Songs From the Ugly Organ

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:: 2003 24 November :: 12.37pm

Look out! It's the Nuklear Duck of Death! Quaaaaaa!

:: 2003 23 November :: 1.42am

Stayed home ALLL day long. And the only things i finished were my college homework and bible reflection (for english). Things I still gotta do:
1. study for my big college test
2. read a million pages of Charles Dickens
3. Research the Dhali Lama
4. Do my world studies worksheet
5. Study for the religion test (optional)
6. Calculus homework
7. Northwestern Essay
8. Reschedule my audition.

My aunt called today and told me the FINAL,REAL dates of the china trip. We're now leaving December 7th. It's kinda funny because this is after I already told my teachers that the date was changed to december 10th.

:: 2003 21 November :: 11.30am

I was sick for like, two days. It blew big time. I did, however, get to see Dreamcatcher, which is a very good movie.

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:: 2003 20 November :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: excited

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO LOYOLA UNIVERSITY CHICAGO!! Okay, it's not THAT big of a surprise, but I'm happy.

:: 2003 19 November :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: excited

THIS JUST IN: CHINA TRIP DELAYED. Yes, I am no longer leaving Dec. 4th but instead on Dec. 10th. Now I don't have to miss as much school, and I won't have as much homework to make up (yay!). I also get to go to floodlight and go to one more college class. This changes my audition time as well. I went to audition workshop tonight, and the directors told me that I could audition next week instead of in December. Now I have a little more time. We're doing Anything Goes and I'm going to try out for the three male leads: Billy, Moony, and Sir. Evelyn. Billy's probably the only part that I would be able to play well. Don't think I could master a british accent or be the comic relief of the play! That's all for now...

:: 2003 17 November :: 10.51pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: evil german techno

my nerdy outlook
China in 17 days and counting. I talked to my college professor today and we're gonna try to work something out where I take the final test before I leave. Not too bad. I also talked with Mr. Sanocki and we decided that I can still do the semester project in a group (instead of by myself) as long as I videotape my portion of the presentation and get my stuff done early. I'm still debating whether or not to take another college class next semester. If I do Play (who am I kidding, I'm going to do it) I won't have any time to fit in an actual class, so I would have to turn to an internet class instead. I met Mr. Bialas tonight who teaches Principles of Marketing. I asked him basically if I'd be able to handle it. He called up his wife (she works at the counceling office at my school) and she said definitely. I guess the logic is because I am an all A student I can handle the additional stress. All I have to do is write 1-2 3 page papers every week. Ouch. First I'll find out if the credits will transfer, and then I'll consider signing up. Okkaayyy...Still gotta do all my Sanocki Islam worksheet/group project so I better go do that. It's gonna be a semi-long night. Oh yeah, I think I'm a Type Y person (hopefully). Quick not to self: This weekend + t-day break I have to find time to write my bible reflection, schedule a possible audition for the play, do my sanocks project, take my college test, AND pack for china. Oh boy.

:: 2003 16 November :: 8.07pm

I finally met someone new today. That was fun. Not what I was hoping for, but still glad to meet someone other than my regular group of friends.

:: 2003 16 November :: 12.38am
:: Mood: cranky

Exhale
Yes, I was bitchy today, but so what? No, I don't know what was wrong, but do I have to? At least I can say that my college project is done. One down, a gazillion to go. Even though I prefer to spend my saturday nights doing homework, sometimes I get to urge to just drive somewhere..like grand rapids.

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:: 2003 15 November :: 11.15am

The only time I can rent R-rated movies, everything that looks interesting is PG-13. What's up with that? I was so incistent on getting an R movie that I rented Hamlet and Suburbia. Hamlet was okay; pretty much exactly like the play except modernized. Suburbia, which was supposed to be a comedy, was actually a deep movie that makes you think (and I wanted something that would make me laugh, not think). I guess it was kind of interesting because it showed how life goes on in Suburbia even though all the youth have shitty lives with no real promise. The ending lines were something like "Look at you, you just throw your lives away" as a dead girl lays next to the garbage bin. Ah, you gotta love cinematography.

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:: 2003 14 November :: 11.29am

I dislike morons a lot. They're always around, telling you that you don't know what you're doing, although you have years more experiance in any given situation than them, and when you correct them, or call them out on something, they do nothing except bitch about how much they're right and you're wrong. I hate Catholic...

:: 2003 13 November :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: "this place is a prison" postal service

The things i refrain from saying...
I could pull out my hair, but then I'd still be stressed ...only I'd have bald patches to stress out about too (yes, that would be a humorous site to see). I feel like everyone's problems (including my own) are minimal, perhaps insignificant. And I feel like a bad friend for thinking that too, but so help me, how can high school relationship problems be that important? In addition, AP English......yeah! Got a D MINUS on the quiz (stupid mistake that she let me retake and correct), and I forgot to put all the comma rules in my Gatsby paper that I stayed up late doing the night before. My dad called the credit union today and found out I was denied - REJECTED - on my credit card app. Guess my dad doesn't make enough on unemployment to be a cosigner, and it doesn't help that I don't have a job (stupid economy, stupid unemployment!). Still debating on whether or not to take another college class next semester. Still gotta finish my project for THIS college class. I wish I could go running right now, but then again I'm too tired to go, while at the same time being too awake to go to sleep.

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:: 2003 12 November :: 11.25am

Jami's out of the Hospital! YAY! I told you all she was to short to die.

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:: 2003 11 November :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: tired

All I want to do is sleep, but I have a frickin AP english paper to write on the Great Gatsby. Looks like I'll be up a while! I applied for my credit card today, though. I should find out if I got approved tomorrow. Disturbing moment of the day (lunch table):
KSR(to me): So, what are you doing...I mean...who are you banging this weekend?
KM: He's coming over to my house this weekend.
SICK!