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2004 26 June :: 3.51pm
Oh...anyway...I guess the news is out so I'm just going to be straight about it...
Paul and I are moving in together, for anyone who didnt know...he, I, and our kitty are getting a quaint little one-bedroom apartment in the woods away from campus. We're moving in July 15th, and we're going to be so happy because we're madly in love.
Whew, that feels a lot better.
Oh yeah, and for those of you who I've really left out of the loop....I have this boyfriend now...his name is Paul. He's cute and stuff and we've been dating for...a while. I think he's the One and he loves me and respects me like a boyfriend should and how so few of them have.
I don't think anyone really knows about my life right now.
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crazygirl
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2004 26 June :: 12.31pm
:: Mood: Other
so my mouth feels much better, still aches a little here and there and i can't eat things like carrots yet, as i ridiculously attempted the other day.. they gave me a syringe though, and i have to fill it with warm water, stick in it the holes and rinse them out once a day for the next 6-8 weeks. not only is it not fun, it's disgusting.
in other news, i screwed myself for next week. i'm working 41 hours at oberweis and 20 hours at the paper. the store manager at the kirkwood store quit, so the assistant manager at the ballwin store got promoted and now the ballwin store only has the store manager and a shift manager for running all of their shifts, so they've been calling in help from other stores, though for one reason or another they've only found two people willing to travel down there. myself, and krystal from the kirkwood store. so geri, my boss at the creve coeur store, scheduled me to work one day at ballwin next week and three days at our store. then pat talked to me because she needed me to do one more day at her store. so she talked to geri and they worked it out and i told her that working five days was fine. so then thursday night, dan, the district manager calls my cell phone and wants me to work another day at the ballwin store because they have nobody to cover the shift. i tried explaining i already had 34 hours and another job, and he pushed and pushed until finally i gave in. so yes, it's my fault. but, i'm still going to bitch about it. i was mad with dan before this and now i'm just frustrated that they can't find anybody else in the whole 4 other stores to help out. oberweis is a very frustrating company. hopefully i'll be quitting soon because...
i had a job interview on wednesday! i applied to be a news aide, which would pay much better than my current job here at the paper and it's full time. i really, really, really want this job. my health insurance would be cheaper, i wouldn't have to deal with the bullshit in this office or at the ice cream store, i'd be making more money and working fewer hours, i'd have my weekends free, it'd be great experience and i'd get to work with the different departments, i could go back to school in the fall, i could do theatre if i wanted... sigh.. though i can't say i'd be terribly disappointed if i didn't get it.. i would be sad, but there's another opportunity opening soon that would give me many of the same benefits..
well, i find out in a week and a half.
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Upchuck
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2004 25 June :: 2.31am
:: Mood: overjoyed
:: Music: "Rollin'(The Ballad of Big and Rich)" - Big and Rich
To happy to find the words
Maybe it's time to write again. It's time to start writing things that are lyrical again. Maybe I could even write an entire song this time.
It's just that I am so happy right now and I want to capture that. That and I really can't express what I'm feeling in simple words. I mean we can't even make eye contact with each other for more than two seconds before we start smiling like idiots, then we have to turn away because we are laughing so hard. I've never quite experienced that before. She keeps telling me that I'm the one that needs to decide what we're going to do when we're together. I just tell her that it doesn't matter as long as we're together. It really doesn't. It's to the point where this is almost like an addiction and I think I've lost control.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 24 June :: 9.33pm
it sucks when i have been gone all day, then get home and realize still nothing has happened...
should i switch departments at work? or just quit? hmmm....
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jedibumblebee
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2004 22 June :: 12.52am
waaaayyyyy too busy lately.
saw cassie hill from high school working at menards at home. that was interesting... i miss being in the loop of things.
in other news, my parents suck and i'm glad i'll never live with them again. i wish i understood why they never fail to screw things up for me, and what i ever did to ruin their faith in me and my judgement.
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crazygirl
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2004 19 June :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: tired
so i am feeling slightly better.
okay, it still hurts to talk.. and i can't chew yet...
but oh man, percocet is great.
tomorrow is the first day i go back to work at either of the jobs.. so we'll see how that goes. i told my boss tonight i should be okay as long as i don't have to talk a lot.. then she looked at the schedule and realized she forgot to give me a morning person.. so yes, wonderful. tomorrow should be interesting.
dustin and i just watched this movie called "down with igby".. interesting movie. in spite of some poor reviews i've just read, i liked it. good acting, decent story, clever characters. some not as well rounded as the others, but good nonetheless.
anyways, it's good to be home. i missed the apartment. it seems like a long time since i'd been here. though, i did kind of lose track of time sleeping for five days. i'm sorry to anyone who has to get their wisdom teeth out in the future. right before i fell asleep.. the nurse said "it'll be okay honey. this is the easiest part." and she was right. having the teeth actually removed was the easiest part. getting back to chewing and all that good stuff is proving to be quite difficult.
sigh.. i'm gonna eat so much when i can chew again.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 18 June :: 7.20am
noooooooo! I am getting sick!
I HATE being sick and I still have 8 days of work in a row left!
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jedibumblebee
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2004 16 June :: 11.15pm
Haha, i know you're looking.
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crazygirl
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2004 16 June :: 7.15pm
:: Mood: ill
holy wow, my face hurts.
tuesday morning i had all my wisdom teeth taken out. the nurse was right when she assured me right before they put me to sleep that that was the easiest part. the IV being put in was the last thing i actually remember before coming back to lucy's afterwards. last night i freaked out because i forgot to call my mom and let her know everything went okay, and lucy was like "we called her this morning. you talked to her. don't you remember?" and she kept talking about how funny i was all drugged up. i suppose i'm better off not remembering any of it.
oh, so it turns out, not only do the pain pills they gave me not work very well, they also make me throw up. how convenient. so, the choice is either a lot of pain and no puking, or a moderate amount of pain and puking. looks like i'm going with the a lot of pain and no puking. i swore i was going to rip out some stitches last night when i was throwing up everything i'd so difficultly managed to swallow. i never realized how much effort it takes to swallow before.
anyways, i'm still at lucy's.. hopefully i'll feel well enough to go home tomorrow. i am definately ready to be laying in my own bed, though i can't complain about the service here. lucy and rich have been so great.
i think i am gonna try to sleep more now. yea. sleep sounds good.
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plainmornings
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2004 16 June :: 7.18pm
blah.. finally cut my friends list down, getting rid of the people who didn't pay to keep their journals and the people who i have not talked to in over a year. Its funny, it seems as if the only two people who still regularly write in their journals are Lauren and Amanda.
i need college to be here now :0/
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jedibumblebee
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2004 15 June :: 6.13pm
:: Music: Pearl Jam- Corduroy
The waiting drove me mad...you're finally here and I'm a mess...
I take your entrance back...can't let you roam inside my head...
I dont want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your bread...
I would rather run but I can't walk...
Guess I'll lie alone just like before.
I don't be held in your debt...
I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed...
I'm already cut up and half dead...
I'll end up alone like I began.
Can't buy what I want because it's free.
Why ain't it supposed to be just fun?
Oh, to live and die, let it be done.
I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 15 June :: 5.30pm
So the new house thing is pretty wild. Within three days I decided I'm not moving into Danford Creek, I toured about 8 different places, put in two applications, and have a totally new plan of where I'm living next year. Also, I may be moving earlier now, end of July rather than beginning of August, that is if I get my dream apartment, which is looking unlikely but I'll wait for Jenny to call me back. I already brought boxes home from work, I'm so excited to move out of this shithole.
Also, if anyone wants or knows anyone who may want a hamster, I regret to say that he is now free to a good home. Cage included, and whatever other hamster "stuff" I have around. Kitty and hamster are not friends.
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jedibumblebee
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2004 15 June :: 12.43am
Ah, sweet stress and confusion. Am I doing the right thing?
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crazygirl
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2004 14 June :: 12.48am
:: Mood: unsettled
and now the real world has stripped you of your royalties, and from your kingdom you're evicted.
it seemed like a long weekend, but now it's just a flash.
i got home tonight and it felt almost as though i'd never left.. as if i dreamed everything that happened.
and now i'm here.
and things are back to ''normal''
i have to be to work at 8 and i can't sleep even though i'm absolutely exhausted. i got very little sleep this weekend. too much to do, too many people to see. too many people i wanted to see more of.
it wasn't long enough.
i wanted more.
we should've had more time.
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