Don't forget the sandwhich!

:: 2006 23 January :: 9.20pm

http://paulandstefanie.weddingannouncer.com/

:: 2006 18 January :: 2.13pm

grrrrrrrr.

I am not a bridezilla, I am just realizing who my friends really are.

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:: 2006 11 January :: 4.47pm

major bummer
Just found out that I am most likely being laid off from work at the end of March. Damn automotive industry.

:: 2006 9 January :: 6.51pm

This wedding planning stuff is way more complicated than I thought!

According to The Knot.com, I have 171 items left to complete before my wedding date of August 5,2006. And 35 of them are overdue.....

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:: 2005 28 December :: 3.58pm

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:: 2005 26 December :: 11.07pm

So for real this time, I'm getting married.

:) Paul asked me Christmas day.

Pictures coming when I get home, date is looking like it will be August or December 2006.

:: 2005 14 December :: 6.32am

Only 11 more days until christmas.

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:: 2005 1 December :: 9.02pm
:: Music: Shania Twain- No One Needs to Know

don't tease me
Am I dreamin' or stupid?
I think I've been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now
I met a tall, dark and handsome man
And I've been busy makin' big plans
But no one needs to know right now

I got my heart set, my feet wet
And he don't even know it yet
But no one needs to know right now

I'll tell him someday some way somehow
But I'm gonna keep it a secret for now

I want bells to ring, a choir to sing
The white dress the guests the cake the car the whold darn thing
But no one needs to know right now

I'll tell him someday some way somehow
But I'm gonna keep it a secret for now

We'll have a little girl a little boy
A little Benji we call Leroy
But no one needs to know right now

And I'm not lonely anymore at night
And he don't know only only he can make it right

And I'm not lonely anymore at night
And he don't know only only he can make it right

I'm not dreamin' or stupid
But boy have I been hit by Cupid
But no one needs to know right now

No one needs to know right now...

:: 2005 19 November :: 10.23pm

You fit in with:
Humanism

Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.

20% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

:: 2005 12 November :: 7.13pm

what did they do right that I'm doing wrong?

:: 2005 10 November :: 5.03pm

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:: 2005 6 November :: 2.25pm

maybe i should just leave and....start over.

:: 2005 2 November :: 7.57pm
:: Music: Ben Folds- The Luckiest

I don't get many things
right the first time
in fact, I am told that a lot
now I know all the wrong turns �
the stumbles and falls brought me here

and where was I before the day
that I first saw your lovely face
now I see it everyday
and I know

that I am, I am
I am the luckiest

what if I'd been born
fifty years before you
in a house
on the street where you lived
maybe I'd be outside
as you passed on your bike,
would I know?

and in a wide sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
and I know

that I am, I am
I am the luckiest

I love you more than I have
ever found a way to say to you

next door there's an old man
who lived into his nineties
and one day passed away in his sleep
and his wife, she stayed
for a couple of days and passed away

I'm sorry I know that's a
strange way to tell you
that I know we belong
that I know

that I am, I am
I am the luckiest

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:: 2005 2 November :: 5.54pm

i have so much trouble doing things of substance.