virus ever, and my siblings are getting to my head. help me, like i think i have only God, and Lindsay, if i have you too, whoever\'s reading this, please let me know, because this is so hard, knowing how much friends mean to me (which is a lot), AND I AM WORTH LESS THEN DIRT TO THEM. please, i look to the best of you to talk me through this, but maybe not, because that would be asking to much now wouldnt it. thanks for everything, or nothing, in this case, they mean the same thing.
~peace~