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:: 2004 13 June :: 2.57am
:: Mood: tired

Today
Today has been going on for several days now. Have you ever had times like that? Times when days never end, they just continue on to infinitum, until they end.

Let's start on what normal people following a normal calendar would call Thursday.
Thursday night, 11:30pm
Say good night to Kim. See Gunnie in Northstar parking lot, to talk to him for ten minutes.
Friday morning 12:00am
Go home
1:30am
Go to sleep
Now on to Friday
8:40 am
Awaken; call Kim, no answer
10:05 am
Recieve call from work;
10:25 am
Punch in
3:15 pm
Punch out
3:30pm
Call Kim
3:40 pm
Leave for Jeanne's house
3:50 pm
Drive by Darren's house and see Kim's car, stop
Friday night 5:15 pm
Kim leaves Darren's for work
5:45 pm
Leave Darren's house for home
8:30 pm
Arrive at work, talk to Kim and Jeanne
8:40 pm
Leave work for Darren's house
9:00 pm
Michelle arrives at Northstar, comes over so Jessie can meet Kim.
9:02 pm
I tell Michelle to run so no guys at Darren's see her and Jessie.
9:15 pm
Kim speeds off into the twighlight on the way to her dad's house in Wyoming
9:30 pm
Kim arrives at dad's house
9:50 pm
I arrive at Kim's dad's house because I drive the speed limit
10:20 pm
Arrive at Cinemark to watch "The Day after Tomorrow"
11:15 pm
Wendy's sighting in "The Day after Tomorrow"
Saturday morning 12:40 am
Leave Cinemark for Kim's dad's house
12:50 am
Leave Kim's Dad's for Jeanne's
1:25 am
I arrive at Jeanne's
1:45 am
Kim has still not arrived at Jeanne's
2:00 am
Leave Jeanne's to go to gas station to call Kim
2:05 am
Pass Darren's house, see Kim's car, stop
2:10 am
Observe Sarah and her boyfriend fighting
2:10:01am
Observe that both are drunk
2:40 am
Sitting in Kim's car I hear a female voice shout "Stop it" I am not in view of Kim and therefore assume it is her. I get mad and go to find out what is happening. Adrenaline rush. Nevermind, voice is Sarah's. Sarah attempts to find her car. Not wanting to let her drive because she is drunk I literally lift her off the ground. At which pont she breaks down.
3:00 am
Again attempt to stop Sarah from driving
3:45 am
Arrive back at Darren's
4:00am
Darren bitches at Jeanne
4:15 am
Darren passes out
4:20 am
We leave Darren's for Jeanne's
4:25 am
Stop at gas station to get Hot chocolate
4:35 am
Arrive at Jeanne's (finally)
6:15 am
Leave to take Jeanne to work
6:30 am
Arrive at work; punch in
7:40 am
finish truck
8:40 am
punch out; go home
9:40 am
sleep
Saturday afternoon 1:50 pm
awaken; Call Kim, no answer
2:00pm
phone rings, Kim
2:15 pm
Leave for work
3:00 pm
Leave work for lake
3:20 pm
Arrive at lake; Begin cutting grass much to the dismay of the people sunning themselves
4:40 pm
Stop cutting grass
4:59 pm
sleep
5:00 pm
Rueben and Michelle arrive at lake
6:20 pm
Awaken; steal a brat; depart for home
6:33 pm
Arrive home
6:45 pm
Depart for work
Saturday night 6:52 pm
Arrive at work
7:00 pm
punch in
Sunday morning 1:25 am
Leave work
1:35 am
Arrive home
2:57 am
begin updating journal
3:17 am
finish updating journal
3:24 am
finish editing journal

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Upchuck

:: 2004 10 June :: 9.38am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: "Vesuvius" - Frank Ticheli

When one little kiss means so much; maybe it shouldn't
I know that I didn't forget. And despite my in experience in the subject, unless someone was lying to me, I know enough to not be too terribly bad.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2004 9 June :: 8.52pm

Hot weather is gross, and my A/C in my car is still broken. **curse and swear**

Working five days in a row is gross as well, and even grosser when three are 10 hour shifts.

I got my pictures back from Europe, and they are not nearly as cool as they should be. Yet another reason why today is a day for much grumbling.

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 8 June :: 5.33pm

Yeah, go figure.

LOOK OUT!
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JediBumblebee is a radioactive squirrel!!

From Go-Quiz.com

munkysaurus

:: 2004 8 June :: 2.05am

Synonyms for procreation?...
Sigh...

Her...

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jedibumblebee

:: 2004 7 June :: 11.22pm

I realize that if I put on 20 lbs, I'd have bigger boobs. But I'd be chubby.

However, upon comparison, chubby girls with big boobs are often considered hotter than skinny girls with little boobs.

I'm eating graham crackers smothered in Nutella. Yum.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2004 7 June :: 11.08pm
:: Music: Black Eyed Peas- Shut Up

Is that all there is?
First night at work really kicked my ass.
I feel a personality change coming on...how cool is that guys? Another one. I don't feel the same.

I think I'm dyeing my hair tomorrow...
Back to blonde for the first time in years..I'm petrified.

Also...for those who really know me, you'll know how shocking this is...I think I've broken my caffeine addiction.

I feel really laid back. It may be time for a roadtrip.

I didn't know that pop expired, but apparently my sierra mist is past the date. Weird.

Since when does "I'll call you right back" mean more than 25 minutes?

crazygirl

:: 2004 7 June :: 7.24pm

it's been a long time.
i'm free.

Upchuck

:: 2004 7 June :: 1.03pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: "Please Answer" Ashley Grutter

Life
Well things have taken a definite turn.

I really hate it when people worry about me. Or rather agonize over situations involving me and my reaction. Irrational fear is the pygmy of the world. Don't ask me where that came from, but it did.

She wants to please people so bad that she's forgotten about herself.
Her sense of life has been all but drained
Because her life is not hers.

I can say that now. Things are problems but not that bad.

This was supposed to be a happy post and it is. I can't stop smiling now and for the first time in a few weeks I'm back to be me. I just have to remember to be me and become so introverted and self-loathing that things don't get discussed. Because this time we have talked, and believe it or not it is a big step for us. Together again, we have set out to make sure that the mistake of miscommunication, or rather lack of communication has been rectified. Truth be told is the motto of the day. I'm glad because I very rarely would have it any other way. God Bless you all and please help me with my spelling.

munkysaurus

:: 2004 5 June :: 3.18pm

I smiled, and little pieces of me walked this way and that, passing right under my nose...
Work time.
Smoke time.

Is it really, seriously, unattractive/denerving to find a guy who smokes. I feel like a convicted felon from the middle eastern 17th century. Everytime I light up. It's like, jeez, at least I'm not a cardinal of the Vatican, fucking bending little naked boys over. So I could snort crack off their asses. Are you going to chop one of my lungs off with your scimitar, huh, fuck brick! sigh...

I have to go to work pretty soon. "She'll" be there. I shake like I have palsy every time I see her. I can't help it. I loved her... But, I don't get it. How do I make people hate me so much. And, I'm not being a rere about this whole situation. It's like, every friend I've had I've driven away by some means. It's weird. And really deturring.

New Friend: "Hey, I like your hair."

Me: dancing around like a maroon (the white boy or something) "Thanks, what's up?"

New Friend: disqusted "Holy shit dude, not a DAMN thing."

Whoa, is ME?

See ya, J-unit...yoi yoi...cough*

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Upchuck

:: 2004 4 June :: 11.35pm
:: Mood: better
:: Music: "Let Her Cry" Hootie and the Blowfish

Tonight
Tonight was much better. Later when you were on the phone I had to remind myself that, no, we will not be together. But other than that everything was fine. Whether I think that a lot of our relationship now is completely superficial has no bearing on what we are and that is friends. Wow. Could this be any more grammitically in correct?

Connie. READ MY JOURNAL. It holds wisdom. It also holds all my depressing thoughts that I want you to know about.

I saw you tonight Andy. You went flying by, and managed to slow down a little at the blinking light.

Today was better. I'm glad I have people at work like Keith and Dale to talk to so I don't drive myself completely insane.

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Upchuck

:: 2004 4 June :: 11.33pm
:: Mood: better

Festival
So, just an update. I see someone on my friends list is considering going to Festival tomorrow. I just wanted to let all of you know that I will be playing at Festival. 5:30pm@ at the Outer Rim stage. The act name is officially listed as Zac and Ashley Grutter.

jedibumblebee

:: 2004 4 June :: 7.57pm

I am home.

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munkysaurus

:: 2004 4 June :: 1.32am

I loaded my shotgun with eminems, and proliferated his ass with chocolaty goodness...
Um, dearest and...deepest?, Mr. J.

My love life is a like a Offspring song. Go ahead listen to one. Yep, that's right. Pretty fucked up in a shrieked, grab your balls octave kind of way.
I don't understand girls. I don't think they understand themselves. It's like, bigotry aside, over there in a shady corner, off, off you go, girls act like they know everything about another.
Now, that may be a opinionated, biased statement. It's true though. They walk into shit like they're the calrone. That's fuckin' right, I said it, Calrone!
But, the unoffended, I assure you. Guys are no better.
Eh, whatever, fuck you, fuck me, apethy.
*Insert another interjection
It's kinda funny. I've been thinking this shit for three weeks and I finally decided to bitch about it. And what do I get, a incoherent, hardly close piece of bowel release.

I've only kept a handful of contacts since I've been out of school. And now they're fading on me. I guess that's just one of the cards in the Milton Bradley game. And I know I'm really touchy, feely with the past. But, fuck, who am I going to have left?

Just a pen, pencil, and a scrap of paper.
"She's" gone. Mandy's lost interest. Ryan's moving to New Orleans. Corina was never close to me. Tara, either, besides the fact that we have some kind of awkward tension between us.

Work sucks, getting bitchy and itchy. If you don't know what I mean by that. Go see for yourself. Bitchy and itchy.

Geh, oh well...

Time to go shoot me some sheep-age. Nighty,
Dustin

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crazygirl

:: 2004 4 June :: 12.27am
:: Mood: tired

when you have too much of something, such as alcohol, it poisons you and naturally you try to throw it up. if you keep exposing yourself to it, it will eventually permanently harm you.

seems the same goes for your mind, but you don't have such an immediate gag reflex to protect you.

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