Housekeeping
Just wanted to do some house keeping things here and talk about my some issues I've been dealing with.

Rob: Were you talking about the essay or the sources?

I've been thinking about her again. I just have to keep pounding into my head that she does have a byofriend even though he is never around. No matter how much I respect her for what she is, and how similar we are, I have to remember that. I tried to think about what I would say to her if she confronted me because she thought I liked her. I'd tell her that I respect her for everything she has gone through. She certainly could have given up and let her life be gripped by what she's been through, but she hasn't. I also want to tell her that people like her and I are the future. I just hope she never gives that up for something else.

Work's been going well. I finally got my hours down to a managable level. We don't really have the people to keep everything going at a decent rate, but it will come. We hit this last year about htis time and I was pulling my hair out because fo the idiots I had to work with. I don't anymore, they all got trained or quit. Now, I learned not to care as much about what happens on my shift, as long as I'm not the one being blamed for it. We also are going through all this new procedure. I like, it's something new to learn. I think the problem last winter was that there was nothing new to learn, nothing to master. That's also why I'm gald I switched to days when I did. At the end of that I was getting bored too and I ended up walking out that one day. I guess if I can keep myself busy with new stuff, trying to improve upon my skills, then I'm happy.

I went to see Prof. Stark last week. The reason I didn't go sooner was that I felt I was behind in his class. I went the day the paper was due because that was the first time I had felt caught up. I had been behind in all my classes, but I had two papers due in other classes before his, so I did those first. When I told him all this he immeadiately assumed it was because I put his class on the bottom of my priorities. It's not true, while I guess it is. I don't think he liked that too much.

I think that's it. The rest of it is emmotional crap that I constantly subject myself too. I like to study, and let's just say I'm trying to find common themes and ways to rectify problems in romantic relationships based on my own personal experience.

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