words from the inner forest

words from the inner forest

:: 2004 16 January :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: annoyed with myself
:: Music: By The Way-RHCP

Ok Ok I get that I am too needy from everyone and am I spoiled little asshole. But I dont know what to do!

I know that I require lots of attention
I know that I am rude and inconsiderate

I'm sorry but still am lost

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rachelle

:: 2004 13 January :: 6.47pm

i think i know whats next

"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4

this is rachelle
signing off
over and out

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Tbaby92588

:: 2004 13 January :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: anxious

Rain falls on everyone, the same old rain.
And I'm just trying to walk with you,
Between the raindrops.

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Rob

:: 2004 3 January :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Fine Again-Seether

i cant believe I did this
New Year's Survey

[01] What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? Alot

[02] Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions, and will you make more for next year? what resolutions?? Lack of fat, guess it didnt work last year, lets try again.

[03] Did anyone close to you give birth? Nah,

[04] Did anyone close to you die? not too close to me, but to my loved ones

[05] What countries did you visit? America bab-ay

[06] What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? Lack of teenage drama

[07] What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? Dec 30! i beat FFX

[08] What was your biggest achievement of the year? Nothing, I suck the free world

[09] What was your biggest failure? Sam Dine

[10] Did you suffer illness or injury? My pacreas still doesnt work

[11] What was the best thing you bought? I love the presents I bought for people.

[12] Whose behaviour merited celebration?WTF?

[13] Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? Sam Dine

[14] Where did most of your money go? Movies

[15] What did you get really, really, really excited about? My birthday

[16] What song will always remind you of 2003? any Blink 182 songs or Staind Songs

[17] Compared to this time last year, are you:
>happier or sadder? sadder,
>thinner or fatter? take a wild guess
>Richer or poorer? Took a big withdraw for sam to go to college

[18] What do you wish you'd done more of? Optimistic descions

[19]What do you wish you'd done less of? Hurting people

[20] How will you be spending Christmas? This year? Family Stuff

[21] What happened to this one? I wasnt very excited

[22] Did you fall in love in 2003? yes I did

[23] How many one-night stands? are you shitting me?

[24] What was your favourite TV program? Buffy

[25] Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? prolly, I am a hater tho

[26] What was the best book you read? Fifth Harry Potter

[27] What was your greatest musical discovery? Blink 182 and older stuff

[28] What did you want and get? Better friendships

[29] What did you want and not get? Buffy on DVD

[30] What was your favourite film of this year? X-men 2 and Freaky Friday

[31] What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I had a party and I turned 14

[32] What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Lack of dumb descions

[33] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? hoodies

[34] What kept you sane? friends and FFX and movies and Kate and Star Wars and Music

[35] Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Dave Matthews

[36] What political issue stirred you the most? politics pffff

[37] Who did you miss? I dunno

[38] Who was the best new person you met? Well meeting, The north kids was nice and Arie and Audrey and Libby

[39] Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003? Grass is greener on the other side, see the other perpespectives, if your not careful you will lose prescious things

[40] Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. Brand New Day-Forty Foot Echo

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 24 December :: 9.02pm
:: Music: Mom breathing through her nose.

Do you believe in Christ?

How about Santa?

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Rob	:: 2003 24 December :: 12.28pm I just woke up. I have a low blood sugar, I have no idea where my family is, we dont have very quick low blood sugar fixer foods. The party is tonight. I feel anti-social already 7 inner city responses \| any responses from the inner city?

Tbaby92588

:: 2003 23 December :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: cheerful

It's a wonderful life.
"What do you want? You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down. Hey, that's a pretty good idea. I'll give you the moon."

"I'll take it. And then what?"

"Well, then you could swallow it and it'd all dissolve, see? And the moonbeams'd shoot out of your fingers and your toes, and the
ends of your hair. Am I talking too much?"

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rachelle

:: 2003 11 December :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: look through my eyes//phil collins

if...
if the world was flat, we could walk off into an endless expanse where the wrong things we did wouldnt matter

if you knew how i felt about what you do, you wouldn't be who you are

if one person could change the world, we could also burn water

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Rob	:: 2003 6 December :: 11.52pm :: Mood: gloomy :: Music: Champaign Supernova-Oasis I'm even getting tired of my complaints. the ironic thing is that this itself is a complaint. 4 inner city responses \| any responses from the inner city?

rachelle

:: 2003 6 December :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: christmas music

xxxxx (rlg)
its hard to watch two people who were once best friends let the power of one person come between them.

.over and out.

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rachelle

:: 2003 3 December :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: A.D.D.
:: Music: the one i resited for you....

girl scout camp fire songs
down by the banks of the hanky-panky
where the bullfrogs jump from bank to banky
with an eepes opps opes oops.....
jump from the lilly pad
ker-plop

love you kevin!

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rachelle

:: 2003 29 November :: 7.43pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: You'll be in my Heart by Phil Collins

Another night under the Moon.
Greetings fellow Earthlings! Hi its aproximately 7 hours 39 minutes and 54 seconds. I am in the grocery store in the grape produce section. It is very tempting to steal one and bite it and have the juice fly all over an old lady! But I can resist for I am now distracted by the lucious peaches. I am writing on my Notebook software technology laptop that I recieved for completing a invention that I am submitting to the government called the "Floating Planter". This invention realisticly floats over the meer store floor. My client Jeffery Pegzino has recently tried out for the new movie James bond 4 and has been called back just yesterday to try out again for the James Bond part. I, tomorrow, plan to succeed in the movie business just as young Jeffery did yesterday. The film I will be directing is Apollo24... Return of the Martians. Wish me luck. I am now in the check out line with my half squeezed grape and my purified glass of peach milk. Want some? Get some. Bring it on. Represent....... word!!

I MISS YOU KEVIN DON'T LEAVE ME!!

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rachelle

:: 2003 29 November :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: i cant stop loving you- the chicago song

another day under the sun
i watched apollo 13 last night. im positive i want to go to space now. and i think i actually have a chance at it. although, i have to put that excursion on hold until i get my pilots license. that means i have to wait until after december 22nd. i called and they were like, "im sorry, we have no openings until the 23rd of december." and i got really upset, but thats okay i guess, its not like i have the money right now to pay for it anyway.

we put our christmas tree up today. it looks nice i guess. i love chirstmas time, its so wonderful. now all thats missing is the snow and carols. i cant wait until we kick the season into high gear.

its been about 5 days now since i've seen kevin. its upsetting, but on the bright side i only have 3 days until i see him again.

yesterday me and lindsay and kari went out to woodland on a hunt for christmas gifts for kari's momma. she did really well. another aspect of the trip was to find and outfits for both me and lindsay, however, we did not. so i guess it was a successful failure. :)

i think im gonna try and redo my room. i have ideas. but i dont know how im going to accomplish them. all i can to is try though.

well, im gonna take a break for now. maybe i'll write later.

until then.......
this is rachelle- signing off

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 27 November :: 1.56pm
:: Mood: Content
:: Music: Lions game

What a lovely surprise. To see the Cohens. And the Dines. On Thanksgiving. Rejoice.

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rachelle

:: 2003 26 November :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: beautiful day//U2

~~NEWS FLASH~~NEWS FLASH~~

Rachelle Gigowski went swimming in her lake today. She claims that she had to save all of the little fishies from getting frostbite.

over and out

*i miss you kevin*

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